Jeno's:
"Sige na, nurse. Ako ng bahala sa kanya." I told the nurse seriously saka naman umalis iyong nurse at napahinga ako ng malalim.
Umiiyak si Jaemin ngayon dahil siguro sa sakit ng paa niya. Kung ano ba naman kasi ang ginagawa nila doon at di nalang siya umuwi para makapagpahinga pa siya.
Tsaka hindi ko pa siya handang kausapin.
"Susunduin ka nila Mark mamaya. Aalis na ako." I said leaving but she just cried more.
"Andali lang ba talaga para sayo ang iwan ako gaya nito?" She cried.
Napapikit ako ng mata ko trying to calm myself at hindi siya nilingon.
"Ano bang ginawa ko sayo Jeno para pahirapan mo ako ng ganito? Kung siguro di pa ako nadisgrasya, di mo pa ako mapapansin." She sobbed.
"Ano bang sinasabi mo?" I asked her pissed.
"Napakawalang puso mo. Gustong gusto mo na bang nasasaktan na ako gaya nito dahil lang galit ka sakin? Diko naman kasalanan kung naabutan mo si Edward sa bahay nun eh. I didn't even know that he is coming pero hindi naman ako bastos para hindi mang entertain ng bisita. Bakit ba pinag aawayan pa natin to? Puwede namang kalimutan nalang." She continued crying.
Tama siya. Pero nasasaktan din naman ako.
"Sa tingin mo ba di din ako nasasaktan sa nangyayari sa atin?" I asked back.
"But you are not doing anything!" She shouted at me.
Tumulo na ang luha ko habang nakatingin lang sa kanya.
"You dont understand me. That's why it's hurting me. Ni isang beses ba natry mong intindihin ako?" I asked lowly that made her stopped.
"Yung nararamdaman ko, yung mga gusto ko, iniintindi mo din ba?" I continued.
She didn't replied, but she continued crying.
"Pagod na pagod man ako, may sakit man ako, may problema man ako, ikaw pa din laman ng isip ko. Pero ikaw ba inaaalala mo din ang kondisyon ko? Nung isang araw na hinanap mo ako ng buong araw na sinasabi mo, hindi totoong nasa isang business meet ako with Dad. Ang totoo nun, naconfine ako sa hospital pero pilit akong nagpadischarge dahil sa text mo." I said.
That made her looked at me again.
"Hindi mo alam kung gaano ko nilalaan ang oras at buhay ko sayo. Tapos isang hapon makikita ko nalang iyong Edward na yun sa bahay niyo? Naiintindihan mo kung gaano ba kasakit iyon sa ego ko bilang boyfriend mo?" I said.
She cried again.
"You didn't tell me! Kung sinabi mo sana lahat, edi naintindihan ko. Kung sinabi mo sana lahat, edi hindi tayo magkakaganito." She sobbed.
"Ayoko ng nag aaalala ka sakin. Mas nag aaalala ako sayo. Kasi babae ka, at wala ang daddy mo dito ngayon. Kung puwede ko lang bitawan ang pagmomodelo at pagiging soccer player ko ginawa ko na para lang mabantayan kita lalo pero hindi puwede eh. Kaya i end up getting sick every night." I said.
Umiiyak siya lalo kaya lumapit ako sa kanya. Lalo lang nanghina ang tuhod ko at napayakap na ako sa kanya.
"Gusto lang kitang protektahan kaya ayaw kong may nakikitang ibang lalaking nakakalapit sayo. Ayaw kong nakikita silang kasama ka dahil nasasaktan ako." I said while my tears were falling.
"Im sorry, Jeno." She hugged me back as she continued crying.
"And seeing you hurt like this proves everything that i can't guard you well." I said.
"No, it's not true." She shook her head.
"Baby i love you so much. Kaya ayaw kong nakikitang kasama ka ng iba. Feeling ko kasi pag nakikita kitang kasama iyong ibang lalaki, mas deserve ka nila kesa sakin dahil puro sakit at kapalpakan nalang nagagawa ko sayo. An angel don't deserve a man like me right? Puro kalokohan lang alam kong gawin sa buhay samantalang ikaw maganda at matalino ka na, mabait ka pa." I cupped her cheeks while wiping her tears away.
"But baby i love you. Ikaw lang yung gusto ko. Ikaw lang yung mamahalin ko at ikaw lang ang may karapatan sakin diba? Tsaka ayoko talaga sa ibang lalaki kahit na ligawan pa ako ng pinakaguwapo at pinakamatalinong lalaki sa buong mundo. Kasi isang ikaw ang nagmamay ari ng puso ko at hindi na yun mababago pa." Sje said.
I hugged her again at kissed her head.
Im so lucky to have her. Bakit di ko yun marealize nung mga araw na nagmamatigas ako?
"Im sorry baby for making you cry." I whispered.
"Handa akong masaktan para sayo." She hugged me tight.
I smiled kahit na di niya ito nakikita.
"I missed you so much, Jeno." She cupped my cheeks.
"I missed my wife too." I said. Then, she smiled.
Then, i leaned on her and kissed her on her lips. She automatically kissed me back and i felt it like heaven.
She even nibbled and bite my lower lip signaling me something.
Something i really want to happen right now but we are on the clinic.
"Baby, hindi puwede dito." I whispered at her face kissing her cheeks continously.
"But i need you in." She replied with seduction.
Napalingon ako sa pinto habang nararamdaman ko ang paghalik niya sa leeg ko.
"Wait lang baby." I said and went on the door as i pushed to lock in.
Then, i went on her kissing her silently, and hungrily.
"Promise me you should be quiet okay?" I told her. She nodded.
I went down and caress her legs up until under her skirt getting on her tighs that made her cause a little whimper. I looked up at her as i took her undies off and laid her in the bed carefully.
I unbuckled my belt and pull down my coverings eagerly and went inside her gently.
"Are you hurt?" I asked.
"No." She replied moaning lowly as i started thrusting deep in her.
We continued making love with the same motion we are making. I love it when she is digging her nails in my arms as she is trying not to moan loud right infront of me.
"Baby, i love you." I whispered as i make my move faster to satisfy her.
"Baby i love you more." She kissed me as tears fell down from her eyes.
So i did.
When i was about to release, and ready to roll off of her, she stopped me.
"Baby, don't. Just let it go inside me." She said panting.
Natatakot man ako sa pagkakataong to na gawin ito sapagkat pangalawang beses na to na mag iiwan ako sa loob niya dahil maaari ko siyang mabuntis pero i can't refuse.
I am too inlove with her.
She breathed out heavily as i released inside her.
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A/N: MERRY CHRISTMAS HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA GANDA NG CHRISTMAS GIFT KO DIBA HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA