Harry pressed the button above Louis' hospital bed repeatedly until the nurses and the doctors came rushing into the hospital room. Louis kept shaking as his mouth gaped and tried to suck in oxygen but saliva in his throat was choking him. Harry watched all of this as if he was in a trance and he felt like everything is in slow motion as he was dragged away from Louis so the doctors can help the boy.
It barely lasted a minute but it felt like forever. Harry was held back by two nurses as he tried to push past everyone to stay by his baby's side. He kept struggling against them even though he knew deep down they are just trying to help his angel. He was lucky that he was even allowed to stay inside the hospital room.
He watched as Louis' body go limp on the bed as his shaking stopped. He stared at Louis' chest and let out a sigh of relief when he saw it move with the shaky breath Louis sucked in.
The doctors quickly hooked him to machines to help him breath. Harry was finally released from the hold and he quickly ran to his angel's side. He took Louis' hand in his as he sucked in a shaky breath of his own. He ran his fingers through Louis' sweaty hair. He didn't know that he has been crying until a salty tear landed on Louis' cheek.
Harry wiped his eyes but the rush of tears doesn't seem to stop anytime soon. He almost lost his baby boy again. He almost lost his everything again. How can he not cry? How can he be all fine knowing this is gonna take his baby away one day? How?
Harry let out a choked sob and buried his head in his palms not wanting anyone to see him in this state anymore. He jumped when he felt an arm on his shoulder. He looked up with red rimmed eyes and was met with the sight of Dr. Sivan.
"He will be alright, Mr. Styles." Dr. Sivan said soothingly but Harry could easily make out the uncertainty in his voice.
This only broke Harry's heart more. He knew there's nothing anyone can do about this. He felt anger, sadness, worry and many other emotions rush into him.
He felt like throwing himself off a cliff and ending it all but no. He will never do that. He would stay here as long as Louis is here. He will not leave.
And Louis was the only hope that made him stay.
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"Is it okay, honey?" Harry asked as he adjusted the pillow behind Louis. Louis nodded his head.
"Alright. Open your mouth, a little fishy is coming!" Harry said excitedly as he brought a spoonful of chicken noodle soup to Louis' mouth. Louis giggled loudly and opened his mouth for the yummy food.
"Oops! A big fishy ate me!" Harry said making his voice high-pitch to sound like 'the little fish'. Louis let out a gasp.
"F-fishy okay?" He asked cutely tilting his head to a side as he rubbed his little belly, making Harry coo.
"Yes, princess. Fishy is all fine. But he might need few other fishies to party with him in your belly." Harry said as he brought another spoonful to Louis' mouth. "Open up for this little fishy too!" He smiled fondly when Louis giggled and opened his mouth again.
When they were halfway done with the bowl of soup, Harry heard a knock on their bedroom door. They came home from the hospital just few hours ago but since Louis was still tired, Harry decided to feed him in their room.
"Come in." Harry said as he wiped some soup from Louis' chin. He turned around to see his three mates standing there.
"Hi guys." Harry said smiling at his friends.
"Hey! Hello, Lou! How are you sweetheart?" Liam greeted as he walked over to the bed and sat next to Louis. Louis scanned Liam's every move carefully and soon started giggling at no apparent reason. Harry watched him with a fond smile making Zayn and Niall share knowing looks.
"He's doing alright by now, but you know." Harry shrugged and looked down making everyone let out sighs. Zayn walked over to Harry and patted his back.
"We'll get through it, Haz. Don't worry." Zayn said as he rubbed his friend's back. Harry nodded and tried to not spill the tears that filled his eyes to the brink.
"Y-yeah." He whispered in a shaky voice and looked up to find Louis staring at him with curious blue eyes. Louis pouted when he saw Harry's eyes filled with tears. Liam couldn't hold back a coo at this.
"'azzie no c-cry." Louis demanded as he leaned forward to wipe Harry's tears but his hand jerked making it hit Harry's face. Harry smiled fondly at his baby and placed a kiss on the back of his hand. Louis let out a shriek of giggles when Harry pretended to bite his fingers.
