Chapter 51:The END!
Pagkatapos kung kumain ay tumayo ako agad at lumabas.
Im waiting for her to get out.
Hindi ko siya mahila kanina kasi kumakain siya.
Kaya hihintayin ko nalang.
Tsss nagbibilang nako ng tupa sa tagal niya.
=______=
After 1 hour,Mahigit.
Lumabas na yung ibang estudyante.
At huli yung mga Fuerte.
Tapos nung nakita ko na si ZEN,Hinila ko siya.
"Why?"-Zen
"LETS TALK,ABOUT US"
Pinasakay ko siya sa kotse ko at dinala sa school.
Pinapasok naman kami at dinala ko siya sa Canteen.
Dito naging kami ni Zen.
Flashback of Chapter 15*
Nasa canteen kami ngayon.
Ewan ko ba sa babaeng ito sabi niya nahihiya siya sa Fuerte.
Pero nung nakaraan,nagkokotungan na sila sa pagtatalo kung sino mananalo sa Basketball.
May pag ka Moody din tong Babae nato eh'
Kumakain kami ngayon ng Spaghetti!
Ito kasi in-order niya tapos gusto niya Parehas kami?
Adik talaga.
Gusto ko pa naman nung Baked Mac!
"Lets be.........."-Zen
"What?"
"Uhm mamaya na lang siguro"-Zen
"Gue"
"Tignan mo yung kapatid ko kering keng,Tatlo pa nais eh"
"Wow One girl and Three boys?"-Zen
" Teka sabi ni Gary wala siyang gusto?Pero bakit?hayt gulo nila"
"They are madly inlove,Hayts"-Zen
"Have you ever been inlove?"-Zen
"Maybe"
"Really,With who?"-Zen
"Uhm lets nevermind her"
"Fine" -Zen
"Are you jealous?"
"No of course not"-Zen
"Sure about that?"
"Yuh of course"-Zen
"I dont like you anyway"-Zen
Wow huh?Kailangan ipagmalaki?
Teka bakit ako nasasaktan?
"I dont like you anyway"
"I dont like you"
"I dont like you"
Paulit ulit kung narinirinig sa Utak ko.
Tumayo ako at nagWalwalk out na sa Canteen.
Hayts pano na plano ko?
Hindi niya pala ako Gusto =_=
"WAIT REINVER"
"I DONT LIKE YOU BUT...."
3 Minutes siyang nagisip kung itutuloy niya ba ang sasabihan niya.
Tumalikod nako.
Inulit pa niya ah.
Bakit ba ko nasasaktan?
Gising nga Reinver!
Palabas nako sa Canteen.
Nasaktan nako Napahiya pa.
Kasi bakit niya sinisigaw yun eh.
Alien talaga!
"I LOVE YOU"-Zen
Napatigil ako.
"What?You what me?"
Nilapitan ko na siya!
Tapos pinalapit niya ko at Bumulong sa Tenga ko!
"I love you Reinver Gellas Gennares"-Zen
Tumawa ako!
Mahina lang,Parang Kinilig ako dun.
Lumuhod siya!
Anong gagawin nitong babaeng ito?
"NAE NAMCHINGUGA DOEEOJULLAE?"-Zen
"Hah?"
"Will you be my BOYFRIEND daw?"-Korean srudent na hindi ko kilala!
"Nice Bro Babae pa talaga nag sabi eh"-Brio
"Iba ka Reinver"-Kenn
"Lupit mo dre"-Mond
"Tumayo ka nga dyan,Nakakahiya"
"Eh kasi ikaw hindi ka makapagHintay sabi ko sayo Mamaya na eh"-Zen
"Tumayo ka na"
"Ayaw hindi ako tatayo hangga't hindi mo sinasagot yung tanong ko"-Zen
"Hayt"
"Tsemp naman"
"Teka anong araw ba ngayon?"
"15"-Sigaw ng hindi ko kilala!
"JUNE 15 mga dude"-Sigaw ng hindi ko nanaman kilala!
Hinahawakan ko siya at tinayo.
Nilapit ko siya sakin.
Yung kamay ko nasa waist niya at mahigpit kong hinawakan.
"This day JUNE 15 im yours and your mine"
Imbis na kiss!
