"Jazmin get up! You'll be late for school". I slowly opened my eyes to see my mom hurriedly opening the curtains of my room. Letting the bright ray of sunlight hit my face. Ugh how I detested waking up this way. I had a massive headache from overthinking what happened the night before. The kiss I shared with Jake kept replaying in my mind not letting me get a single minute of peace. There was also the debate of telling James about the kiss that had been lingering in my mind all night. I was afraid of the way he would react though he had nothing to worry about. I wasn't going back with Jake and the kiss meant nothing but a farewell after all he meant so much to me at one point.
I found myself standing in front of the mirror slowly tracing my lips that Jake had sweetly touched with his. Remembering just how his kisses felt. Exactly like home. Stop it Jaz! He's your ex! You're in love with James now! I said while snapping out of the trance I had found myself lost in.
As I was making my way to school I noticed a self-confident sexy guy leaning against a super nice car. I saw him look up at me and then smile. I suspiciously looked at James while walking to him. Just how did he afford a car like that? I wondered.
Jazmin- Where the hell have you been!?
James- Miss me that much already Tiger?..
He shot me one of his infamous sexy smirks that I hated to admit I loved. Just the way his lips curved and just the right amount of teeth showed. Plus that small dimple that appeared on the edge of his lip. Ugh! Why did he have to be so darn hot! I changed my expression to seriousness as I stood in front of him.
Jazmin- Whatever I don't have time for this..I'm going to be late for class...
I took two steps and quickly stopped as he grabbed me by the arm and pulled me back to him.
James- Where do you think you're going? We're not done.
Jazmin- Let go James...I told you I'm going to school...Somewhere you should be heading too also.
James- Schools for squares...Haha
Jazmin- Yeah very funny..Hope you're laughing this much when you end up living in the street not being able to afford a decent home.
James- What's up your ass?
Jazmin- The fact that you still have to ask pisses me off...I'm leaving..
James- (I pull her towards me and grab her tight from the waist so she won't escape me)...I've missed you too baby..
Jazmin- Don't baby me James!..You disappeared the whole day yesterday!
James- Babe you were being held hostage at your house I didn't want to cause anymore problems with your mom..
Jazmin- Really?..You of all people don't like to cause problems?...Where were you and with who James!
James- *Laughs...What? Why are you mad?
Jazmin- I'm not playing James!
James- You're not ready to know what I'm up too princess..
Jazmin- What's that suppose to mean!?
James- My kinda world is different than yours Jazmin..You're not ready..
Jazmin- Try me.
James- (I saw the determination in her eyes..She wasn't going anywhere)...This is why I love you...Get in the car.
Jazmin- Wait right now??
James- Nah I accept rain checks..Of course right now...Unless you're not ready?
I double looked around me making sure I wasn't being seen by anyone that could go snitch on me. With a doubtful expression on my face and hesitation filling my mind I said "Drive" to James as I got inside the car.
James- That's my girl.
We drove off in his convertible as the cold wind hit our faces and the thought of getting caught boggled my mind. I was afraid of the sudden irrational move I made. Was James really changing me? He certainly made me want to rebel against my mother and anyone else that got in our way. I felt like a badass when I was with him. No one could tell me what to do or get in my way but him. I was being pushed over by James and I started to doubt if any of this was good.
The only thing I was certain of was that thanks to James, I was exploring new risky things that were normally out of my comfort zone. We finally came to a stop in a scary looking Alley. I was shocked to see so many bum looking guys everywhere. They looked like junkies some even looked dangerous. James turned the engine off and unbuckled his seat belt.
Jazmin- James you're not serious are you?
James- What do you mean?
Jazmin- You're not really going to get off the car and leave me here alone right?
James- Relax I know some of them..
Jazmin- What!? How do you know these people?
James- Hey you told me you wanted to see my type of world right?...So don't judge Tiger..
Jazmin- This is your type of world James?..Full of junkies and druggies!?...Take me out of here NOW!
James- No..
Jazmin- No? What the hell do you mean James!
James- No means you don't get your way Princess. You wanna go back to school then go back walking..Or you can wait for me while I go talk to one of them and then we leave..Your choice Baby..