"God, I will probably puke rainbows soon. You guys are disgustingly cute. I can't even!" Niall spoke up making everyone laugh, including Louis since he got excited by everyone's laughter.
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"Let's change this shirt."
"N-nooooo"
"Just the shirt love. I promise I'd be quick."
"N-nono"
"Don't be a bad baby now. It's just the shirt, Loulou."
Harry tried to pull off Louis' shirt but Louis pushed his hands away. He hasn't been cooperating with anything tonight making Harry frustrated.
"Louis! Hands up, now." Harry scolded making Louis pout and his eyes to fill up with tears. He didn't lift up his hands though. Instead he pushed Harry and hissed like an angry kitten. Harry wanted to coo but he has a bratty boy to deal with now.
"We don't push people, Louis. It's naughty. Now, please let me change your shirt princess." Harry said and stepped forward again. He sat next to Louis on the bed and tried to remove the shirt again.
"Lift up your hands, sweetheart." Louis didn't. Harry sighed and decided to use a different method.
"I will let you choose the sweet you want for tonight if you cooperate now." He said and smirked knowing that he won when Louis clapped and giggled.
"Alright, hands up!" Harry said and thanked Louis when he lifted his hands and let him take his shirt off. Harry put the shirt of Louis' princess jammies on him and took the bottom too. He said it's just the shirt he was gonna change but Louis can't sleep in a short skirt. It won't do the justice for himself.
He cleared his throat as he came back from the little world of lust he went to for a second. He took off Louis' skirt and the panties at the same time and pulled the pajama bottom up his legs without even taking a sneaky glance at the boy's privates. He knew that he wouldn't be able to control his perverted emotions if he did so.
He picked his baby off the bed and walked down the stairs as Louis giggled to his shoulder at nothing particular.
"What got my boy all giggly? Hm?" Harry asked as he set Louis down on the couch in front of the TV.
"P-princess!" Louis cheered as he pointed at the TV. Harry knew exactly what he's asking for. He put on one of many Barbie movies and sat next to Louis until the food is ready for them.
"You can watch this until we have to take our dinner and then you can continue after we are done with it." Harry instructed but Louis didn't seem to pay any attention to him.
Harry pouted and decided to get some of Louis' attention on himself too. He lifted Louis' shirt and leaned down to blow a raspberry on his belly. Louis shriek out a giggle and started struggling to get away from Harry. Harry kept a good hold of Louis' hips as he kept blowing raspberries on a giggling Louis' tummy.
Harry stopped what he was doing when Louis started having trouble breathing. Harry lifted his head off of Louis' belly and pulled the boy's shirt down. He smiled at the still giggling boy underneath himself and brushed some hair that fell on Louis' forehead. He leaned down and bopped his nose with Louis' cute button nose and his fond smile grew when Louis irrupt into another fit of giggles at the simple gesture.
"I love you, Loulou." Harry said as he placed his forehead against Louis' forehead. Louis didn't say anything back. He just connected their lips together and Harry was responsible for making it as sweet and meaningful as it can be.
'This is where I belong. Right here, with Lou.'
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A/N - Hellooooooooooooooooooooooo baby potatoes! How are you all? Good? Bad? Sad? Done? Great? Just fine? Anygay,,, I hope y'all are doing amazing! (:
I didn't go school today, cause I was dumb enough to party in the middle of the week and dance like crazy. Thank you my genius brain!
Anygay,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, what are you up to? Anything special?
Well about me, I have a newwww idea for a book but since i wouldn't be able to write often, i wont start it now. I'd do when im done with my finals. (:
Other than that nothing much really, just running with the busy life.
Allllllllright! Then byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I love you all to death and have a good day! And rememeber, Never Ever Give Up! (: xxxxxxxxx
QOTC - What is your favorite cloth in this entire world?
Answer - Biggggggggggggggggg t-shirts! (Especially from my gf/bf)
-Ash