Min Ara
you keep on asking what i was doing here. i just stared at you.
i pulled out a note from my pocket.
'rowoon, it's me, ara'
you took it from my hand and read it.
you looked at me in shock and disappointment.
you didn't believe me.
but i told you that i'm telling the truth
you just nodded.
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you weren't talking at all.
what's wrong?
you just stared at your feet.
i told you i'm sorry.
you looked up at me.
'i'm sorry ara, i would never look at you that way.'
it was painful
it was bad
but i could never blame anyone, specially rowoon.
i asked you if you still wanted to be friends.
the next thing you did killed me.
____you placed the flowers down and stood up.
'i can't i'm sorry' you said as you stood up and walked away leaving me broken.
i never really thought you would do that to me.
maybe this was something i need to tell myself.
i didn't deserve any love at all.
so why even try looking for someone who actually would care for me?
i'm tired.
i loved you rowoon.
where did i go wrong?