Jazmin- I can't believe you right now..
James- I'll take that as a yes baby I'll wait obediently..
He laughed while getting out of the car. He sure loved to piss me off. I annoyingly sat back as I watched him talk to a guy that was dressed much better than the rest of them. He was casually leaning against a graffiti wall. I noticed how much they feared and respected James. He said something to them and pointed towards the car where I was in. They all nodded and turned their look away from me. After waiting for about 10 minutes James made his way back inside the car.
Jazmin- What did you tell them?
James-....Huh?
Jazmin- I saw you tell them something and they looked scared...What did you tell them?
James- Not to look at what's mine or I'll shoot them...You might wanna put your seat belt back on..
Jazmin- You're crazy you know that?..
James- I know..I also know that turns you on..
He smirked at me as I turned my look away feeling how my cheeks blushed. He was definitely right. With such suddenness he stepped on it driving pretty fast.
Jazmin- James you mind slowing down!
James- Why?
Jazmin- So we won't die or kill someone on the way!
James- You worry way too much..
Jazmin- (He continued to speed up even more)...James stop!!!
Jazmin- James I'm serious!!!
I thought we were going to die. He was going at an incredibly fast speed. I was afraid of crashing and killing someone or us dying. I covered my eyes and pretended that all that wasn't happening. He suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled it down forcing me to watch the road. I screamed for him to slow down and when he finally did I bursted out in tears.
James- You're not really crying are you?
Choosing not to answer him I immediately got out of the car.
James- Jazmin..I'm talking to you..
He followed me. While trying to grab onto my arm I instantly pushed him away from me.
Jazmin- Don't touch me!
James- Babe..I stopped the car?
Jazmin- You tried to kill us!! Are you insane!!
"Baby we're okay tho" he said with a smile that irritated my insides.
Jazmin- Gosh You're such an asshole James!
He managed to grab me from the waist turning me to face him. I tried pulling away from him but his strong grip made it hard to do so. He leaned in for a kiss but I quickly dodged it. Pissing him off he tried again this time holding onto my face firmly. Our lips finally touched and he kissed me with aggression. I tried pushing him off me once again. Though he instantly bit my lip daring me to make one more move. If I did he'd make it painful. I stayed still as the bite stung me like a bee-sting.
He then sensually licked my lip with his warm wet tongue sending chills all over my body. I quickly bit his tongue now daring him to move. He grinned as I held his tongue in between my teeth. I grabbed his hands and held them behind his back. I then licked his tongue with mine. He shivered as I sucked his tongue repeatedly. Suddenly with such force he picked me up from the waist and placed me on top of the hood of his car. With out breaking our intense steamy kiss he took my shirt off and started to unbuckle his belt. I tried to stop him with my hands but it was useless. I had turned him on and there was no way he was going to stop now.
Jazmin- James..Wait
James- Mmm...Nah..
"James.....Please.." I said in between moans. His breath was also increasing as he replied almost breathless, "I need to feel you. Don't ask me to stop because I can't....I won't...My body needs you..I need you".
He unbuttoned my jeans and rolled them down to my ankles. I saw as his eyes widened once he saw my sexy red transparent laced panties. He gave me a sexy devilish grin. I knew what he wanted to do and I knew I couldn't stop him..I didn't want to stop him. He flipped me on my tummy with such ease like if I was a rag doll. I looked around to see if anyone was out there watching. He noticed my worry so he picked me up once again and took me inside the back seat of his car. He French kissed my neck with such a craving passion that I felt like my body was burning up.
His hands were exploring the rest of my body as I closed my eyes and gave into the intense hot feeling. He then whispered in my ear "I want to fuck you hard". I bit my bottom lip as he said that and he gladly took that as an invitation to my body. He turned me around and before I could say or do anything else he put it in roughly. I gave out a painful shriek at first but his wet soft tongue all over my neck soften me up. I moaned loud as he rapidly kept going. His hand was now on my neck lightly choking me while he fucked me harder.
