Did you know...
when I said that we shouldn't see each other anymore I actually wanted to say "Stay with me, I need help! I need you!"? It seemed like you knew since you didn't leave me.
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Yes I knew... but it still hurt..
I stayed with you, not just for you but also for me... call me selfish but I just couldn't bear the thought of leaving you. Even if you really wanted me to leave I would never have done that. I'd do everything for you, but nothing that contains the separation of us! My whole life is around you and without you my life... will end, immediately, with no going back... there wouldn't be a next life anymore...