Sun, July 11, 1:35 AM
Sugasweet
You don't have to do it,
you know.
Jiminie
I know but I wanna?
Or like I feel like I
should
Sugasweet
Right, but it's not
obligatory.
You don't have to
come out. You don't
owe anyone that.
Jiminie
Yeah I know that and I
mean I didn't think I
was gonna do it so soon
but like I don't wanna
keep this inside me
either you know?
I mean I spent so long
not knowing who I am
and now I do and I don't
wanna keep it a secret
anymore
This is me and this is the
me I want everyone to
see you know what I mean
And I know it can all go to
shit but I wanna do it
I'm not ashamed or scared
or anything
This is me and I like this me
so everyone else can suck it
Sugasweet
And I support you
wholeheartedly.
I hope it goes well.
Jiminie
Thanks hyung!
It's probably not even
gonna be bad or like
emotional lol
You know mum is
super cool and Jihyun
doesn't give a fuck
about me anyways lol
Omg hyung when Tae
came out his dad gave
him like ₩148199.50
I hope that happens to
me too lmao
Sugasweet
You hope Tae's dad will
give you ₩148199.50?
Jiminie
LMAO NO but that
would be hella
awesome!!
It's not like my dad
is gonna
Fuck that's gonna
suck balls
Sugasweet
Are you worried he won't
accept you?
Jiminie
Nah
I mean even if he
doesn't I don't care
I don't care what he
thinks
But I'm like more
worried he's gonna like
embarrass me somehow
Idk he has his ways
Sugasweet
Stay positive. Like you
said, it might not
even go poorly.
Let me know when
you're going to do it,
and if you need
anything.
Jiminie
Yeah hyung fo sho
Probably in a couple
of weeks when my dad
and Jihyun are back
Sugasweet
Being on business travel
must be draining all of
you.
I read he had to cancel a
meeting due to
exhaustion.
Jiminie
Yeah well he brought it
on himself
Anyways forget about my
dad
What was it like for you?
Was it hard?
Sugasweet
Not particularly. It went
as well as I could've
hoped.
Jiminie
Really? Your mum didn't
flip her shit?
Sugasweet
No. She was very
supportive and
understanding.
She still is.
Jiminie
For real?
I kinda thought she
would like throw you
in a dungeon
Sugasweet
I know you have a
conception of what my
mum is like, and
you're wrong. I was
wrong too for a long
time, but I think I'm
starting to understand
her better now.
She might be
controlling but she
acts out of love. She
loves me.
Unconditionally.
I think that's why I've
always done what she
asks of me, even if at
times I've resented her
for it.
That's how I show her
that I love her too.
It's hard sometimes,
but I don't doubt that
she wants what she
believes is best for me,
and I think I should be
thankful for that.
Jiminie
Omg hyung
What the fuck
Sugasweet
What? What's wrong?
Jiminie
Why didn't they scan
your brain after you
fainted???
I'm really worried you
hit your head like way
too hard!!!
Sugasweet
What are you talking
about?
Jiminie
You're like talking
about stuff
LIKE SHARING AND
STUFF
YOU'RE SHARING
WITH ME
Sugasweet
I've done that before.
Jiminie
Yeah but like I
usually have to force
it out of you
But you're like telling
me on your own right
now
It's so weird dude
Sugasweet
You're my best friend.
Who else would I
share it with?
Jiminie
IS THIS REAL LIFE
DID I WAKE UP
MIRRORVERSE
HYUNG CAN HAS
FEELINGS??
Sugasweet
Alright... I see I've made
a mistake.
Jiminie
NO HYUNG NO SORRY
NO
I WANT THIS
Talk to me bro
Tell me everything
Anytime you need to
vent or whatever I'm here
You know that
Sugasweet
Well, since you offered...
It has been exhausting
bottling everything up.
Jiminie
LET IT GO
I mean out
What's up??? What's
going on???
Sugasweet
After what happened?
Can you believe that?
I actually fucking
fainted from working
too much.
That's such a pointless
reason. I feel like I'm a
fucking bore.
All I do is work. And I
don't even like this
damm job.
I started to feel like I'm
missing out on a lot of
things. Although to be
completely honest, I
guess I've always felt
that way but I've never
let it bother me before.
But now, all these
regrets are bubbling
to the surface.
For the first time, I'm
acknowledging how
empty I feel.
It's upsetting.
Jiminie
Aww fuck hyung 🙁 I
had no idea you feel
like this
It totally sucks a lot I
get it but it doesn't
have to be that way tho??