He whispered in my ear once again "Say my name" as he kept going deeper and faster. I yelled his name out loud "I'm yours James!" with an erotic moan following right after. That seemed to turn him on even more. He turned me around and got on top of me. I felt his strong sweaty chest pressed against me. I softly moaned as he pinched my nipples.
We kept going until he finally shot a load of cum all over my belly. The windows were now full of steam and our bodies covered in sweat. He leaned his head towards mine and gave me a sweet smile before giving me a soft gentle kiss on my lips. I smiled back and kissed him tenderly. He laid his head against my neck breathing in my aroma. I wrapped my arms around him feeling my heart beat just for him.
James- I love you so much you know that?
Jazmin- *Giggles.....I think I know..
James- Damn you smell so good...
Jazmin- I love you James.
James-...I know baby..
Jazmin- What did you get from those guys?
James- I'd show you but it's not like you'll do it...
Jazmin- What is it?
James- I'll just let you see the mellow stuff instead..It's just pot..
Jazmin- You smoke weed??
James- It's the only way I can chill back and blow some steam off...
Jazmin- What other things do you do?
James- You're too curious..
Jazmin- Show me..
James- What?
Jazmin- Show me how it feels to blow steam off..
James- I can show you how...but..
Jazmin- But what?...You're not daring enough to show me?
James- *Laughs...Alright I see you got some bad in you after all..
Jazmin- *Smirks...I am dating a super hot bad boy...What happened to Ride or Die?
James- (I sit back down and face her)...I don't want you getting hooked up on this alright?
Jazmin- Relax..
James- ..Listen to me...I don't want you getting hooked up on this you understand?...I know it's just weed but still I like the way you are now..
Jazmin- (He gave me a serious look)...Okay..I understand..
He then took out a blunt he already had prepared and lit it up. I watched as he inhaled a big amount and held it in for a bit then let it out. He looked relaxed afterwards and gave me a satisfied nod. I tried taking it from him but he moved his hand away avoiding mine. I gave him a confused look as he inhaled some again and leaned towards me. I didn't know what he was going to do so I leaned back. He then came closer cornering me. His lips touched mine and with such control he blew the smoke he was holding inside his mouth slowly into mine. I inhaled it in and tried not to cough. With a smirk on his face he grabbed my neck and pulled me towards him giving me a sexy passionate kiss.
I grabbed onto his neck pressing his lips against mine tighter. I wanted him to feel the deep desire I had for him. The strong crave he provoked upon my body. I needed him to know how much I loved him and how much I wanted him. He hugged me tightly embracing the moment we both were sharing. We finished smoking the blunt and after a long passionate sweet kiss. He then laid back while I rested my head on top of his chest. We didn't say a single word to each other. The only sounds we could hear were coming from the crickets outside.
James- I don't want this to ever end..
Jazmin- Why would it ever end?
James- Nothing this great ever lasts in my life..
Jazmin- Don't say that James..
James- It's the truth..I'm a fuck up..I fuck up everything good in my life...I'm....*Sighs...I'm afraid of messing this up..
Jazmin- Don't be..You won't mess it up..Don't even say that..
James- Promise me no matter what I do or what happens you won't leave me..
Jazmin- Well...that depends..
James- You see...
Jazmin- *Laughs...I meant cheating silly..
James- With a girl like you by my side..Why the hell would I want to cheat?
Jazmin- Am I really enough for you James?
James- Hey Baby..You're more than enough..Don't ever doubt that..
Jazmin- Then don't doubt us...
James- I love you Jazmin Dawson..
I was completely freaking out after hearing him call me by his last name. James and I joined in holy matrimony. I could see it clearly now. Spending the rest of my life with him. Loving only him. Being only his. I loved the idea.
James- You're not going to say anything?
Jazmin- I...I don't know what to say..(Besides that I wanted to grab him and run to the nearest Chapel)
James- How about I do?..
Jazmin- James?..Are you serious?
James- Well maybe someday...*Smirks
Jazmin- You're such an asshole I swear...
James- Hey Look at me..
Jazmin- What?
James- I love you alright...And I'm going to make you my wife someday..When I have enough money to take us out of this lame town...Ima buy you a big house and get you a fat diamond ring..We're gonna be living the life baby..You just have patience on me..I'll make it happen..
