Isabellas POV
" you lying son of a bitch" I say and scramble out of the corner, removing his shirt and trowing it at the ground.
"How?" He says he's listening but his mind is in another world.
"You promised you would never hurt me" I say, razor blade sharp.
"I'm trying to protect you" he says and I laugh. I laugh a wicked, tired of bullshit kind of laugh.
"Just stop" I say covering my ears and he drags me into his arms.
"Please don't leave me" he sobs into my shirt. I've never seen harry cry this hard, expect the day we lost London.
"I says been 2 months and 6 days" I say and cry all over his shirt.
"I know baby." he says and runs his fingers through my hair.
I scoop my head out of his chest and look into his eyes.
"I cant do this" I say
"Im so fucking sorry" he says.
"Sorry doesn't erase anything" I say and walk to our closet and pull out my clothes from the hangers, grabbing 3 luggages I neatly fold my clothes into them. Grab, Take off the hanger, fold, repeat.
"Please don't leave me" Harry says going on his knees.
"We just cant" I inhale.
"I'll move out" I add and zip up the last of my luggage.
"isabella please" he says begging.
"We just aren't working. We can't go through this circle anymore. Let me be the one to end it" I say and we've reached the door. I step out and retrieve my keys from my bag, unlocking the door.
I'm leaning against the car door and harry approaches me.
"You can't do this" he says crying.
"I can, and I will" I say trying my best not to jump back into our usual circle. Makeup, kiss, breakup.
He wipes his face with his shirt and stares at me.
"Be safe" I say smiling, fighting back tears.
"Isabel-" he begins to say and I cut him off.
"Go to college, I know your so smart" I say and swipe my fingers against his jawline.
"Then go buy a fancy house, and be a women who can give you a baby and happiness" I say blinking back tears.
"She love you, more then anything" I add.
"But she won't give me the love I need the most" he says scared.
"But she will give you what you deserve" I say ending the conversation by kissing him on his lips. Pulling away fast, before I change my mind.
"i love you so much, don't do this" he says begging me.
"Sometimes love isn't enough" I say and close the door, starting my car. I slightly open the window.
"Goodbye harry styles" I say and back out of our drive way. Scratch that his driveway.
As soon as I turn the corner I park the car and cry, I cry until litterly no more tears could develop out of my eyes. The worst part is, my heart feels so empty, so broken and shattered.
I pull out of the parking lot and drive onto the highway.
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Harrys POV.
I've been standing in this driveway for the past 20 minutes, hoping that I'd see her car pull into the driveway but it never does.
I enter the house, slamming the door behind me.
As I retreat upstairs I pass by Londons room.
It has has a perfect pink bed, with pink walls, and teddy bears. I open the half open the door and touch the untouched furniture. As I walk past the bed I touch the walls. Isabella wrote London in cursive, that day she couldn't stop laughing because it kept getting all over and she smeared it all over my face. Causing a paint fight, and our hand prints on the wall. I put my hand over her tiny hand print.
I stay there for 10 minutes before getting up and closing the door behind me.
Day dreams of us pass by my mind. Me, London, and Bella. One big happy fucking family.
As I drag myself into our bedroom I see a letter peeking under the dresser. I reach my hand under the dresser and see her perfect handwriting scribbled all over the paper.
Dear harry,
Sometimes love just isn't enough. This year with you has been filled with happines, and a great deal of sadness. London was the worst of my year. Maybe she's with your mom.
I flipped the page and contuined to read the back.
I'm going to miss your green eyes, and how you always smell like peppermint gum. I'm going to miss how our bodies molded so perfectly togther. But most of all I'm going to miss you. Yes you harry styles. Your have the biggest and greatest heart ever. And me? Isabella Marie Jergins. doesn't deserve of that, all of you. Start over. Move somewhere. Do something big and better. Because your the greatest person I know. I can't live without you, but it best for you, for us. Maybe when you learn from your mistakes faith will bring us togther, just like faith drived us apart. Don't follow me. Because we have a one in a million chance of being togther.If you ever want that chance. THAT ONE In A Million chance. Then you would wait for me.If along the way a pretty, perky girl who has less insecurities and more love for you. Then take her, marry that fucking girl that would give you the world. And not only a peice of it.
Just remember that you will forever be the man that saved me, breaked me, and changed me.
I will forever love you harry styles.
Forever.....
And then her tiny cursive hand writing with her name was enough to make me go mad.
Breaked me. changed me. Is all I can think about.
Breaked me, changed me, breaked me, changed me.
Those 4 words, 4 syllables, 1 sentence. Was enough to make me break things. I grabbed a frame of and slammed it against the ground. Followed by a chair, breaking it peice by peice I grabbed my keys and went to my car. Not even caring about closing the door.
Bellas POV.
"Wow, your GPA 4.03?" the direction of Regis university says.
"Yes mam" I say smiling , even though I'm feeling the opposite.
New me. I say in my head.
Harry styles is in the past.
Just then a man walks in and I recognize him.
"Chris" I say smiling and he looks up from his papers.
"Bella?" He says smiling and I stand up to shake his hand.
"Are you okay si-" he says and I nod reassuring him that I'm okay.
New me. New me. New me. I say for at least fifty times in my head.
"She's got an outstanding GPA. And has a good sorts record" She says checking through my transcript again.
"Give me the papers now, your in" he says smiling.
"There's only 2 weeks of this semester left, so you'll start for 2nd semester. sound good?" He says clicking his pen after sighing it.
"Okay" I let out a breath I've been holding in.
"Dorm room?" He says smiling.
"Uh.. yeah" I say smiling back.
"You'll get settled in after 2 days. Go to your classes for this semester things so your prepared. and your set" he says and walks out the door waving me off.
"New me, New me , New me." I whisper as I start my car and drove off my new campus..