an honest mess with potential

By scumbuckets

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highest ranking #2 (13.11.18) a collection of stories i'll never complete, poetry that's second place materia... More

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all the pretty girls
First kiss
the need for the bad
between us
why would i
if i ever disappear,
star
In another life: The death of my sister
letters i'll never send (i)
an attempt at a haiku;
Pathetic
Grey
lullaby
another sad love poem
I prefer
falling
sinful love
hi! you pick this time,
insignificant
another sad haiku;
i cant paint
In another life: The death of my sister (ii)
lust
frame
green
selfish
Thursday
bitter
a snake
fake
pretending
bare skin
fairytale
jealous
teach me
not a fairytale
laugh
my broken home
because love
windows
just a girl
toxic
run out
clouds
pray
thank you
i knew
planned
crying
"no"
acting
youth
the day i killed a man
alive
darling
you and i
inevitable
you you you
shattered
wind
adult
frozen: a haiku
dream
talk
friends stick with friends
if
flowers and kisses
believe
my air
ashes
beautiful
promises
when i said no
your name
our whispers
beautiful now
school
poet
planted
don't be rude
rain
envelope
afraid
ungrateful
abyss
a sad love poem
petals
everyday
i| god
i saw you
never looked so good
teach me what to do
she knew
February 14th
writers block poetry;
1-red
universe
2-red
unique
he loves me too
drive
i speak with experience
mine
in the middle
arguing
her
spiral
acid
scold
4:28
sick
irony
light
i was raised
the girl who cried wolf
fate
not today
it's love
wind
paper
poetry
sprouting
the flower within
i think it's called self love
april fools
yellow
brown sugar
wide eyes
boy
see
kitchen floor
liquor
teenager
a bad haiku
9:31
enough
ii| god
the seasons and me
a type of love
ticks away
peculiar
introduction
chaotic
candy bars
pretty
foolish heart
school
uncertainty
another writer's block kind of poem
graves
you didn't stay
shade
love again
mute
three hundred and sixty two
hurt you with kindness
find peace
laughing
rare friends
i love too hard
self love
try-hard
too pure to hate
you
humane
delirious
child of the universe
writer's block at its peak (1)
loving you so unexplainably hard
Daisy's pretty body
my mother and the rain
writer's block at it's peak (2)
too many feelings
all i do is wish
me and my conditioned self
fraud
the person i am
honor
effortlessly my muse
can't help but think
tired
on my own
the saddest of my thoughts
pretty deaths
societal curse
writer's block at it's peak (3)
a very bad haiku
explicit: 2019
tears
blame your grandparents
another one of those days
writer's block at it's peak (4)
lip gloss and skirts
true
angry
hurt
when one door closes: another opens
the end

just a boy

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By scumbuckets


look at them
in those magazines
chiseled to perfection
not a flaw to be seen

your job is to make money
so be strong and think:
blue shirts,
blue dollars,
but don't touch the pink

a bottle of adrenaline;
protein shakes and beer,
don't tell her how you feel
don't ever be sheer

don't cry when you're in pain
shower yourself in testosterone,
you're a man not a boy
don't let your tears be shown

don't show any love
god knows what they would say;
you'll be the talk of the locker room
you don't want them to think you're gay

be tough and smart
or you'll be easy to destroy
after all
you're just a boy.

_______________________________
I have another poem called "just a girl" if you enjoyed this one!
I think I want to turn this into a collection, like just a girl, just a kid, just a teen I don't know??
🍋Also sorry if I don't post as often, it's because of school and tests and all that jazz but I'm going to try to post a minimum of once a day which hopefully is fine with you guys💛

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