Jazmin-...James I don't care about money, luxury, or anything fancy for that matter..All I care about is you..If I have you by my side for the rest of my life nothing else matters to me..
James- That's what you say now but sooner or later you're gonna need things and I wanna be able to provide them for you with no worries..
Jazmin- Ugh..I'm telling you the only thing I need is your love..I don't care about anything else..
James- You're too cheesy..
Jazmin- (I playfully slapped his chest)....Am not!
James- *Laughs...Ouch...But hey you're my tasty cheeseball..
Jazmin- Ugh...So not romantic...
James- We should head back home before your mom sends a whole army looking for you...
Jazmin- What time is it?
James- 7 pm
Jazmin- What!! Omg James I am in so much trouble!
James- Hey you took a risk to ditch school with a bad boy..How did you expect the day to end?..With rainbows and flying unicorns? Haha..
Jazmin- James quit joking and dress up! We gotta go!
I quickly began to dress myself while he just sat back silently gawking at me. Suddenly he said "Spend the night with me" completely making me stop. "What?" I said looking at him confused.
James- Spend the night with me.. Stay here with me..
Jazmin- Are you crazy? My mom will throw the ultimate fit...She'll definitely send me away this time..
James- Wait What?..
Jazmin- (Shoot! I wasn't suppose to tell him!)....Um..nothing forget about it..
James- Nah tell me ..
Jazmin- It's nothing James ..
James- Jazmin where is she planning to send you?
Jazmin- Nowhere..
James- Talk.
Jazmin- Promise not to get mad?
James- You're testing my patience Jazmin...TALK!
Jazmin- *Sighs...She told me if I didn't stop seeing you she would send me back to my grandmas house in Jacksonville..
James- You weren't planning to tell me?
Jazmin- Please don't get mad..
He quickly put his jeans back on and grabbed his shirt. As he got out of the car he slammed the door shut behind him. I sat back inside while I worriedly watched as he suddenly kicked the front tire of the car. Nervous to approach him I decided to get out and call after him.
James-....Get in..
Jazmin- Where are we going?
James- I'm taking you home..
Jazmin- But..
James- GET INSIDE THE FUCKING CAR JAZMIN!
Jazmin- Don't yell at me!! and NO! I'm not getting in the car until we talk things through!
James- Fuck this shit..I don't have time for this...(I walk towards her angrily pulling her to the car)
Jazmin- James you're hurting me!!! Let go!
James- Get in the car!
Jazmin- No!
James- I swear if you don't get in imma leave your ass behind!
Jazmin- James the night can't end like this!...We were having such a good time..Baby please listen to me..
He suddenly pulled me by the arm and forced me inside the car. "Put your seat belt on!" he furiously snapped.
Jazmin- James you better not start driving so crazy!
As I finished saying those words he stepped on the gas and we drove off in speed. I tried talking to him on the way home but he wouldn't talk back. He instead played loud music to avoid hearing me. I gave up and turned to face the window. I saw my reflection and behind mine I saw his. I gazed at him from the window. Even when he was mad he looked incredibly sexy. I stayed quite for the rest of the ride home. Hoping he'd say something to me but he never said a word.
He finally stopped the car we had arrived home. I looked at him while he avoided me by looking outside his window. I got out of the car and slammed his door shut. I had so much anger and disappointment building up inside me. Before I could leave I leaned over to the window of his car and yelled how much I hated him. I disappointingly walked towards my house as I took out my keys to open the door. Suddenly I felt strong arms wrap around my waist preventing me to make any further movement. I let out a few tears and turned back to face him.
James- I'm sorry Jazmin..
I wrapped my arms around his neck and cried the next words out to him "I was afraid of losing you..That's why I didn't tell you".
James- A whole army won't be able to keep me away from you....No matter where life takes us...I'll always find my way to you..
He leaned towards me giving me a sweet smile. After we both stared deeply at each others eyes for a brief moment. He then gently kissed my lips while my tears continued to roll down my cheeks. We both hugged each other tightly not wanting to let go of one another. Besides the mishap it was the perfect way to end our night.