from jurassicparrk —
rant
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❛sometimes life is hard
and everyone thinks im
overreacting because i
want to be alone or when i
want to cry because i'm too
'nice' to feel like this. then when
i like someone and they know
so they play with you
'babe~' 'princess!' Then they
end up fucking your friend
with no remorse they leave you
alone and expect for you not to
hurt about it. then when you
go on hiatus they suddenly
care??? then people that have
hurt you and left you care???
why all of a sudden, you weren't
there when i was happy,
why now? sometimes i want
to delete but i cant because
of one genuine person who
is now leaving me for another
person and hurts when your
bestfriend leaves you
—
then people think its okay
to remove themselves from
your life when you've needed
more than ever 'sorry i was..'
'sorry this was..' bitch no.
you left me I'm not stupid just
stop it. if you want to leave,
leave i dont need your support,
but i do! I can't live without
you why cant you understand
that? Why dont you understand
that you're my bestfriend,
i need you so much but you
just leave because suddenly
you have a girlfriend and
she needs you more than me
when we've known eachother
even before becoming official rps
—
then when you start dating
someone and they fall of the
face of the earth, like nothing,
like they never knew you.
they just vanish and
it really fucking hurts.❜