12-11-17
I wish I could turn this love I have for you
Into hate
Because my hatred is all you deserve
You toiled with me for months
And you act like you're innocent
Stop making me look like a fool
In front of all our friends
Stop pretending it was okay
To never ask how I was doing
To never start the conversation
To expect me to meet you at the finish line
Instead of halfway
Friendship is a team effort
And you excluded yourself
So don't look so apalled
When I drop out too
You dropped the ball
And made it seem like
It was all on me
Like I turned mad
And stormed off
Like you didn't play mind games
Like you always called once I left
Like you didn't act so sinister
When I finally confronted you
Maybe they tolerate
Your lack of decent morals
twisted mindset
And inability to swallow your pride
But honey,
You are mistaken
If you thought I would too.