hurt myself again today
michael,
it's a routine now
get through school; which i can barley fo
get my daily beating at school
get humiliated in front of everyone
get called names
cry
cry
get home
skip two meals; usually breakfast and lunch, somtimes all of them
lock myself in the bathroom
get my razors out
and slide them across my wrist
i don't do this once
i do it until i'll, almost pass out
i regret it after, but i keep doing it
calum