LOVING TWO

By honeeylovee

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"My heart is torn between two. I love them both. I have to let one go" . . Jazmin thought she found everyth... More

Chapter One Intro: Sunset Views (Diary)
Chapter Two: Jacksonville (Diary)
Chapter Three: First Night In Redwood-Ville
Chapter Four: The Next Door Neighbor
Chapter Five: Senior Year
Chapter Six: Bright Stars
Chapter Seven: Late Night Thoughts
Chapter Eight: Letting Demons Out
Chapter Nine: A New Vibe
Chapter Ten: Mixed Emotions
Chapter Eleven: The Heartbreak
Chapter Twelve: Me Myself & I
Chapter Thirteen: School Project
Chapter Fourteen: War Declared
Chapter Fifteen: School Field Trip
Chapter Sixteen: The Healer
Chapter Seventeen: Take Me To Paradise
Chapter Nineteen: Troubling Young Love
Chapter Twenty: Mending A Shattered Heart
Chapter Twenty-One: A Chance On Bad
Chapter Twenty-Two: Rumors
Chapter Twenty-Three: Rage
Chapter Twenty-Four: Burning Passion
Chapter Twenty-Five: A Dangerous Ex
Chapter Twenty-Six: Faded Memories
Chapter Twenty-Seven: A Vivid Nightmare
Chapter Twenty-Eight: Aching Hearts
Chapter Twenty-Nine: Singing The Blues
Chapter Thirty: Singing The Blues (pt.2)
Chapter Thirty-One: Letting Go
Chapter Thirty-Two: An Old Friend
Chapter Thirty-Three: A Ghost From The Past
Chapter Thirty-Four: Secrets (Pt.1)
Chapter Thirty-Five: Secrets (Pt.2)
Chapter Thirty-Six: The Offer
Chapter Thirty-Seven: Open Wound
Chapter Thirty-Eight: Time Heals
Chapter Thirty-Nine: A Night Of Romance
Chapter Forty: Unfortunate Event
Chapter Forty-One: A Lustful Kiss?
Chapter Forty-Two: Bad Lies
Chapter Forty-Three: The Call
Chapter Forty-Four: Deception
Chapter Forty-Five: The Proposal
Chapter Forty-Six: The Hide Out (Pt.1)
Chapter Forty-Seven: The Hide Out (Pt.2)
Chapter Forty-Eight: The Decision
Chapter Forty-Nine: The Capture
Chapter Fifty: A Dreadful Death
Chapter Fifty-One: Ticking Bomb
Chapter Fifty-Two: Life Goes On
Chapter Fifty-Three: Birth To A New Beginning
Chapter Fifty-Four: The Agreement
Chapter Fifty-Five: Back To A Loving Home
Chapter Fifty-Six: Birthday Surprise
Chapter Fifty-Seven: The Confession
Chapter Fifty-Eight: A Passionate Night
Chapter Fifty-Nine: The Halloween Party
Chapter Sixty: Calling It Quits?
Chapter Sixty-One: The Reason Comes Out
Chapter Sixty-Two: The Return
Chapter Sixty-Three: Out For Blood
Chapter Sixty-Four: The Choice
Chapter Sixty-Five: Closing Two Chapters
Chapter Sixty-Six: A New Home
Chapter Sixty-Seven: Fateful Accident
Chapter Sixty-Eight: Farewell My Love
Chapter Sixty-Nine: A Life Changing Decision
Chapter Seventy: Sunset Views In Jacksonville

Chapter Eighteen: Facing Reality

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By honeeylovee

Jazmin- Where am I?

- Jazmin don't leave me! Please!

Jazmin- Who are you!? I can't see you!

-I love you..Don't forget me.

Jazmin- James!? Is that you!?

Curandera- Death runs in his blood Dear Child do not be scared for you both will see each other again in another lifetime.

Jazmin- James!? Are you talking about him? Please tell me!
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"Jazmin wake up!" I suddenly woke up panting in sweat as James patted my face and chest with the blanket.

James- Baby what's wrong??

Jazmin- (I sat up and wiped a few tears falling from my face)...I can't explain it..

James- You were dreaming of me weren't you?

Jazmin- How did you know?..

