Demi POV.
When I walked inside the truck I felt really guilty.. I couldn't tell Nick!! What if he leaves me for good?! He has been so strong about this relationship!! I'm always the fucked up..
I walked in our room and saw the moonlight hits his face.. he had no shirt.. I putted on one of his shirts and layed in bed, his arms instantly wrapping around my tummy.. I felt like a married woman..
- Hey babe - he whispered with a low raspy voice
- Hey - I said kissing his hand
- How was the date??
My heart froze - it wasn't a date.. I have a boyfriend you know?
I turned around in his arms and looked at his red face - were you crying?
- No..
- You were.. you are red..
- I wasn't Demi.. I swear!!
I snuggled to his chest as he hugged me tight - I have a song about you..
I looked up - And that's what you were crying?
- No.
- Admit!!
- Ok..
No one ever made a song about me that was so touching - You'll show it tomorrow
He nodded and I turned my back to him again
- Night - he whispered
- Night - I said with my voice cracking
I didn't know how I felt about that kiss.. Liked it or Hated it?
And what about Nick? Did I still loved him?
I sighed and felt him kissing my neck.. "Why am I doubting?"
The next day I found the need to talk with Mitchel.. I waited until Nick go to the rehersals and Mitchel got inside the bus
He got too close to me making my face hit his chest
- Hey baby
I was annoyed my his action - I'm not even yours!!
He looked down - You really love that kid?
I sighed out of frustration - Hes more man than you
He grabbed me and kissed me again.. It felt wrong in so many ways.. I pulled it back - Please stop!! This is a mistake!!
Nick POV.
I walked in the bus because I forgot my jacket..
- We have to keep this a secret - I heard Demi say
I looked through the door and saw her and Mitchel
- Why don't you just dump him??
I felt my heart break little by little.. I didn't even bothered to hear the rest..
I walked out furious.. I punched the tree at my right side.. My hand hurted but nothing like what I felt inside.. She's fucking cheating on me!!
I looked at my hand and saw red.. blood..
I was so pissed.. she was kidding with my facee this whole time!! She was just the Video Girl I described in my song..
It hurted so much..
I went inside the arena with my hand numb
- What happened? - Joe rushed
- Don't ask - I said entering the nurse office
She watched my hand and treated it - Nicholas you can't play the guitar for 2 weeks
I sighed "No Demi and no music.. perfect.."
I walked out and found Joe still waiting for me
- What happened?
- None of your business..
I walked to my room with lots and lots of thoughts..
Was this reality? Was she really lying to me all this time?
I heard a knock on the door and it opened some minutes later..
Perfect.. [ -.-" ]
- Hey babe, Joe told me you were strange.. what happened? - Demi asked like it was the most normal thing in the world
She kissed me but I didn't kissed back..
I stood up and walked away to the rehersal hopefull to walk away from her
- NICK!!
I walked on stage and went to the piano ignoring Demi completely..
We had our rehersal and ended it at night..
When I walked to my room Demi wasn't there so I pulled our beds apart and went to sleep..
I heard the door bang behind me..
- What the hell happened?!
- Goodnight Demi
She sighed and got in her pijama.. Right now she was annoying me.. I annoyed myself for being so stupid!! I gave her what she wanted!! Fame..
I heard her lay on her bed turning the lights off
The next day, Demi woke up like nothing happened.. But I didn't forgot what I heard..
- Good morning!!
- Yeah whatever..
I heard her sigh as I walked to the bathroom..
The first show was tonight and I didn't really wanted to sing with her..
- Demi I wanna break up - I said coldly going inside the bedroom
- What?.. - she whispered looking at me - what did I did wrong?
- It's over..
I got out to the arena and threw a rock to tge same tree making it scratch it
- Why does this hurts so much?! - I said without breath
Demi POV.
Why? What was wrong? Am I that awful? What happened??
... Why?..
I cried softly and ran to the bathroom.. I picked up a pocket knife I always had abd sarted cutting
With each cutt I thought about how stupid I was.. how worthless I was.. ridiculous.. fat ass.. hoe.. fat.. freak... creep..
I lost control of my hand and felt on my knees dropping the knife..
I layed against the bathtub and turned off the lights.. I locked the door and stayed in the dark with tears streaming down my cheeks as I felt the outside burn in my wrist..
I spent there the whole day.. not even went to tge show.. probably was for the best.. I just wanted to know why..
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This is really short but it's late and I have to study.. hope you like it anyways
- Alma ^=^