NagNose to Nose kami.
"Kyaaah,Sweet naman"
"Aw,He's taken already"
"Nice"
"Go get a room,Were trying to eat her"
Sigaw ng mga HINDI ko kakilala!
Tumawa kami at umayos na ng pwesto!
This Day she is Mine!
See i get what i want.
She is mine now!
Lumabas nakami sa Canteen at Bumalik sa Room namin.
"Hatid kita mamaya ah?"
"Ah kasi may lakad kami ng Sissy mo eh"-Zen
"Ohw?"
"Saan?Sama?"
"Girls thing,Mabobored ka dun"-Zen
"Hmmm sige sama na lang ako sa lakad ng mga Fuerte"
"Text mo na lang ako huh"
"Opo sir"-Zen
Ngumiti siya.
Hinawakan niya yung kamay ko at bumulong.
"Mahal kita Reinver if you'll hurt me you die"-Zen
"Scary"
"Im just saying so kung mambabae ka lang kasama yang tropa mo"-Zen
"Think again huh?"-Zen
"My Scary Girlfriend"
Pumasok na yung Teacher namin sa next subject pero yung Kamay ni Zen nakapatong parin sa Kamay ko.
Ayoko naman tanggalin kasi baka ma-offend.
Tinignan ko lng yung mga kamay namin.
Napansin ata ni Zen!
Tumingin siya sakin,At sinundan yung tinitignan ko.
Tumawa siya,Mahina lang.
Nagsalita siya.
"Hayaan mo na yung kamay natin,Im just happy'-Zen
End of Flashback*
But its sad to say,I know dito din kami matatapos.
Umupo ako sa isang upuan.
And she give me a look *Why-Did-I-Do-Wrong?*
"Yeah you did,Why are you leaving me?Why are you doing this Zen?"
Napayuko siya.
Please Zen,Kahit umalis ka ngayon,Just promise me na Ako lang,At willing ako maghintay,Or i can study there too.
"Talk to me,I thought we are fighting?Why are you giving up?Zen just tell me that your going to come back,PLEASE"
Nakaluhod nako sakaniya ngayon.
Nakayuko siya at nakatayo.
"I wanted you to fight for me and tell me that you would rather be alone than with anyone else,Please tell me you will come back"
Fck i pity for myself.
Begging someone to stay,This is so pitiful.
"Its OVER,Reinver"-Zen
May pumatak na luha sa ulo ko.
What does she mean over?
No its not that.
Please tell me you love me.
Please tell me that what we have is real.
That all you said,You mean it.
Please Zen.
"I choose to leave not because of selfish reasons,But i just know that things will get worse if i stay,Sorry,Bye"-Zen
Tumayo ako,At inangat yung mukha niya.
Pinunasan ko yung luha niya.
She's still the strongest person i knew.
"Never say goodbye,Because saying goodbye means going away,And going away means forgetting,Please Zen dont do this to me"
I hug her tight.
Maybe its the last.
"Some people are meant to fall in love with each other,But not meant to be together"-Zen
I hug her with full of needs.
I miss her.
I dont wanna let her go.
Stay and be happy with me.
"One day you'll gonna met a girl who treats you the way that you deserve to be treated"-Zen
Kumalas siya sa hug aat naglakad palabas.
"You were never supposed to mean this much to me,I was never supposed to fall so hard,But you know what?I DID and thats the truth,Thats what keep me holding on because it hurts like hell to let go"
Tumigil siya.
She's crying,I know.
"Im happy now,I wish you were too,Im leaving and its all over Reinver"-Zen
She walk away?T.T
Its hurt to be left alone by someone you love.
It hurt to love someone who's happy without you.
But what hurts the most is to end relationship that was never really destined to start.
Can i say it Happy Ending?=0AShe's Happy,While im so broken.
What if i kill myself?
Or i jump into the rooftop?
My life was useless without her.
It hurts like hell without her.
Do you this feeling?
Trying to be strong?
I hate myself,What do i do?Why did she leave me?Is this over?
Hanggang dito nalang ba ang storya sa buhay ko?
I want to end this.
All of it!
BEI go to my condo unit.
And get my motor.
Gabi nadin pala.
