Niall's P.O.V
where am i all i remember is that interview and the boys not sticking up for me.. its like they don't care about me i am sorry i am the least liked in the band i am sorry i am never good enough god i am such a god damn fuck up i don't get why they always hurt me they know that i am weak i am sorry that i am not as strong as the rest of us and i am sorry about it but the boys don't need me i am not that special i am just another person but i will never be as good as the others
" niall are you okay " a voice says that gets my attention
" yyahh" i croak out " but i can't see"
" niall you have your eyes shut" the voice says " you are too cute you know that"
" who am i talking to" i stutter out" because if its zayn i want him to leave
i hear a hmph and the door slam shut and another voice pipes up
" why are you being such an ass to him"
" is that harry" i say
' yah its me ni" he says " why are you being so mean to him"
" because he made me gay " i say crying
" what are you talking about nialler" lous asks while i open my eyes
" please don't get mad at me hazza"
" i promise i wont nialler what could he have possibly done to you" haz says smiling
" he kissed me..." i say with a blank face
" HE WHAT!!!!" he screams
he walks up to me and he pulls me up by the shirt and whispers to me " back the fuck off of my boyfriend you worthless piece of shit no one fucking likes you. don't ever try it again"
" i didn't kiss him he kissed me" i say crying
he pushes me against the bed and he pulls his hand back and he swings his arm i close my eyes and i wait for the contact.. but there is nothing no slap to the face
" harry what the fuck do you think you are doing you are being a fucking asshole" louis says
" the worthless loser said zayn kissed him first but i know that he is so desperate he would do anything to get a sympathy fuck" he screams
i get up and i do the one thing i thought i would never do i wind up my fist and punch him in the face it feels so good to punch that asshole i can't believe he called me worthless and pathetic
" you know what harry you are a fucking douche bag why don't you go ask your fucking asshole boyfriend" i scream at him
my machines start buzzing and harry walks out of the door and slams it
the nurse comes in and says " mr horan you need to lay down and not exert yourself you could cause yourself to go into a..." i dont hear the rest because i black out
HAZZA P.O.V
i can't believe he said that as if my boyfriend would want anything to do with that loser!!!!
i find zayn and see that he is crying
" zee whats wrong" i say
" haz i have something to tell you" he sobs out" please don't hate me "
" i won't "
" i kissed niall" he says
my heart drops
" you couldn't tell me cus i just told niall that he was pathetic and that you would not waste your time on him" i say frowning
" you what"!! he screams at me " we need to go back now"
we run through the hospital and i see louis and liam crying
" guys whats wrong" zayn asks
" niall might be in a coma" lou says through tears
no i did this to him i couldn't have did this... could i have
" why" i ask
" because he exerted himself he pushed himself to the limit" liam says
we sit down and i cuddle up into zayn and i say "this is my fault"
"hazza don't think that its not your fault" zayn says kissing me
niall i am sorry
" hey li can i go in to talk to him "
" sure haz" he responds
i walk in the room and i don't know what to say
i end up saying
" nialler i am sorry that i said all that stuff to you i didn't mean it i didn't know that you were telling the truth i am soo so sorry please forgive me... niall i think i am going to end it with zayn i am going to get going"
"haaaz i forgive you and don't break up with z he loves you"
i turn around and see those blue eyes and i hug him tightly