Min Ara
everytime you see me, you avoid me. as if we never became friends.
you told me that you don't look at me that way.
that was actually fine with me.
i had no control of your feelings.
i wouldn't want to force you to love me back.
i really didn't care if you would like me back or not
but i just wanted us to stay friends.
i couldn't believe i wasted time on you.
all of those efforts were thrown away.
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before this day ends, i want to stop crying every night because of what happened.
i want to stop missing you.
i want to stop thinking that i still have you.
i want to stop everything but i wasn't that easy.
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i left you the last note i would want to give to you
'rowoon, i want to thank you for everything.
i really hope you'll be happy and find someone who deserves you.
i miss you.
i'll miss everything we did.
it was not what i thought it was.
you broke me and everything that i had.
but i will never get tired of loving you everyday.
-Min Ara'
i placed it in his locker and left.
maybe he wasn't really for me after all.