So this is a wreck but I needed it. Maybe someday I'll come back and fix it lmao
Him leaving was like
being on a roller coaster going down.
The air rushing past but you can't get a breath in.
You can't breathe and the fear is pumping your heart.
I thought it would be easy.
Maybe if I just don't think about him it'll be okay.
But it doesn't help when his name pops up on my phone.
My mind knows I deserve better, but I'm thinking maybe it'll change.
He's 2000 miles away, yet it's like he never left.
Fighting over text and all the ignored calls.
My friends are starting to get fed up with my moodiness.
I don't know how to catch my breathe.
The kisses fading,
his voice diminishing.
His doe eyes remain.
The way he laced his hands with mine,
is the same way his smooth words entangled my heart.
The texts are nearing never,
his scent no longer on my clothes.
Just breathe.