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11:54pm...
I was cuddled up to Logan's chest, him resting his head on my own with an arm around my back as well as the other on my belly.
It was now February 5th. I was dialated 8 centimeters now and was having contractions every 5 minutes.
Logan was at UCLA all day today and came to the hospital around 5:00pm.
I haven't had good rest in almost 3 days.
I was... exasperated.
I shifted deeper into Logans body, my massive stomach creating a great distance between us.
Although, I didn't get to finish my action since an incredibly painful contraction took over my body.
"Lo-Logan.." I groaned as I let out a pained whimper.
Logans eyes fluttered open and he looked down at my worried and uncomfortable expression.
He took the hand that had rested on my belly off and allowed me to grab his hand.
I grasped it and clenched my jaw releasing quiet moans of pain. Logan shushed me and kissed my head to calm me down.
"Come on babygirl, you're doing amazing." He encouraged.
I felt a singular tear fall from my eye, really resembling how intense this pain was.
The contraction consisted it's pain and it never quite allowed me to relax.
I sighed deeply and Logan let go of my hand, bringing it up to my cheek. He turned my face to his slowly leaning towards me. I couldn't help but do the same.
He planted his tender lips on my own. The feeling of those lips gracing my own never seized to amaze me. Ever.
He hesitantly pulled away and bore his eyes into my own. Almost like he was making a promise.
I weakly smiled but it returned to frown.
"I-It's only going to get... worse." I whispered looking up at his face.
He smiled sweetly at me and took his hand out of mine, cupping my cheek.
"I know Ken, I know." He agreed. I exhaled painfully and he let out a brief chuckle. "Oh my god, you're so sweaty babe. You look like me after I work out." He teased trying to lighten the mood.
I sniffled while letting out a giggle.
"Well you try being pregnant and having a baby, this shit's exhausting." I retorted smiling.
"Trust me, I would if I could." Logan assured me with a grin.
Then a thought popped into my head.
"Y'know, there are pregnancy simulators guys can try, they even show you what it's like during birth." I informed him.
He raised an eyebrow and smiled intrigued.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" He asked in slight surprise.
"Just never crossed my mind to tell you." I shrugged.
He chuckled.
"I've got to try it now. That's some vlog content right there!" He cheered.
I smiled brightly at his happy reaction, I had almost forgotten about the excruciating pain in my now tearing vagina.
All of the sudden, Logan's phone vibrated and a ping was heard. He reached into his blue joggers and pulled out his iPhone X, allowing the facial recognition to unlock his phone.
I rested my head on his collarbone once again and looked up at his jawline.
"What is it?" I asked.
He cleared his throat and sighed.
"Brendan, Evan, Mike, Franke, and Andy are here and they want to say hello." He announced. "I can tell them to go if you like--"
"No, no!" I objected. "Go get them, I'm fine with them being up here. Plus, I have Alissa on speed dial, she's just in the cafeteria." I reassured him.
He gave me a longing look and I shook my head tiredly.
"Go." I said finally.
He rolled his eyes and kissed my forehead, then my lips. He held my hand briefly until he was walking away from the bed and my arm went limp, bouncing on the hospital mattress.
"Wait!" I exclaimed.
He turned around with panic on his face.
"What? What's the matter?" Ge questioned worried.
"Oh, no, I was just gonna ask if you could hand me my phone." I smiled at him innocently.
He sighed with relief and irritation. He walked to the table my phone rested on and tossed the phone onto the bed.
"You sure don't seem tired anymore." Logan raised an eyebrow all-knowingly.
I sighed and looked him in those gorgeous blue-green eyes.
"It's complicated. My body just randomly gives me burst of energy. I hardly notice it." I explained.
He relaxed his face, only a smirk evident.
"Uhuh." Logan trailed off in suspicion.
"What? I'm being serious." I defended.
"Bye Kennedy, I'll be back in 10." He announced finally, exiting the room.
I waved him off with the the iV's in my arm. He walked out the door closing it behind him.
I picked up my phone, intending on texting Alissa but I got distracted by the notifications on my lockscreen.
I was getting alerts from people, fans mostly but also friends, asking me why I wasn't in Logan's vlog when he was at Jake's house for the "Superbowl" when really it was a cover-up for him really coming back to the hospital.
I only smiled and clicked on a twitter notification.
A fan tweeted this:
@Kengan4life :
@loganpaul @kennedy_official Is Kennedy having Logan and her's baby? Maybe that's why she wasn't in the vlog [today]. 🤷♀️😞
Logan and I agreed to keep me giving birth on the down-low but I couldn't help but want to cause a spur of confusion and suspense.
I decided to like the girls comment and leave it there, maybe come back in an hour or two to see the damage I had done.
