(mother talking)
Go away!
+(Mother talking)
(Sobs)
It's dots. Read it. Read it out loud. I want to hear it out loud so I know it's real.
(Mother speaking)
(Chokes on a sob)
(Crosses arms)
I don't wanna buy love! I wish that you could be inside my body, for one minute, to see what it's like to be me! It's like when I had taburkulosis! (Spell check me on that pls)
And you cut me out to the Utah desert! And there was nothing but dry, open space for hundreds of miles around us. (Inhales sharply) That is what is inside of me. (Inhales sharply) those girls, were a cool stream of glacier water.....my heart..bloomed as they nuerished it.....and now it's all gone. There is nothing left..but the dust....and the scorpions inside of me.......I was never destined to feel love..............
The desert knows no mercy. (Snifs) any seed you try to plant out there dies. (Snifs) I must except this emptiness...As a blessing...not a curse. (Snifs) I know why I was put here mother. My purpose is to bring death....