"못 잊게 행복했던 어린 날의 나도, 안녕 모두 안녕"
dear hayoon,
i hope you don't call me a creep, but after school, i saw you and bambam walking together, and i decided to follow. it wasn't really my intention to meddle into your businesses, but i wanted to see if he was treating you well. i wanted to know if he's making you happy, and you somehow did. he kept on telling stories too. you two seemed to get along really well, in which i wasn't sure if a good or bad thing for me.
i miss walking you home. i miss how we had millions of questions to each other even if we talk everyday. i miss being the reason of your smile. i miss you a lot, and it saddens me that i can't do anything about it. it seemed like you don't need me anymore.
the both of you stopped when you reached the front of your gate. you smiled at him, saying your goodbye, but he held you hands instead.
"i like you." i still remember how those words came out of his mouth, leaving you speechless.
i released a deep sigh. looking down at my feet, and silently turning away.
i shouldn't have followed you in the first place.
love,
jungkook