DRENCHED.
I was really stunned about the revelation.Gahhd imagine yung dalawang taong kinaiinisan ko nagsama sa iisang bahay at kailangan ko pa silang pakisamahan?Psh.
So Josh pala yung pangalan nya.Josh Hernandez.Yung lalaking nakatama sakin ng bola.And for effin's sake sya lang naman yung kukuha ng video samin ni Daryll.For short Camera Man sya namin.
"Conceited are you even paying attention?"
Conceited?Duh?I'm not.
"Err....will you please drop the conceited thingy!" I scoffed.
Nakakaasar.Hindi ako conceited sadyang sinasabi ko lang ang katotohanang maganda ako.
He just smirked.I hate this man.Really.
"Bahala ka sa buhay mo conceited.Ang sinasabi ko lang sa studio tayo gagawa ng cover natin.Si Josh ang magmamanage---"
"Bat sya pa?Marami namang iba dyan eh!" Bat ba yung lalaking yun pa?pwedeng ako na lang yung magmanage eh.
"Sino ba?Ikaw?Singer ka nga diba?Utak naman conceited.Tsk" Aray ah.Makasabing utak.May utak naman ako kaso minsan lang gumana. Pero I'm smart.And beautiful.Haha
"Nadala mo ba yung Camera mo tapos tripod?" Josh asked.Di ko sya sinagot.Though pinatawad ko na sya naasar pa din ako.
Narinig ko naman yung sinabi nya na 'pastrong tss' .Edi wow.
Kinuha ko yung bag ko saka nilabas yung tripod.Nasa center table naman yung camera na Nikon.
"Here.Dinala ko na yung pinapapadala mo Mr. Huffy" I stretched my arms at binigay yung gamit kay Daryll panget.
"Good.Anong kanta natin?" tanong nya.
"Fine by Taeyeon"
"Ayokong Korean"
"English eh?" I said.
Tumango naman sya. "Studio" he simply said at tumayo na.Heading to the studio.Naiwan kaming dalawa ni Josh sa Sala.I eyed him and do the 'blehh' thingy.Hahaha I'm so childish.
Inirapan ko ito ulit.Haha nakakaasar mukha nya eh.Tumayo na ko nung nagbabalak syang magsalita at saka sumunod kay Mr. Huffy.
"Hintay Mr. Huffy!" sigaw ko saka hinila yung kamay nya.
"Wait lang naman!Ang bilis mo maglakad mamaya nyan tinakasan mo na pala ako." sabi ko.What I mean is,baka takasan nya ko at ako na lang ang gagawa ng proj.Di ako papayag dun no.
He looked at me with the decisive look. I raised my eyebrow.Napatigil kami sa paglakad.
"My hand" Napatingin naman ako sa kamay nya na hawak ko.Anong meron sa kamay nya?Di naman madumi ah.
"What?" I asked. "Get off your hand onto mine" utos nya.Napatingin ulit ako sa kamay nya at ng marealize ko na hawak ko nga ang kamay nya ay binitawan ko yun.Luh? Ano yun?Bat parang bumilis yung tibok ng puso ko?Hoooh! Siguro nadala lang ako.
"Sorry" sabi ko tapos yumuko.Lumakad na ulit sya at sumunod naman ako.Naramdaman ko naman na may sumabay sakin sa paglakad.Josh.
"You're blushing little girl" he whisper.Medyo nakikit naman ako kasi malapit sa tenga ko sya bumulong. Little?Ako?Eh ako nga yata mas matanda dito eh.
"Excuse me anong maliit?Kabata bata mo pa ganyan ka!Umayos ka nga!" pagsusuway ko sakanya.
"Hindi naman halata na bata ako kesa sayo.Matangkad ako,pandak ka.Plus the fact na payat ka pa" he said while grinning.Argh!He is teasing me.
"I hate you!" I exclaimed.
"Yeah whatever" sabi nya pa.At nauna ng naglakad.
Inaayos ni Josh yung set up.Ang cool ng studio room nila may Audio Interface pa.Kompleto naman sila sa kagamitan.Kung di ko lang kilala to si Daryll baka isipin kong Singer pa to.
"Napag aralan mo na ba Mr. Huffy yung Fine?"
"Alam ko yun.Fanboy ako ni Taeyeon pero di yung avid yung tama lang." I nodded.Okay pake ko naman.
