Did you know...
how I felt when the doctors told me you were dead? Why didn't you tell me you had cancer? We could have stopped it. Why did you hurt me that much? Why did you leave me? And why did you take my sense in life with you?
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I'm sorry... I'm really sorry! You have to forgive me, but there was no other option..
I experienced in our past lives that everytime I told you I have cancer you weren't happy anymore. You were depressed till I died and then you killed yourself before I could send you the notes. So I decided on not telling you.
And yes, I have cancer in all my lives. That's the price for all the memories. It's pain and I don't want you to ever experience that... I got used to it, but you won't. Trust me.