I finally got to go on vacation back to Texas♥
I had dreamed about you over and over before this day.
Wondered if my body would quake with excitement from seeing you.
But dreams and reality arent the same.
You weren't as sparkling as I thought you were and my love wasnt as great as I imagined.
You havent called and I havent worried too much about it because obviously life is dealing way to many shitty hands for you to handle me.
And God I hope you're happy with decisions made and I hope you've learned your lessons well.