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chapter seven!
↳ maybe it's because of all this crying?
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chapter dedicated to; cherishinglaur for being really active on my stories!! thanks for that :)
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dear johnny,
it's been a week.
one of the worst weeks of my entire life.
and i've been alive for 16 years, i've experienced many things at this age, i can't believe that there's things that are worse than this.
sometimes i hate you for making me love you so much.
that's doesn't even make sense, i'm sorry.
you know what? forget the part before that, throw it in the trash.
sometimes i go back and think of the stupid things you've done just to make myself look better.
at least i'm not the only one.
i also wish my parents could just make time.
they're always at work or in a business trip.
maddie's even in college.
i'm sorry i keep telling you this, ranting isn't good to release on apology letters.
well, i just wrote these letters to show commitment and to make a sacrifice.
i've noticed i'm getting sick too.
i've had this cold for at least a week, and it's not getting any better.
maybe it's because of all this crying?
you know, i need to learn how to with these things.
i need to check my temperature, my mom just called and she told me to check it.
shoot, i'm getting a fever.
i'm sorry for making this short, john.
i'm just not feeling the best.
i've got to rest now, it was nice writing to you.
goodbye.
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author's note!
hey guys! i'm getting a bit sick so i'm not sure if i'll be able to update as fast. sorry, please bare with me. ♡
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question of the day!
who's your celebrity crush?
↳ i don't have crushes, i just find certain boys attractive, is that weird?
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thanks for readingggg! see you all soon ♡