Updates/Random Things On Me

Feeling

Hi guys so I feel like a piece of shit now. My aunt got mad at me and my cousins for spending too much money for food. Heh I guess when I get happy and come out of my shell bad things happen to me. Heh no wonder I feel so damn useless right now. I can't do anything right. I didn't earn the love I just asked for it. No wonder my family hates me. Sure they act like they love me but when they see the real me they'll turn away. I want to cry and die but can't since I have to take care of my brother.  I have to be strong, but I don't think my dam will last.