As the blade went deeper, your mind went clearer. As the blood comes out, you became drunk with peacefulness. You aren't sober anymore and it's what you've been craving for.
It's the kind of high you're up to. It's the kind of orgasm you're getting off to. It hurts. It does. But it's all worth it when you don't remember how awful your life has been when everyone said it isn't. When you don't remember how no one loves you when everyone said they do.
Because the blade and the blood and the pain is the only real thing in your world full of lies.
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