i like to burn things

By alexsscholz

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im just a silhouette with a fading mind TRIGGER WARNING:; self harm, depression, suicide, mental illness etc. More

drunk
dear mother
you pushed me off the edge
goodbye
voices
the artist
help
you wanted to break the voices not your bones
dread
you
love
snow
the world
falling
red
truth
gone
toxic
vivid
dying
forest fire
the ocean
pills
drugs
winter
you
words
parts
worry
long nights
how
leave
very far from "fine"
sick
walk away
almost
black & white
Night and Day
Silence
weapons
dear sea
love physically hurts
don't worry
stay alive?
rips and tears
life isnt easy
1:16 am
no heart
flower
nothing compares
torn
seatbelts
sister
theres something wrong
we're back at the beginning
guilt
unfortunate
masks
existence |
existence ||
existence |||
dont worry
go away
"attention seeker"
it hurts
it hurts ||
darkness
"alive"
im addicted
unstable
my thoughts don't make sense anymore
what am i?
save me
my thoughts don't make sense anymore ||
i'm so in love with you
gun
problems
bye
"i'm sorry"
invalid feelings; why am i so messed up?
addicted to you
a letter to myself
my thoughts don't make sense anymore |||
alcohol, words, and knives
blood
words hurt.
sleep
kill me too
what if
my brain is gone; i don't make sense anymore
running
14 days clean
i want more.
old friend
play our love on repeat
the artist p.2
obsessed
how; a poem written by a mentally ill teen
99
//thank you
alone in a crowded room
angry
don't quit, please
please help
kill
why cant i leave?
in case i never get to say goodbye
tragic
my sister talks in her sleep
drift
pointless lives
let me fucking die already.
be quiet
my vessel
before daylight
bullet to the heart
what am i writing?
i will never truely be 'gone'
stop
im fading
complete nonsense
trapped in a box
damaged love
not who i was |
not who i was ||
not who i was |||
who fucking cares at this point
i am the worst person in the world
today i found the real world
today i found the real world ||
funny to think
this is not an excuse
my dream
stranger in my own body
nolstagia
death
guilt ridden
//lil happy update
im deadly
voldemort
i may look like i dont care
change
who am i you ask?
killing
"stepdad"
dear father
its all my fault
jail
new love, new lies
alice in wonderland?
fuck you.
substance
something written before
not living, just existing
empty
too far gone to come back
too far gone to come back ||
the milky way galaxy
my destiny
this society is fucked up
forever changed
packing away my dreams
alone
135 days
longing for an old friend
last resort: death
you're right, tomorrow never will come.
dear god
about the day i almost died
amplify
anti-social
bring me home
numbers
never completely 'alone'
kass
37,000 feet in the sky
home
hope tattoo
lost hope
.
please dont leave me for her
distance
jumbled words
dreamworld
not a poem but thoughts on a screen
ruby red slippers
im weak
goodbye forever.
authors note:

self conversations

14 1 0
By alexsscholz

crying at the top of the stairs,
make it fucking stop,

rethinking all my life decisions,
i want to die,

"no offense but your situation isn't as bad as.."
don't compare me to others,

am i ungrateful?
just fucking kill yourself,

i guess i am,
just do it,

but won't people miss me?
they don't care about you,

i guess you're right..
kill yourself,

goodbye,
good.

wait you're actually gone?

answer me?

i swear i didn't mean it...

fuck.

i'm sorry.

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