"I just want it to show
I just wanna stop and let people know
But I don't wanna make people mad
I don't want everyone to know I'm still sad
So I'm torn
And now my heart is breaking
And my hands are shaking
And it's only four a.m
My tears start to turn black
And not the type that has pretty sparkles that bedazzle your pillow and your face
Making you look like a fairy
And giving you a confident feeling
No these tears were as black as night
And they poured from my eyes with no end
Crying for my heart
Crying for my soul
And all the pain I can feel for others
Don't you see?
I can never do anything right
Don't you see?
Even if I try to sleep
I can't
Cause I end up sinking to deep
Until I can't resurface
And I drown
And now my eyes are different colour reds
No honey it's not from meds
It's cause of the black tears I've cried
My cheeks are also stained
And my heart is pained
Don't you see?
It'll always be this way
Even if people say it'll be okay
It won't
And if you think so, then when?
Cause its not today."
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Thank y'all for the positive support it makes my day, honestly you should hear how I freak out to my friends😂
Anyway, keep doing you boo🤗
Love, your very own broken girl💜
Midnight wonders
By thatloserrae
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