You can do something
different!!!
It's not too late!!
Sugasweet
Even if it's not too late,
I can't get back the
time I've lost.
All my life, I've always
played it safe because
I've been too afraid to
think for myself. I
fucking hate it.
I wish I've done more.
I wish I've done
something meaningful.
Hell, I wish I've done
something reckless.
Like ending up in the
back of a cop car or
lost in a forest in Peru.
I wish I've done
something I can look
back on and have
proofs that I've lived.
Jiminie
Hyung I'm sure you
got tons of shit to
show for!!
Sugasweet
Name one.
Jiminie
Uhhhh
You graduated from
college??
Sugasweet
So have millions of
other people. That
doesn't make me
special.
Jiminie
Hyung
K
God
K stick with me here
and listen cuz you're
the one who's good
with words and stuff
You're special cuz of
who you are and like as
a person not cuz of what
you've done?? Does that
make sense??
And like yeah it sucks you
didn't get to do much but
its like everyone has a
different road and stuff??
Just cuz you didn't do
something someone else
did doesn't mean you're
falling behind or whatever
It's not a competition dude!
It's like what you told me
before
It's about being happy and
comfortable with yourself
right? Everything else can
come after
Sugasweet
Jimin.
Jiminie
Yeah?
Sugasweet
I'm not happy.
Jiminie
I KNOW HYUNG BUT
IT'S OK
You got something to
look forward to now!!!
Go do what makes you
happy
Even if it's the littlest
things idk like chugging
a six pack or streaking
down the street
You start there and it
adds up
You just gotta do it
Sugasweet
You make it sound so
simple.
It's not.
Jiminie
But you don't gotta
make it so hard
either tho???
You feel like you're
missing out? Then do
SOMETHING! Anything!!
I think you own
yourself that
*owe?
Own?
Sugasweet
Owe.
Jiminie
And I think the first
thing you gotta do is
quit your job. I know
you don't wanna hear
but I really think you
should
That job is shit. It's
making you so fucking
miserable
You can come back to
Seoul?
Start over fresh and stuff
Sugasweet
That'd be nice. I don't
really wanna be here.
Jiminie
Just come home!!!
We can make
everything ok!!!
Sugasweet
Yeah. I think I'll feel
better with you around.
Jiminie
Bro I'm here for you
even if I'm like 90 miles
away
Sugasweet
Daegu is actually
148 miles away from
Seoul.
A Google search
could've told you that.
Jiminie
THX WIKI YOONGI
That's more like the
Yoongi hyung I know
Snarky and a better
than you asshole
Sugasweet
There's more than one
side to me, you know.
Jiminie
Lol I know an I like
all of them
Well almost all of
them 😛
Hyung you're gonna
be ok!!!
You're tough
You'll make it
Sugasweet
I know.
Thanks for not ripping
on me.
That was awkward for
me and very cringy. I
don't know how you
manage to spill your
guts like that all the
time without gagging.
Jiminie
WHOA HEY NOW
Don't be a hater cuz I'm
in touch with my
feelings!!!
Sugasweet
Maybe you should stop
touching them so much.
Jiminie
UH EYF
Did I not just hear you
say you want me around
CUZ I make you feel
better???
Sugasweet
I did, and I do mean
it as well.
Thank you.
Jiminie
Anytime!!! You're
always helping me
through my shit! I
wanna do the same
for you
You gonna be ok?
Sugasweet
Yes, I'll be fine.
Jiminie
It's like what Taehyung
told me
Life sucks sometimes
but it'll pass
Sugasweet
That's comforting. Thanks,
Jiminie.
And you know, whenever
you need something, I'm
always here too.
Jiminie
😃
WELLLL
There's something
Sugasweet
... I'm not showing you
pictures of his bath.
Jiminie
I JUST WANNA SEE ONE
JUST ONE PLEASE
PLEASE I KNOW YOU
TOOK SOME
Sugasweet
I didn't. I was busy
bathing the dog.
Even if I did, I would
never let you see them.
Jiminie
W HY
Sugasweet
Because it's so weird.
So very very weird.
Jiminie
UGHGHGHGH
Can you show me a
pic of him eating then
😄??
Sugasweet
No.
Jiminie
YOU BASTARD
I HOPE A GIANT
GUINEA PIG EATS
YOU IN PERU
Sugasweet
I hope so too. At least
then I won't have to
deal with you
anymore.
Jiminie
FUCK YOU GUINEA
PIG SHIT