His brown/green eyes were looking in my soul. His gaze left a trail on my body and his lips were saved in my mind. His smirk digged a hole into my face. I was never into lust and love, but he changed that. The first moment when I saw him made me realize that he was an angel. His smile was so sweet, but when you know him you know that his smile is just a cover up for his youth.Knowing him was a good and bad thing.
Knowing what he does, makes me question our relationship. If we ever had a relationship. He was dominating and I couldn't take it anymore. His mood changes, his playing the boss act made me realize that I can look for other men. But I only want him. I only want to be in his arms. I only want his lips on my lips, I want only his gaze on my body and his hands on me. I don't care about his past.
The only thing important is that I can help him change it. We can live how we want and just live. We don't need to listen to other people. But the problem is with him. He wants me to be a girl who I'm not. He is different and weird, but that is what I like and love about him. I could only do one thing and that was leaving. My biggest mistake ever.