i'm not allowed to eat.
i'm not allowed to think.
i'm not allowed to breath
smile
live.
i'm not allowed to eat.
i'm too fat anyway,
the black i always wear hides the extra.
hides what i need to get rid of.
i don't eat today, tomorrow.
i feed on yesterday.
my stomach devours itself
and my mind grows on the pain,
i don't learn from yesterday.
i use it.
it's the only thing i have left.