Yo remember my old fic Loaded Guns To Our Heads? I've republished it and I'm gonna try to start it up again
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"Hello, babygirl," Frank cooed as he picked Lily up.
I smiled, watching as he held her in his arms.
"Hi, you're so little now but you're gonna grow up like a beautiful little flower," he whispered.
"Daddy, Mikey and Joe and Patrick are coming over in a bit to see the babies," I said.
Frank looked up at me and nodded.
"Alright, go get dressed," Frank said. "Go look under the bed, I got you a little gift."
I giggled and ran upstairs to looked under the bed. I pulled out the little gift box and pulled off the lid. Inside I found a little yellow sundress with a bow around the waist. I smiled as I put it on, standing in front of the mirror to gently brush my hair. The doorbell rang and I hurried, running down the stairs to open it.
"You're here!" I cheered. "Come look at my babies!"
I pulled the three of them in, smiling when we got to the living room.
"Gee, they're beautiful," Mikey said.
"This is Miles, Bandit, Cherry and Lily," I said, pointing to each of them.
"Can I hold them?" Patrick asked.
"Okay but you gotta wash your hands first," I said. "A-and make sure you're sitting down."
Patrick nodded and went to wash his hands. He came back and sat on the couch so I could carefully hand him Cherry.
"Would you like some snacks?" Sarah asked when she walked in.
"No, thank you, Sarah, we're fine," Frank said.
Sarah smiled and walked out.
"Who's that?" Patrick asked.
"Sarah, the housekeeper," I replied bitterly.
"Do we like her?" Patrick asked.
I shook my head and he nodded.
"You know, I don't think we need a housekeeper, Daddy," I said.
"Yes we do, it's a little easier now but I have to go back to work on Monday and I don't want you here alone," Frank said. "And you'll be so busy with the kids that you won't have time to cook or take care of the house or anything and I won't have time when I get home from work either."
I nodded sadly and he gave me a soft kiss. I smiled, picking Miles up. He slept peacefully in my arms, his little kitty ears twitching as he dreamed.
"Are you all staying for dinner?" I asked.
"Yeah, they are," Frank said. "Anything you'd like to request?"
"Anything is fine," Joe said.
Frank smiled, reaching over to pet Miles' ear. The little baby purred, a small smile on his face as he slept.
"If you two want to take a nap then we can watch them for a little bit," Joe said. "I only have one daughter, which was hard enough, she was up every hour and I never got any sleep. I can't imagine what that must be like with four children, you two must be exhausted."
"I don't need to sleep, I-I don't wanna leave them," I said.
"Come on, Gee, we can both use some rest, the kittens will be fine in their hands," Frank said.
He took my hand and lead me up to the bedroom. We crawled into bed and I smiled softly as I laid with him. I glanced over at the bassinet in the corner where Lily was sleeping, since she was so little we would still have to keep an eye on her while she sleeps for a little while.
"M-maybe I should go check on them," I whimpered.
"They're fine, Gee," Frank said softly, holding me in his arms.
I nuzzled against him, gently rubbing my tail against his wrist.
"I love you," I said.
"I love you too, Little Kitten," Frank said.
I smiled, resting my head on his chest.
"I love you so much," I whispered. "And now we have our own beautiful little family, that was my dream and you helped me with that dream, thank you so much, Daddy."
Frank gave me a soft kiss, pulling me close to him.
"Go to sleep now, beautiful," he said.
I nodded my head, closing my eyes as I slowly fell asleep in his arms to his quiet humming.
When I woke up the bed was empty and I could smell something cooking downstairs. I frowned softly as I yawned and crawled out of bed. We had two twin boppy pillows, each child in each of those. Frank sat in front of them, a bottle in each hand as he fed two babies at once.
"The others are eating in the dining room, why don't you go join them?" Frank suggested.
I nodded my head, biting my lip as I looked at the kids.
"I can take care of them, go eat, I just need to finish feeding them and burp them and then I'll come to join you," he said.
"A-are you sure?" I asked. "I can help, let me help."
"We're fine, Gee," he said with a small chuckle. "I can handle being alone with the babies for a few minutes. I already fed the other two."