Well its past 7!
I drive the motor fast.
Faster the better.
I hate my life.
My fckin life.
I go to the club.
Ako palang tao.
What the?=______=
"Rein......?Whats your order?"-Scott
"Give me hard drink,Here's my wallet you can get it all and give me everything i want"
He nod.
Si Scott,Ang may ari ng bar.
Our friend,Matagal nakami nagcluclub dito,Kaso nung pumasok kami sa school,We often visit here.
It changed.
Im drinking now.
I dont know what to do.
Pero hindi naman ako malalasing.
Malaki ang bituka ko sa paglalagyan ng alak.
Umiinom lang ako.
Im still wondering wht do i do wrong to her?
I been sweet and caring boyfriend.
But what the fck is she thinking?
Why is she still leaving me?
Am i ugly?
Did my breathe smells?
Do i gain weight?
The most painful goodbye's are the one's who never explain why.
Why is she doing this to me?
Why am i suffering this much?
If she leaves,My life is useless.
Do i really need to breathe?
Please kill me,It would be a much easier to remove all the pain,I feel now.
Save me for this kind of situation.
How something that supposed to feel you so complete,Ends up feeling you so empty?
I dunno what to do.
"Reinver?What are you?Are you drinking?Gosh,You'll drink a lot,Where's Zen?Does she know this?"-Val
"She's leaving me"
"Tell me what do i have done to Zen to do this to me?"
I hate this brown eyed girl.
She make Kenn changes.
Are they really inlove?
Fck Love.
Its hurting people.
"Amputshit what do you mean?"-Val
"We're over"
"WHAT?"-Val
She's shock.
She dont know?
I thought.
She ran away.
I think she is going home,She's crying.
Zen you hurted many people.
Why are you still leaving us?
Please stay with me.
I will not be obsesieve and possisive.
Please come back.
I check my phone.
ONE MESSAGE FROM HER.
Fr:Nhie<3
"Ikw b ang nobyo nitong ba2eng 2?Kng guz2 mo pa sia makta ng buhay,Pumunta ka sa daungan ng barko,Ngyon na"
Try to hurt her,I fcking kill you all.
She been kidnapped.
Dali dali akong nagpunta dun.
Hindi nako nagbayad,Tutal na kay Scott na ang Wallet ko.
Mas binilisan ko yung takbo sa motor ko.
Fck i must save her.
Even she's leaving.
I want her alive.
When i been there.
"ZEN"
"ZEN"
"ZEN?"
Im screaming to death where is she?
Ng biglang may pumalo sa ulo ko.
Nahimatay ako.
At ngayon naka tali nako.
Fckin life.
Shit,Where is Zen?
"WHERE IS MY GIRLFRIEND?"
"Girlfriend?I thought she broke up with you,Kanina"-Her DAD
HER DAD.
THIS IS A TRAP FOR ME.
Fck.
The other guy,Punch me.
Hit.
Hit.
Hit.
Hit.
Please do hit me,Its nothing.
Cause what's hurt the most now is that the one i love is not mine anymore.
"Is Zen safe?"
"Yes she is"-Her DAD
"She's sleeping gladly today,He wouldnt miss you"-Her DAD
"Turuan niyo na yan ng leksyon"-Her DAD
Umalis na yung tatay niya.
At may mga natira dito.
Hit.
Hit.
Hit.
Hit.
Hit.
Manhid na ata ako.
I think this is THE END.
Cause im getting hurt again.
Again and again.
Do you this kind of feeling?
Yung manhid ka na.
Yung ok lang kahit bugbugin ka.
Kasi mas masakit yung puso mo.
Totoo pala yung Broken Hearted,Yung puso mo parang nabasag.
Hindi ko alam pero i should give her up.
Sometimes giving up doesnt mean you are weak.
Giving up for something you love.
Cause i know she be happy without.
Thats all i want,SHE is HAPPY.
This story has an HAPPY ENDING right?
She is happy in the end.
While im broken.
Its fine,This time i need rest.
I look at the sky,I saw Zen.
This is what she mean.
I LOVE YOU ZEN.
Im fighting for you until my last breathe.
I close my eyes.
This is it.
I LOVE YOU ZEN!