Being in the studio for long hours is just amazing. Making new songs and just having fun with the boys is something that I can do forever, but there's one thing that I only can do today. I never got the chance to do it, but now I can. I'm scared to do it,but you should fight for what you want. And I want y/n. She is my best friend for years and I just get this feeling whenever I'm with her. Everyone sees it and I just want it to become reality.
I want to hold her hands, kiss her lips, hear her heartbeat when she lays her head on my chest. I just want to hear her voice saying babe to me, but I just have to find the courage and the strength to say it to her. I just need to say it. I can't take it anymore.
"Shawn? What's wrong..."
I noticed that I stopped playing the guitar. Everyone looked at me and I was just the one who was overthinking, not anymore. I got up and walked to the door.
"Shawn, where are you going?"
"I'm gonna make my move."
I opened the door and walked to my car. I got in and drove to her house. When I arrived there, I saw the car of her ex standing right next to her car. I got out and walked to her door and knocked. She opened it, but I noticed the red, puffy eyes. She cried.
"Hey Shawn! Come in."
She let me in and came eye to eye with the boy who broke her heart.
"What'ya doing here, Mendes?"
"None of your business, Smithy!"
I looked back at y/n and saw her looking at the ground. She is thinking about what to say.
"John, I think that you better leave now."
I looked at him and saw him leaving. I heard his car and then he left.
"Thank you for coming Shawn, but what are you doing here?"
"I have to tell you something very important."
I walked over to her and sat right next to her. Her beautiful, blue eyes were looking at me.
"What do you need to say?"
"I know that we have this amazing friendship, but I have this feeling now and I just need to know that you have the same feeling."
"What do you mean, Shawn?"
"I love you, y/n. I love you so much that it kills me."
Her eyes has the spark again. The spark that she had before she dated that douche Smithy. She looked at me and this was my opportunity.
I smashed my lips onto hers ans she kissed back. I never thought that this actually would happen. I only saw it in my imagination. She pulled back and smiled.
'I love you too.'