have you ever loved someone so much that you're willing to do everything for them? you've treasured them dearly that you're fine with breaking yourself just so you can build them up.
"Tell me hyung, who do you love more? Me or jinyoung hyung?" guanlin catechized, he knew the answer would kill him but he's already dead inside, he's already hurting too much.
"jinyoung, of course!" jihoon answered, happily. He knew his answer was pernicious to his boyfriend's heart but he's just being honest.
Truth hurts after all.
guanlin didn't know when and where did everything suddenly went wrong. one day, he just woke up not owning jihoon's heart anymore.
"then, can you tell me a beautiful yet a painful lie hyung?" guanlin queried, there was a pregnant silence between the two of them before jihoon answered.
"I love you."