I closed the twitter tab and texted Alissa to come up to the room.
She immediately responded and told me she was already in the elevator.
I rolled my eyes and locked my phone, closing my eyes and resting my head against the pillow.
For the first time in more than two days almost, I felt relaxed.
Suddenly, the door cracked open and I picked my head up slowly, irritated at the same time.
"Baby!!" Alissa exclaimed somewhat quietly as she entered the room. "How are you feeling, Kenny?"
"The usual; tired and uncomfortable." I admitted with a scoff as I rubbed my swollen stomach. "God, what time is it?" I asked.
Alissa pulled out her phone and sighed, running her fingers through her ombre hair.
"It's like 12:13 in the morning."
"Wow, really?" I asked with disbelief, she nodded. "That's crazy. I guess I've gotten so used to the pain of the contractions I can hardly feel when they--"
All of the sudden the tearing resumed and I gasped for breath as it took me by shock.
"Nope, nevermind." I grumbled with squinted eyes as I gripped the railing on the side of the bed (frame).
"Want me to hold your hand or get Logan?" She offered.
I shook my head fiercely.
"No, I'll be fine. Logan should be walking back here any minute with the guys--" I explained.
"The guys, what do you mean 'the guys'?" She reiterated with question.
"Brendan, Evan, Mike, Franke, and Andy." I replied confused. "Why, what's the matter?" I asked through clenched teeth.
"That's just a lot of people, don't you think it will stress you out?"
"Not too much. Yeah, it may be a little hectic and crowded in here, but they know when to behave. Logan will set them straight if he has to." I informed her.
I let out a puff of discomfort, the contraction had passed and by the grace of God Logan entered the room. His black logang hoodie hugging his pecs nicely as his joggers sagged slightly.
"Hey Kennedy, are they allowed to come in?" Logan asked with a supportive smile.
"Yes--" I replied.
"No--" Alissa intervened.
I shot my head in her vicinity and gave her slight glare of annoyance.
"Yes, that's fine." I repeated looking back at Logan with now tired eyes.
Logan chuckled, the corners of his mouth turning upward showing his smile lines. That brilliant smile.
The guys entered the room behind Logan, all looking in several directions: at me, the floor, the ceiling, etc.
Andy gave me a gleeful smile and whispered something in Italian. I assumed it was nice by Logans soft chuckle.
"When am I gonna see Logan Junior?" Franke questioned and I smiled, rubbing my belly as Logan came up beside me.
"Hopefully soon." I replied irritated. "I'm getting more and more exhausted by the day, and I am already in the verge of passing out." I expressed honestly.
Logan brought his right hand to my left one that rested against my side. He intertwined our fingers and kissed my hand.
"It's been very draining on her." Alissa summarized.
I smiled at her. She smiled back at me and looked at the moniter behind me. She gasped.
"Oh my god!" She exclaimed with a wide smile, bringing up her hands to cover her mouth.
"Wha--" I stopped once a raging tearing continued in my vagina, making my head pound.
I gripped Logan's hand tightly, I squinted my eyes and whimper quietly. I pulled Logan closer to me, resting my head in the center of his chest while he stroked my back with his left hand. He kissed my head softly.
"What's the matter Alissa?" Logan inquired calmly with a hint of worry in his voice.
"She's almost passed 9 centimeters." Alissa whispered loudly with disbelief abd happiness.
I was overwhelmed with feelings.
I was joyful I'd finally see Logan and I's child for the first time. But the pain was excrutiating to say the least.
I wanted to jump up and down but remained clutched in Logan's embrace.
"We're about have a baby.." Logan announced giddily.
The guys all shared their content with the situation.
I whispered to Logan:
"I need everyone o-out..." I told him. He nodded against my face.
"Okay, okay." He reassured me in a whisper.
Logan rose his head a bit to prepare hus announcement.
"I hate to say this guys, but, Kennedy needs everyone to leave." He announced and chuckled. "We're gonna let you back in soon and by then, hopefully we'll have a baby." Logan assured them.
"Gotcha' man, we'll be just outside in the waiting room," Brendan reassured us.
"Call us in when you're ready." Evan finalized the statement.
"Good luck guyys~" Mike trailed off jokingly and flirtatiously.
They exited the room and I told Alissa to leave as well. She was a little disappointed at first, but was still encouraging me in the end.
Once she left I turned back to logan, releasing the pain that I was experiencing in my body onto him.
"Oww, ow..." I mumbled woundedly.
He rubbed my back and shushed me sweetly.
"Hey, hey, guess what?" He softly shook me.
I brought my disheveled face up to his put-together one.
"Hmm?" I ached.
He smiled, tucking a piece of hair behind my ear.
"It's time to have a baby." He winked, glancing at the moniter behind my head.