Thursday, June 6th
There's so much stress put on people my age. Why should it be a big deal if I don't know what I want to do right now? It makes me feel like a freak not knowing because I feel like I should. There's a whole lot of other people who don't know but that doesn't eliminate the pressure. The truth is I don't have to do anything. I don't want to be labeled and categorized by my career choice. I just want to be me but that's not good enough. It's not good for me and it's not good for anyone. I don't like this headspace I'm in right now. The demons are coming back I can feel it.