dear diary,
they say that if you truly love someone,
you would want them to be happy
even if the person they're happy with,
is not you.
i find that saying to be
too selfless.
yes,
i want taehyung to be happy.
i mean,
it looks like he already is.
but,
i want to be happy,
too.
i want to be happy,
with the person i love.
not watch the person i love
be happy,
with the person he loves,
knowing that it will never be me.