A small drop of hope, at the end of the road
So close, so close yet no happiness I showed
It's tough, so fucking tough but I'll make it i say
Its rough, so fucking rough I'll get away from the grey
Once I hit the edge, a few words come in mind
They love you, can't you just feel how they love you?
No, I know.
They love me and I love them but that's all I can show
I want to be happy, I need them to know I care
Just some times, some times I think it's unfair
Unfair how noone helps,
Unfair how I'm so open about it all but they tell me it's nothing
The pretty little words, I hear over and over again
Hoping they'll save me but they don't
They dont....the sorrow, the regret telling myself
It'll be ok
They don't need me
They'll be fine without me im fucking worthless anyways
No.
No, he's not
He's like an angel
Saved many people from their own darkness
But now he's gone
Up in heaven, watching over us
Watching us cry and completely break
Watching us turn our icons into roses after such a heart ache
Roses being the flower of love
But also regret and sorrow
Representing everything we feel
After giving ourselves time to mourn and grieve
all we can try to do is relieve.
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