"So guys start na tayo ah?Unang kakanta si Baby Girl.Sunod si Kuya.Okay 1 2 3"
then nagsimula na yung intro ng kanta.Pinakinggan ko lang yung tugtug sa headphone na suot ko.
~~~
My true feelings
On a torn paper
Are getting clear Somethin' bout you~~
Yeah You look like me but different somehow
I wonder if you feel the way as I do
There's no hope but I expect it
After a day, a month and a year,
We would live different lives
Tiningnan ko si Daryll sa mata.Not recognizing that he is looking at me too.Ang mata nyang nakakaakit.Nakakatangay.
No I'm not
I don't think it'll be easy for me
You still fill my days
No not yet
I'm repeating like a fool
I can't hold the words lingering on my lips
It's not fine
Ah- Ah- Ah- Ah-
It's not fine
Sabay naming kanta sa chorus.
Tying my hair back,
I'm cleaning the mess in my room
I'm looking for Somethin' new
Sometimes I just move
Feeling like I can't handle it
Or like I have to do something
After a day, a month, and a year, by then
I thought I could recall it with a smile
He sang his part.
No I'm not
I don't think it'll be easy for me
You still fill my days
No not yet
I'm repeating like a fool
I can't hold the words lingering on my lips
It's not fine
Ah- Ah- Ah- Ah-
It's not fine
Tinititigan ko lang sya habang iniistrum nya yung gitara nya.He's almost perfect.Jaw dropping pero bat ganun?di ako naattract sakanya?Oo gwapo sya pero bat wala?Wala man lang akong maramdaman?High standard ba ang habol ko?Aww.He looked at my while strumming.He humm and his voice was husky.Paos pero maganda.Nakakalunod.
Meaningless jokes Small talks
I look fine in a crowd
I'm pretending to be fine with a smile on my face
I try not to think of the shadow called "you"
I can't help thinking of our last moment
The parting that "Take care" was all of it
Sa bawat bigkas nya sa lyriko ay damang dama. I held my headphone.Pinakainggan ang tugtug.Bat parang ang gaan ng pakiramdam ko ngayon.Why?
No not yet
The words I repeat like a fool
I can't hold the words lingering on my lips
It's not fine
Ah- Ah- Ah-
It's not fine
Ah- Ah- Ah-
It's not fine
I sang the last part.Then we both say Thankyou after we sang.
"Goodjob Kuya and baby girl!" sabi ni Josh.
Why does these boys liked to call me names?Huh?Tinapik ako ni Josh. He mouthed "Done!" to me.
Lumapit ako sakanta at kinurot ko si Josh sa tenga.
"Aahh!Ouch!Putcha masakit!" daing nya.
"Pag di ka pa tumigil kakatawag sakin nyan di lang pingot abot mo sakin.Humanda ka talaga!" pananakot ko.Di lang ako sanay sa mga tawag nila sakin.It's kinda weird.
"Ahh bitiw!" inabot nya yung kamay ko at pwersahang tinanggal yung kamay ko sa tenga nya.Pasalamat to matangkad eh!
"Hey you two.Please stop arguing inside my studio.Kung maghaharutan kayo get out!" irita nyang sabi.Bat iritado naman tong isang to?Sarap talagang pag untugin ng long magkapatid na to eh.
"Were not arguing nor naghaharutan.That is so nakakadiri!"
Lumabas na ko sa studio room nya.Argh!Parehas silang nakakaasar I wanna go home na!I am heading to the lobby when someone grab my wrist, as I face the one who grabbed my wrist.Josh.
"Ano na naman ba ang kailangan mo?" this boy is really an annoying person.
"Easy.Alam kong nabobored ka na.Let me tour you around.Busy din kasi si Kuya sa pag edit ng music video nyo." he said.Sounds great pero ayoko pa din.Gusto ko ng pinipilit.
"Ayoko" I quickly answered.Tapos tumalikod ulit hinila nya pa lalo yung kamay ko.
"I ain't accept any answers baby girl.Lemme tour you in our Garden" pagiinsist nya.Wala na din naman akong nagawa kundi magpahila sa kaniya.
Nasa labas kami ng bahay papuntang garden kuno nila.Tahimik lang ako habang naglalakad habang sya naman dada ng dada.I'm not listening tho.Am I bad?Not,right?.