James- You pretty much woke me up by yelling my name...Hmm wonder what you were dreaming about *Grins

Jazmin- Oh don't flatter yourself..It was more of a strange nightmare..

James- Talk about it..Maybe it'll make you feel better..

Jazmin- I don't know how to explain it..I just heard a male voice calling my name and saying he loves me..I couldn't see that person but I could hear him then suddenly the voice calling out to me disappears..

James- But why did you call my name?

Jazmin- Because I think the voice I hear in my dreams is yours...But then you leave me & no matter how much I try to find you I can't ..*Starts Crying

James- (I hold her trying to comfort her)...This isn't the first time you've had this dream huh..

Jazmin- How do you know?..

James- My mom told me about your little freak out moment one morning...*Laughs

Jazmin- (I softly slap him on the shoulder)..I'm trying to be serious here James..

James- I know baby I'm just trying to lighten up the mood...I don't like seeing you cry...Listen I've told you so many times you are NOT gonna lose me alright?..You just had a bad nightmare..I got the remedy for that..*Grins

Jazmin- I wonder what it is..*Rolls eyes

James- Do I hear you want a second round?

Jazmin- (He pulls me back to bed) *Giggles...Jameeesssss 

We both kissed and cuddled some more. Unfortunately we had to leave the cabin since it was only rented for one night. He handed me his shirt after he had savagely ripped mine off the night before. Then we headed back to the motor bike which to my surprise was still there.

James- Here's your phone it's dead by the way..*Smirks

Jazmin- (Rolling my eyes at him..I grab the phone) James..I have to tell you something..

James- Oh no!...You're pregnant?! *Laughs

Jazmin- James!...Wait why that face of worry what if I was!..*Frowns

James- Baby you're not pregnant..

Jazmin- I know I'm not but what if I was??

James- Jazmin put on the helmet and stop talking nonsense..

Jazmin- Nonsense!?

James- Babe...(Shit here we go) I didn't mean it like that..

Jazmin- Yeah sure...Here's your stupid helmet!..I'm walking!

James- (Fuck she's nuts..Maybe it's not too late to still dump her)...Haha babe get your crazy ass over here..

Jazmin- Oh I'm glad you find all this funny!!

James- Nah I was just laughing at something I thought about...Baby C'mon quit playin and get on the bike..

Jazmin- I'm walking James Dawson!!

James- Really??..Was that necessary?..

Jazmin- Don't touch me!..I'm walking!

James- Aight I don't have time for this..

He suddenly picked me up and threw me over his shoulder as if I was some kind of rag doll.

Jazmin- James!!! PUT ME DOWN!!

James- (I smack her ass)...Shh you're gonna wake up the animals..

Jazmin- Ouch!...You freaking asshole! That hurt! You should be more worried about what I'm gonna do then about those animals!

James- What was that? Oh you want more?..(I smack her ass harder)

Jazmin- (As much as I hated to admit it..He turned me on)...Stop it!..You're lucky I can't punch you in the face right now!

James- (I put her down)...Give it your best shot baby.

Jazmin- You don't get to call me baby right now!

I raised my hand in midair to strike him but he was quick to react and blocked my hit. While grabbing onto both of my arms he slammed me against a tree trunk. He had me pinned to the tree unable to move. I saw his devilish grin grow from ear to ear as he leaned in closer to me.

Jazmin- (Oh Noo I know that look)...James What are you gonna do..

James- Me?..

I felt his warm tongue slither it's way on my neck. I tilted my head back while I nervously shook. Even though we had made love the night before and he saw me bare naked. He still had the intense power to make me feel so nervous. Suddenly a loud honk startled us as we both turned to see a car had stopped near us.

- Everything okay here?

Still holding me tightly without breaking his stare James answered him loudly. "Nothing to see here man keep driving". The man gave me a look to see if I was really okay. I nodded and smiled at him he then drove off.

Jazmin- James get off me!

James- Are you going to behave?

Jazmin- Depends are you going to apologize??

He gets down on his knees and holds me from my thighs. "James what are you doing?" I asked confused. He pulled my skirt up as I shouted "James! Stop!".

James- You want an apology right?

Jazmin- Yeah but what are you...Aaahh!

