✯𝘚𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨:𝘓𝘰𝘴 𝘈𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘴, 𝘊𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘢
✯𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘦 & 𝘞𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳:1:00 𝘱𝘮, 93 𝘥𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘴
✯𝘋𝘢𝘵𝘦:𝘚𝘦𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 29, 2020
I was eating my steak sandwich it was soooo good.
"You still mad at solána?" Shy asked me I finished chewing
"Yup." I said
"I really hope she didn't think I was just going to be okay with it like if she went behind my back what else would she do?" I spoke
"But lani it's been how long? Two weeks." He said
"So I'll make it a year your point is." I said looking at him
"I'm saying fix it kehlani because you talking to me any type of way is pissing me off you better watch who you talking to." He said pointing at me
"Whatever shy." I said standing up
"You want to be on her side the be on her side." I walked off but he grabbed me
"Stop kehlani!" He yelled at me I looked at him
"Damn what the fuck is your problem." He said I sighed softly
"Your going to leave me." I started to cry
"What? Lani stop it were in public." He wiped my tears I walked out the place I just started to cry and cry
"Baby come on tell me what's wrong." He said
I just cried
"No because your going to leave me." I cried
"Is it something about Chris?" He asked
"Mhm." I sobbed
"You want him? Huh." He mumbled
"No I don't." I cried
"I don't understand what is it?" He asked I looked at him he wiped my tears that kept falling out my eyes
"I'm pregnant shy." I softly spoke he just looked at me
I saw all the anger in his eyes which made me feel scared I knew he was going to explode and go off
"Okay." He said
Wait what?
"I'm here it's fine." He wrapped his arms around me I snuggled in his arms
"I love you so much Shy." I whispered
"I love you too baby, I'm not leaving you." He whispered he rubbed on me slowly
"But you gotta tell him and you have to keep it cause if you abort it I promise you it'll mess your head up and wreck Chris." He whispered I nodded
"I don't know how to tell him." I whispered
"Just tell him kehlani." He whispered
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I knocked on Chris door and it revealed solána
Oh my gosh
"Oh." She softly spoke i dont care I miss her
I just started crying I went in her arms we hugged eachother
"I miss you so much solána, I have to tell you something." I whispered
"I miss you too kehlani I'm so sorry I won't ever go behind your back ever again." She said to me
"But I have to go Nicki have a surprise for me and Chris is in the living room, After I get back we can talk." She said I nodded we pulled away she walked to her car I walked in shutting the door Chris looked then he sighed softly
"We have to talk." I said to him
"I don't want to talk about anything about what happened between me and solána." He said I sat next to me
"Child that's weeks ago, I have something important that you would want to know about." I said to him
"What?" He asked
I looked at him I bit my lip
Why is this so hard
"Uh." I stuttered
"C-Chris." I stuttered
"Spit it out." He said
"I'm pregnant." I said looking at him he just looked at me quiet
"Your pathetic, you obviously don't want it-
"Kehlani don't get into any conclusions I didn't say that I can't fucking think damn." He snapped
"You just dropped a bomb shell on me can't I think on what are we going to do?!" He snapped
"Ok whatever." I mumbled
"So we're going to keep it..everything is going to be fine I'm here everything is fine." He spoke
"What about school." I asked
"I'm pretty sure you'll be due in may next year unless your nine months which mean you'll deliver in June..we will be fine." He said I nodded
"And if not I'll do the rest online school or I'll work on graduating early." He said
"Okay." I sighed
"I promise everything is going to be fine, and can you contact me about the the baby appointment I really would love to go to them." He said I nodded smiling
Now I have to tell my parents...and the girls.
I walked in the house with solána shutting the door.
"This is your house..." She trailed off looking around.
"I know it's not big as yours and all-
"Boy stop playing, why the hell are you living in this big ass house by yourself?" She asked
"I can't live nice?" I chuckled taking my shoes off.
"So this is where all the magic is at huh, where Jordan brings his girls and have sex with them." She teased
"I could of sworn I told you I don't be greedy." I said to her she smiled looking at me
"And your actually the first girl who have been here." I said
"Oh really how come?" She teased
"Because I like like like you." I chuckled she blushed
I grabbed her hands
"And who said it's just me what about me and you huh?" I asked kissing her she kissed me we kissed and kissed her
"Wait-
I just kissed her gripping her waist
"Jordan." She pulled away from me
"Your moving too fast." She mumbled rubbing her arm softly
"Oh I'm sorry." I softly spoke
We've been talking for what like two weeks and she doesn't even want me to kiss her.
"Okay." I repeated
She wants to do whatever I can do whatever to she obviously don't want what I want
"You want me to just drop you back off to your place?" I asked
"So your mad now." She looked at me
"I'm just asking-
"And I'm just asking." She said to me
Now she's about to piss me off
"Dont do that please don't your going to irritate me I hate when people do that." I said to her
"Okay." She spoke
"I just find it funny how we've been talking for two weeks I haven't touched you or nothing and I'm moving too fast because I kissed you which I respect your boundaries and what not solána but I just want to know you want the same thing that I want I don't want to waste my energy on something that your not even putting energy in." I said to her
"I just want to take things slow-
"Okay." I simply said
"So I can do me right?" I asked her she just looked at me
"So your going to be petty now." She said looking at me
"I'm just asking." I said
"Know what I don't care." She said
"I want to go home." She said
"Okay." I grabbed my keys
-
"Why won't you do yourself a favor and don't call me." She said getting out my car
"If that's what you want." I said she slammed my door walking off
She started it and she's mad at me.