Listen to these orders,
obey them, my weaknesses
must die.
Break my heart.
Tear me apart.
Burn into me, confidence.
Make me want to run
into the distance.
Hurt me, I give you
permission to.
Just stand there
and do nothing.
Stand during my screams,
my pains, my crushed
dreams.
In fact, just laugh,
mock me.
Lock me in with
the nightmares
and demons.
Help me become
an ice queen,
able to bear anything
that comes her way.
~