"Hey nakikinig ka pa ba?" tanong nya.He stopped walking for a while at tumingin sakin.
"Close ba tayo?Hah?" tanong ko.
"Apparently Yes" napanganga ako sa sinabi nya. "As far as I know na pinatawad mo na ko.Nagpakilala na rin ako sayo.And you even talked to me earlier.We even have our little conversations.And now you are just walking here beside me.Now tell aren't we close?" he asked me.I looked at him with the SERIOUSLY?! look.He grin again for the second time.Naglakad ulit sya sumunod naman ako.
"You're impossible"
"No I'm not.Just stating the obvious baby girl.Oh!We're here!" he said.This boy is craz.Ayoko naaa-------Wow!Their garden is fuckin beautiful. Can you even imagine that there's a blue roses planted beside the gumamela flower?I ran towards the roses.Ang ganda sobra.I like blue pa naman.Not minding Josh and his freakin side.
"These roses can actually take my breath away.The view is so beautiful" I exclaimed in happiness.
"You liked it huh?" Josh asked.Sobra.Sino ba namang hindi?Ngayon pa lang ako nakakakita ng ganto.Usually red and white kasi nakikita ko.
"Di pa ba halata?"
He picked a rose.Then he gave it to me.
"Aanhin ko?"
"Save it.Prohibited ang paglipas into pero bibigyan kita ng isa.Lumabag ako sa sarili kong rule.Tanggapin mo isipin mo na lang na hindi na ulit kita bibigyan." he said kinuha ko naman agad yun.Sayang ng oppurtunity.He gave a genuine smile.Cute.
"Thanks"
Umikot pa kami at pumunta sa may gumamela.May mga nagtatanim pa nga na manggagawa meron ding nagdidilig.Lumapit ako kay kuyang nagdidilig.
"Pwedeng patry?" tanong ko tapos nagsmile.Nilingon nya naman ako at parang naestatwa.Haha ganyan nga maakit ka.Charr.Tumango naman sya at binigay yung hose.Diniligan ko naman yung halaman.
"Lumago pa kayo halaman ah!" sabi ko sa halaman.Natawa ako sa sarili ko para akong tanga kausapin daw ba ang halaman haha.I heared Josh chuckled.Naramdaman ko namang lumapit sya sakin pero di ko sya inintindi.Bahala sya dyan.Naamazed lang ako sa view pero di sa kanya.Bleh.
"Muntanga baby girl hahaha.Give it back to manong roger.Sya na bahala dyan" he commanded pero instead na sundin ko sya ay nagdilig pa din ako.He hold my wrist and grip it lightly.I faced him.
"Ano ba-----"
wossshhh.
I'm shocked nung nabasa ko sya.Hawak ko pa pala yung hose.Nawala sa isip ko.Ghadd ano bang tumatakbo sa isip mo ngayon Faunne?Nabitawan ko naman agad yung hose.Wet.Basang basa sya.
"Sorry!Di ko sinasadya!Uy a-ano aish pano ba to?Sorry na" taranta kong sabi.
"Look at my shirt?Its all drenched now." he looked at me intensely.Nakakatunaw. "H-huh?" painosente kong tanong. "Akala mo ba papayag akong ako lang ang basa?" tanong nya lumuhod sya sa harap ko.Pagkatayo na pagkatayo nya pa lang,halos di ako makagalaw sa sobrang lamig ng tubig na tumama sa katawan ko.
What the hell?! "Wahhh!" I shouted.Humangin pa.Breezy.Ang lamig fuck.I eyed him.Wahhhh!Nakakaasar na talaga tong isang to.Tumakbo sya sa may mga halaman at dun exact na tumayo sya sa may blue roses and I found out that there's a hose.Gotcha Jerk!
I ran toward the hose and get it.I positioned myself.Humanda ka sakin ngayon Josh!Bwahaha.
Binuksan ko yung gripo. He look tense.Pero wala,di yan eepekto sakin.Lumapit pa ko ng konti sakanya at binasa sya.I thought tatakbo sya pero hindi hinarang nya pa nga yung kamay nya sa may tubig eh.Binaba ko yung hose leaving it open.
Sa una mukhang galit sya pero kumalma naman sya.