While he pulled my panties aside, I felt his warm wet tongue invade my clit. I grabbed onto his hair tightly as he went in deeper. "James please s-stop" I begged almost going breathless. Since we were outside in plain sight I didn't want to moan loud. No doubt he was torturing me and he was enjoying it. His hands were now grabbing my ass tightly as he continued to make me suffer in a sexual agonizing way. "James...Mmm...Please Stop" As I finished saying that he gets up and kisses me with such passion. I didn't care if his lips were just in my private area I kissed him back with the same intensity and hunger he was kissing me with.

Jazmin- You're such a tease I swear..*Panting

James- We could go behind a bush..

He said as he nibbled on my ear. I giggled while pulling back.

Jazmin- We need to leave that's what we gotta do..

James- You accept my apology? *Smirks

Jazmin- If those are your apologies then I'll make sure to get you to apologize often..(I bit his bottom lip)

James- I love you Jazmin..

I knew he meant every word. I could see it in his eyes as I stared deeply into them. I was able to feel just how much our love was growing with every minute we spent by each-other's side. "I love you more James" I said to him in a sweet loving tone. I had many thoughts running through my mind on the entire ride home. I held onto James waist as he rode in speed. With the wind hitting our face his seductive fragrance was all over me which only made me hug him tighter.

I didn't want any of this to change even though I was afraid it would. There was several people that would be against our relationship. My mom never really liked James since the first day she met him. Finding out her daughter was with some stranger in the middle of the night obviously freaked her out. I guess what she really didn't like was the fact James had the entire bad boy reputation and image to go along with it.

I couldn't stop thinking about Jake also I wondered if he was okay. I knew the risk of losing his friendship and things between us changing for good was bound to happen once he found out about James and I. He definitely wouldn't want to hear from me again and I wouldn't blame him. Regardless Jake will always be an important person in my life. That will never change.

I just fell in love with James unexpectedly and after what happened between us, only made the love I had for him solid strong. I also knew Lina would cause a whole lotta trouble once she found out. She already didn't like me but finding out James and I are official now will only make her hate me even more. I didn't care about her feelings towards me that was irrelevant. What I did care about was her using Jake to get back at me. I didn't want Jake getting hurt by that slut.

James- Well we're here..

He pulled me towards the front now both of us facing each other. He leaned in for a kiss but I just gave him a peck. I grew quite as he gave me a thoughtful stare. "I know something is wrong" He said as he brushed a couple of hair strands away from my face. I gave him an uncertain look and then I hugged him tightly.

James- Everything's gonna be alright..

Jazmin- I know my mom she won't approve of this and I just can't stay away from you anymore..I don't know what I'll do..

James- You won't do anything because I'm going to talk to her alright?..

I looked at James while he gave me an assuring smile. He leans in to give me a kiss when I suddenly feel an aggressive pull on my arm. "Ouch!" I screamed as I turned over to see my moms face furiously glowing. Pulling me off the bike she raises her hand slapping me hard across the face. James instantly gets off the motor bike and shields me by pulling me behind him.

Rose- Listen you thug! Get away from my daughter right now!!!

James- Not until you calm down!

Rose- Who the hell do you think you're talking to like that! She's my daughter!

Jazmin- Mom let me explain..

Rose- Get in the house right now Jazmin!!

James- Are you going to be okay?..

Jazmin- Yes...I'll text you later..

I walked past him as my mom gets me from the arm rushing me inside the house and slamming the door behind us. That was exactly what I was terrified off, getting a reaction like the one I got from my mom. All I wanted was her to accept James so she would make this a whole lot easier for us. Instead our actions only caused her to dislike him even more. She yelled at me for what seemed to last hours. Finally she ended the night by "grounding" me and taking my phone away also forbidding me to see James. Can't say I didn't see that one coming.

I went inside my room and turned on the light. I wasn't surprised to see James waiting for a sign of me by his window. I gave him a half smile and blew him a kiss. He smiled back while holding a piece of paper against the window that read "I miss you already". I quickly wrote on a paper "My mom won't let me get near you". I saw his smile fade away while he wrote something down. He then held the paper up when I read what he wrote I knew no matter what I was going to fight for us.

"If a war is what they want. Then I will fight against anyone that gets in my way. If the prize is being by your side. I will stop at nothing. Never forget. You are mine and I am yours. Nobody will ever change that ".

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