A/N: THIS IS MORE OF A TAEHYUNG CHAPTER.
//Taehyung POV//
I have to revert back to old ways.
I've hurt people, innocent and guilty.
I wanted to change, become a better me. Be able to help and protect without such brutal ways.
But I've proven to myself I'm incapable of protecting the way I am now.
I have to.
To be happy with Y/N.
My world.
I had to make a call....
Tae: Hey, Baekhyun.
Bae: Tae? Wassup what you need, it's been a while.
Tae: I need my old supplies, I got something I need to do and I only got a week.
Bae: who is it?
Tae: I can't say a name but he's put a target on my back and I need him gone.
Bae: how will you do it?
Tae: I can't say meet me at the old house we used to live in so we can talk more and bring my supplies.
Bae: alright meet in and hour.
I knew I couldn't act innocent for long, I don't wanna keep secrets from Y/N.
But how could you tell the woman you love you are an ex murderer, not even bts knows.
I told them I was arrested and put in jail but I wouldn't tell them why.
It would have been 5 years next week since I've killed someone.
Now I must kill again, but this time it's not for fun. I'm killing to protect, and to regain my new self again.
I met up with Baekhyun at the house we used to live in.
Baekhyun was my partner during those times, he would help me locate my prey. Find the best way to carry out my plans.
He was needed for this plan to work, to save my relationship.
Bae: so what made you come back?
Tae: to save my relationship with the girl I love.
Bae: what happened?
Tae: my dad got involved with Jackson, I don't know details. But I ended up having to marry his daughter in order to keep my life.
Bae: and your girlfriend found out?
Tae: yea... I have a week to dispose of these problems and get her back.
Bae: and where can we find Jackson?
Tae: every Friday I'm suppose to go visit my "wife" and spend the night with her, he visits every other week to ask her if I'm treating her well.
Bae: today's Thursday will he be coming tomorrow?
Tae: Yes, we need to secure the house and set up a room to separate the bodies and find a place to dispose of them.
Bae: use a bedroom as the place to dissect the bodies and bag the bodies up. We can dispose of them to the dogs to eat.
Tae: great, what tools did you bring?
Bae: your tape, your collection of knives, morphine, and your box of blood.
Tae: box of blood... A drop of blood from every victim is in there.
Bae: you sure you wanna go back to this?
Tae: I have to it's the only way to get rid of this problem.
Bae: alright.
The next day was Friday, I headed over to my "wifes" house. Waiting.
Her father finally arrived, Jackson.
We had dinner same as always, I went to go give them desert.
Adding the morphine, hoping everything goes well.
They ate. Passing out seconds later.
I carried the bodies to the bedroom.
The room was covered with plastic, this type of hobby is a messy one.
I started with jackson.
He was tied down to a table slanted downward, blood rushing to his head.
I made the first cut on his neck, draining the blood.
This is who I really was, a monster.
I then began dissecting him, starting at the feet going up.
I carefully arranged his parts in a bag and tied it.
He was easy, I felt nothing but hoy from it. He deserved it.
I began to strap my "wife" down. Slowly tilting her downward.
I began to feel....
Ashamed.
Did she deserve this?
Was it really her fault?
I'm not who I used to be, could I really hurt the innocent?
I got lost in thought, i waited too long stalling, she woke up.
Trying to scream, move, she was struggling.
It didn't help, she was annoying me.
I acted on impulse, I just stabbed her.
Over.
And over.
Why couldn't I stop, I was angry, upset, yearning for the person I lost.
She needed to die so I could live.
It was selfish but I didn't regret it
I dissected my last victim and threw her in a bag.
After cleaning my mess I went around the town and city feeding their parts to animals.
I was free, right?
But what to tell the others.
They would wonder how I was able to get out of a situation like that.
Fear struck me.
She I tell the truth?
Or lie?
A week later
//Y/N POV//
It's been a week. Did Tae leave her for me.
Or leave me for her?
It's been a restless week, up worrying.
But during that week I've had such great support from Jimin and Yoongi.
I wasn't too surprised when Jimin was constantly watching over me, making me sleep and get out of bed.
But Yoongi.
He's not very open with his feelings, especially when he cares.
But he's been constantly on my back about eating and socializing.
They have both been my literal life savers.
I will forever take care of myself for their sacrifices, they've grown on me.
They were always good company but now...
I could talk to them about anything, they are like my brothers.
I must admit, I've fallen for them.
It's wrong, loving 3 men.
I'm a bad person for that, but I can't deny how people make me feel.
Can I?
I can admit I don't love Tae the same way I used to, I've learned to live without him.
I don't know how this could go.
It's complicated when 3 different men express 3 different feelings towards you.
//Yoongi POV//
It's been a week since the incident with Tae and Y/N.
I've been with her constantly since then, trying to make her happy and healthy again.
I missed her smile.
I always thought she was beautiful, stunning actually.
She made me think many things.
From sweet innocent child love to adult thoughts.
I'm sad to say that I hope she doesn't work with Tae, I want to show her that not every guy is worthless.
Am I a bad guy for thinking that?
I don't know, Y/N is just too good for situations like this, she doesn't deserve pain.
Tae's bat shit crazy if you ask me.
But I can't express myself.
Not yet.
//Jimin POV//
I must admit. This past week being around Y/N I've been really over protective.
I've liked her since I walked her to the principles office.
I wanted to cherish her and show her off, my personal treasure.
But Tae moved a lot faster than me.
Is it bad to say I'm glad he messed up?
Well I am. It gave me a chance to get closer to her.
But I wasn't the only one with that idea.
Yoongi did too, I can't let him win this one.
I've let her go once not again, I love her too much for my own good to allow that.
Does she feel the same?
//Taehyung POV//
Today's the day to tell Y/N.
I decided to tell her the truth about me, everything. Be 100% honest, it's the best way to build a stable relationship right?
Would telling the truth be a mistake?
It's too late to doubt I thought on it for days. And I'm sure now, I must tell her my past.
At Y/N's house*
Tae: Hey Y/N...
Y/N: hey..
Tae: well... I got rid of my "wife" and I'm all yours. But before that, I must tell you my past.
Y/N: umm.... okay
Tae: before I met you and bts I wasn't a good person, I did bad things. I murdered people. I went to prison for it and I went on 5 years without killing anyone, and then I met bts and later you. Then everything went bad, I killed my "wife" and her mafia father. It was the only way to be with you.
//Y/N POV//
I was terrified, what did this mean? If I made him angry he would kill me?
Has he ever thought about killing me?
Or bts?! I'm so scared, I don't know what to say
Tae tries to touch me, I pull away.
I don't want him to touch me, he's got so much blood on his hands. I kissed a monster, I touched a monster, I loved a monster.
I felt nothing but fear, I wanted him out of my house.
Y/N: get out....
Tae: but baby I-
Y/N: GET OUT! You are a monster who takes lives, I won't be next. Leave me alone! Leave!
His head was hung low, I wanted to take it back.
But I meant it, he was not the type of person I wanted a life with.
He could snap at any moment, I can't live like that.
He leaves, it's so quiet. I hate it, I haven't been alone for a week.
I called Yoongi.
Y/N: Yoongi....
Yoongi: Yes Y/N what's wrong?
Y/N: can you come over, I hate being alone. And I need you...
Yoongi: I'm on my way.
A/N: what will happen between you and Yoongi?
How will Tae handle your reaction?
Will you get over Tae or take him back?
Will Tae tell bts?
Will you tell bts?