"Fucked.Those rose might lose their color.Yahhh workers try to fix these!" He shouted.Tiningnan ko yung likod nya.I mean,the back part.Napafrown ako.Kasalanan ko na naman.Bakit?Eh kasi naman akala ko blue talaga yung mga rose yun pala white dyed roses lang pala sila.
"Hey,don't frown baby girl.It's no big deal.Those were just dyed roses." sabi nya naman at pinat yung ulo ko. "Aren't you mad at me, are you?" I asked him.Still looking "Ofcourse not, Faunne."
My eyebrow arc. "How'd you know my name?" .He hissed "Argh!You forgot it already?My brother introduced you to me" I frowned again of what he answered.Wala naman talaga akong tanda na pinakilala ako sakanya ni Mr. Huffy eh.He held my hand I looked at him "Why?"
"You're all drenched.You need to dress up.Baka magkasakit ka pa ako----not me.Baka si Kuya pa ang sisihin ng pamilya mo"
"Bat sya?Though you know yourself that you're the one who caused it"
"Who knows?" he chuckled.Binatukan ko nga. "Why all of a sudden ang bait mo yata sakin?" I asked him.Walking back to their house. "I just wanna befriend with you" he then look at me.I smile with the thought.
"Hey don't giggle.Kinikilig ka ba dahil sakin?"
"Duh?Ang ganto kagandang babae,kikiligin sayo?Oh that will never happen Josh" I said.He looked at me like asking me 'REALLY?!' I just laugh.
"Na michoseo" he said.I heard it right. "Eh?" I asked. "I said your beautiful.REALLY." He said. I face him and gave him death glare "Was that a compliment or an offense?" pero imbes na sagutin nya ko ay inakbayan nya lang ako.
"You're really........." May binulong pa sya kaso di ko na narinig.Muntanga din to eh.Same as me tho.
I got dressed up.I used Josh's polo and for pete's sake I used his boxer short.......na hindi pa gamit.Thankgod at di naman nabasa yung undies ko except sa bra ko na binlower ko na lang kanina.Imagine may hair dryer.Tss vain din to eh.Like me.
"Sorry for the inconvenience" sabi ko kay Josh.Pasakay na kami sa sasakyan ni Daryll panget.And god knows na magdadalawang oras na nya kong di pinapansin.
Josh chuckled. "You seems to be happy Josh" Daryll panget scoffed.
"Yah don't care brother.Tsaka no probs ba--" he stopped.I give him a glare. "Faunne.Hahaha so yun nga wag mo na ibalik polo ko.Bye" tumango namna ako bilang sagot.
"Hi five" I raised my hand.He just looked at it. "Just one" I said.When he is about to give me a hi five I put down my hand. "Too slow" I answered.
Tumawa naman ako.Hahahahahahaha that was really fun.Try it to your friends guys.
"Hop in Ms. Conceited.Baka gabihin tayo sa daan.And Josh,umuwi ka na sa unit mo." He said.Pumasok naman ako sa sasakyan.Tiningnan ko si Josh tapos nagwave ako ng hand.
Umandar naman yung sasakyan pero nung nasa labas na huminto sya sa pagdrive "Why stop?" I asked him.
"Seatbelt mo" sabi nya.Uh,right my seatbelt.I tried to buckle it pero di ko kaya nahihirapan ako.
"It can't" sagot ko.He lean on me pero di naman nagkadikit yung katawan namin.He buckled my seatbelt. "Thanks" I said.
The ride took almost 25 minutes or such.Sobrang bilis lang ng byahe.Tahimik lang naman ako kanina sa byahe kaya wala naman kaming napagusapan.Bumaba na ko sa kotse nung nasa harap na kami ng bahay.Di man lang ako tinulungan sa pag bukas ng pinto.Argh!Ungentleman as ever.
"Pasa mo na lang kay Sir yung AVP natin..." sabi ko tapos tumalikod.Bago pa man ako makapasok sa gate tinawag nya ko.
"Miss Conceited!" nilingon ko sya.Problema ng isang to?
"Oh?"
"I don't like you for my brother" he said straight forward.Duh?Asa naman syang magugustuhan ko yun.
"As if I like your brother.Never." I answered.
Pumasok na ko sa loob.Eww. Asa naman talaga sya. May Clyde pa ko...Aish.Bat ba Clyde din pangalan ni Kuya?Naf-frustrate tuloy ako.Hayy.