"You made sure to give Lily her special formula?" I asked and he nodded. "And you made sure to warm it up correctly? And you made sure to rest it on your wrist first?"
"Gee, yes, go eat before your food gets cold," he said.
I sighed quietly and went into the dining room where a plate was set for me. I smiled, sitting down next to Mikey.
"You have a good nap?" Joe asked.
I nodded, picking up my fork. I poked at my food and the second I heard a baby start crying I was back over in the living room.
"What's wrong? What does she need?" I asked.
"Gee, we're fine," Frank said.
"C-can I burp her?" I asked. "You can burp Cherry."
Frank nodded and I picked Bandit. I put a rag over my shoulder and held her to my chest, patting her back until she burped. I smiled, holding Bandit to look at her.
"That was a good little burp!" I cooed. "Oh, you're so sweet!"
"Ew, fuck," Frank mumbled.
I looked over and saw that Cherry had thrown up on Frank's shoulder.
"Here, I'll take her while you go get cleaned up," I said.
I held bandit in one arm and grabbed Cherry with my other one, holding them both while Frank went upstairs. I sat on the couch, smiling as the both of them started to fall asleep in my arms. I carried the two of them upstairs, putting them in their cribs. I went down and grabbed Miles before I grabbed the baby monitor, putting it on the dining room table. I held Lily while I ate until Frank joined us.
"Did she take all of her bottle?" I asked. "She seems a little fussy."
"She took most of it," Frank said.
"I can try to get her to drink the rest of it now," I said.
"You just eat, I'll feed her," Frank said.
Frank reached out to grab Lily and I instinctively held her to my chest protectively. Frank frowned softly as he looked at me.
"Gee, you can't be so controlling like you were when you were little with your baby dolls," Mikey said.
"I wasn't controlling," I pouted. "Sh-she's just my little baby."
Mikey raised his eyebrows and I sighed, hesitating for a moment before I handed Lily to Frank. Frank grabbed Lily's bottle and fed her while I ate, the others already finished with their meal.
"Why didn't you wake me when dinner was ready?" I asked.
"Because I just wanted you to rest," Frank said. "You don't sleep too often anymore because you won't let me get up at night to take care of the kids, you always want to be the one to go and take care of them when they start crying in the middle of the night."
"I should get going, I still have some boxes to unpack in my new house and I was really hoping to finish that today," Mikey said. "Walk me out, Gee?"
I nodded, standing out to walk him to his car.
"Gee, you can't be like this," Mikey said. "The kids are Frank's kids too, you can't just keep taking them away from him, let him take care of them too."
"B-But he didn't even want the kids," I whimpered. "He says he does want them but I know that he's lying. You can tell, he takes care of them but he hasn't, like, connected with them or anything like that. He doesn't love them and I-I don't think he really loves me either, not like he used to. It's different now than it was before, we're different, I can tell."
Mikey sighed, wrapping his arms around me.
"Frank loves you," he stated. "He would do anything for you. When you were taken he was an absolute mess, he was crying and screaming and just an outright mess."
"That was back then," I said. "Like I told you before, it's different now than it was before. I-I don't know why, I try to fix it. I think that maybe it's just because of the babies, he didn't really want them. And now he seems more distant than he was before."
"Gee, just stop worrying," Mikey said. "Frank is probably just new to all of this and he's a little bit scared. Just wait, he'll adjust to the life of being a parent and then you two will go back to the way you were before."
I nodded and he kissed my cheek before he opened the car door.
"As soon as the house is ready I'm inviting you and Frank over for dinner," he said. "I want you to see the new place I bought."
I smiled and nodded, watching Mikey drive away. I went back inside to where they were all talking and laughing.
"What was that all about?" Frank asked. "You two were out there for a little while."
"Mikey just told me that when his new house is ready then he wants us over for dinner," I said.
Frank smiled and nodded, still feeding Lily, who laid peacefully in his arms. I watched the two of them a little bit nervously, I don't know why I was so nervous. I could just imagine Frank not wanting us anymore, kicking me and all four kids out to live on the streets.