===TRIGGER WARNING===
-Self harm
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Jungkook POV
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Taehyung had gone back to his hotel, after dropping me off at my house. I looked around, it looked just like it had been before I was taken away.
It had only been about a week, but I kept remembering everything that had happened.
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Flashback
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I cry, but no one comes. I was sitting there and praying for Taehyung to come back and get me soon.
The hybrid had tightened the chains around my wrists and my arms were in awkward positions, I couldn't even sleep away the pain I was in.
Every time I was about to fall asleep, a tiger would bite me awake, they wouldn't let me sleep.
The bites would get worse and worse every time, until one of them bit me so hard their teeth grazed my bone.
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End of Flashback
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I look at the massive bite mark scar, my bone still hurt from where the teeth grazed my bone, leaving me with a small bone bruise.
I looked at my legs, they were completely scared, some will never fade away. Memories kept haunting me.
I fell back on my couch and tried to block everything out, but it just wouldn't go away.
"Who's coming to save you?"
"N-no one."
"Who?"
"NO ONE!"
"I'm just making sure you die slowly, and painfully."
"Why?"
"So you can feel every single cut I give you, every single little bit of poison I drip into your mouth, every single kick, every single slap or punch and every single bruise."
"I want to hear you scream for mercy while I let all the tigers bite into your skin, not caring about any damage."
"These will be the worst last days of your life."
I scream, her voice haunting me. I get up, running up to my bedroom, into my bathroom. I open a draw, throwing things everywhere until I find a razor.
I throw off the safety plastic, almost breaking the razor. I dig it into my arm, I take it out and slice my wrists, both of them, then down to my legs, slicing and dicing.
I continue until I can barley hear the wicked hybrid's voice anymore. I breath a sigh of relief, it felt so reliving.
I throw away the blood stained razor. I look at myself, I was now covered in blood, it was staining my skin, droplets make the white floor turn red. My white, already blood-stained shirt had new blood on it.
I take off my clothes, and turn on the shower.
In the shower I try and wash off most of the blood, as hard as I could. The water turned red, I felt my chest tighten and tears started to well up in my eyes. It felt so good and so bad, the sting from the water.
At least I couldn't hear the hybrid's haunting voice in my head anymore. I stop the water after the water stops turning red.
I get out and get ready for bed. I pick up my phone.
I had a few messages from the group chat.
Tae:
Kookie
Kookie
Kookie
Kookie
Kookie
Kookie
Savage:
Did you really have to send that in the group chat?
Tae:
You can put it on silent
Savage:
But what if someone actually says something important?
Chim:
I guess you won't know
Eomma:
Don't make me personally go to each of your rooms and take your phones
Destroyer:
You wouldn't do that
Eomma:
Better hide your phone, I'm coming
Tae:
(voice message): "What? You can't take my phone, I'm a grown man!"
"I told you to hide it."
"HEY! Give me it back!"
"GO TO SLEEP!"
"Why do I date you?"
"Cause you love me, goodnight, also, I warned you."
"Yeah, yeah, fuck you."
"I know you want to, bye!"
"JIN WHAT THE FUCK?!"
Me:
Yeah Tae?
Tae:
KOOKIE!
Me:
Yes?
You wanted me
Eomma:
Tae
I'm coming for your phone next
Tae:
Goodnight Kookie, Imma hide my phone now
Kookie:
Night?
I giggle at how much of a mum Seokjin is. I took a glance down at my wrists, they were now red.
I sighed, how was everyone going to take this? How would I even start? I sigh and put my phone on charge, I would worry about this tomorrow.
I get under the covers and slowly drift off to sleep.
I wake up to the sound of someone calling me, I check the ID, it was Tae.
"Hey Tae."
"Hey Kookie, can you please open the door?"
"Sure, lemme just get up."
"Did I wake you up?"
"Sorta."
"Haha, sorry!"
I ended the call, quickly splash some water over my face, and change my clothes, into something with longer sleeves.
I run downstairs and get the door for Taehyung. He wraps me in a hug as soon as I open the door.
"YA! Hyung!" I say, falling back from the impact.
"Sorry Kookie, I've just missed you," Taehyung gets off me.
"I better watch out if I go back to South Africa," I giggle, Taehyung holds out a hand, I grab it.
His fingers brush against the ragged cut skin.
Taehyung gets me up then tilts his head, he looks down at my wrists, pulling my sleeve up before I could pull away.
"K-Kookie!" He stutters, "are they back already?" He asked, his voice now filled with concern.
I look down at what he was looking at, real smooth Jeon.
"No... No not at all..." I didn't want to tell him that I had done it to myself, to block out the voices.
"Jungkook," the way he said my full name made me want to turn around and hide.
"Y-Yes Taehyung?" I stutter, kicking myself.
"Jeon Jungkook, what have you done?" Taehyung asked, pulling me into a hug. "Why have you done this, it's over now," he sobbed.
I pushed him off, "NO! IT'S NOT OVER!" I was getting angry from his comment. "THE WAR IS STILL GOING IN MY HEAD AND I CAN'T SILENCE THE VOICES! THIS IS THE ONLY WAY!" I scream, point at the cuts.
"Jungkook, you don't have to do this," Taehyung said, getting a little closer.
"NO! TAEHYUNG YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS LIKE! WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO COME FOR ME! I had 120 volts of electricity run through my body, I am NOT okay!" I scream.
Taehyung tries to hug me, I push him away, turn and run.
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The new Jurassic World movie sucks.
All I have to comment.
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28.06.2018
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