Calvie Pov's
After kong narinig nag-usap yung dalawa si Shane at yung bestfriend nya,Saka ko lang naintindihan ang lahat.
Fuck you Shawn! How can you even do such thing! Pinaubaya ko sayo si Shane pero anong ginawa mo sakanya?!
Tinitigan ko sa tabi ko si Shane.
Mukha syang balisa.Parang gulung gulo sya?
And suddenly nagpaalam sya.
" Ahm excuse me." sambit nya at saka naglakad.
" Fuck saan pupunta yung mga yun?" sambit ni Tristan.
" Hahaha! LQ ata pare!" sambit ni Louie.
" Stop it Louie!"saway ni Hansel.
Hindi naman ako mapakali kasi ilang minuto na yung nakalilipas eh di pa rin nakakabalik si Shane.
" I have to go." sambit ko habang tumatayo.
" Woah,pati ka ba naman?! Oh C'mon?' sambit ni Tristan pero di ko pinansin at naglakad nalang.
Palingon lingon ako sa paligid pero wala si Shane.
Papunta na ako sa garden nang biglang..
* Booogsh*
May nakabangga sakin at tumumba.
O_O
And it was Shane.
Umupo ako ng bahagya and saw her crying.
" Sh----shane?" tanong ko.
At tumingin sya.
" Calvie." at tumayo sya ng bahagya at bigla akong niyakap.
O_O
" I saw--- I saw *hiks* Shantal *hiks* and Shawn.Ansakit sakit."
At that time, I don't even know kung masasaktan ako kasi nasasaktan sya.I know, I've been through this nang malaman kong sila ni Shawn.But it hurts,seeing her like this.I may be not the one she'll love but I can be the one, she can hug or run when everythings fall apart.
" Ssssssh." pagpapatahan ko sakanya habang hinihimas yung likod nya.
" I--- I'm sorry Calvie.If could just love you back.But my heart is stupid.It keeps on loving someone that I know who can't love me back"
" I--- It's okay." then I hug her tighter.
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Shawn Povs.
I left.
Pumunta ako sa garden para magpahangin.Masyadong naging magulo ang lahat.I need some air.
But unfortunately,Shantal came.
" I---I'm sorry Shawn." I heard her at my back.So I faced her.
O_O then she hug me tightly.
Fck.She irritates me and at the same time,she flattereds my heart.
Yung parang bato sa dibdib ko,nagmelt down.
Bakit parang lumalambot ako?
I hate the feeling of this.
I can't even protest to stop her from hugging me.Because somehow,I want it so bad.
I let her hug me without hugging her back.
Then biglang nagflashback ang lahat.
She left me.I beg her but she didn't listen and chose to left me all alone.
At bigla kong naitulak sya papalayo na dahilan para bumagsak sya sa damo.
" Sh----shawn." sambit nya habang nakasubsob sa damo.
" I'm sorry.I can't forgive you." Then I left.
Papalabas na ako ng garden nang makaaninag ako ng tao.
Malayo sila sakin.Pero sapat na para makilala ko sila.
O_O
Calvie?
Shane?
Fuck anong ginagawa nila?
They're hugging each other.
What the heck?! That bastard.
I look at them.And
suddenly parang di nanaman ako makahinga dahil parang may mga bato sa dibdib ko nanaman.
Anu nanaman ba to? Bakit parang sumisikip ang dibdib mo.
Oh fck.I don't even care.It's just a fake relationship.And I won't even care.
Patuloy kong kinukumbinsi ang sarili ko na ayos pang ang lahat.
Pero ano tong nararamdaman ko? Bakit parang sumisikip ang dibdib ko? Hindi ako makahinga.
So I decided to walk away.
Ayoko na silang masdan ulit dahil di ako makahinga pag minamasdan ko sila.
I decided to go back to the table.And I pretended na walang nangyari.
" Oh,what happened?" sambit ni Hansel.Pero di ako sumagot.
" Saan ka galing? At asan na si Shane? Parang hinahanap ka kanina?"
" Wala.Nagpahangin." sagot ko nalang.
What? Hinanap nya ako? Tss.Bakit pa? Andyan naman si Calvie.
SHANE POVS
Matapos ako mahimasmasan.Ay inaya ko nang bumalik sa table si Calvie.At umayon naman sya.
I can' t even believe how this guy treat me like this.His too kind to me after what happen.I hurt his feelings, and now he's acting like he really care for me.
How stupid I am.To love someone who wouldn't love me at all.Yeah after I saw Shantal and Shawn It made me realize something.I'm already falling for Shawn and he can't catch me at all coz he's still holding back Shantal.
At di ko napansin na andito na pala kami sa tapat ng table.
" Hey! Bakit kayo magkasama?" sambit ni Louie na may ngiting mapanloko.
And to my surprise,biglang lumingon samin si Shawn.
So he's already back.I guess thet already finished their business.
He looks cold at me.And then I sit beside him.
Sina Tristan Louie at Kuya with their partners well except for Mimi are having fun.Tahimik lang kami nina Shawn.
Wala sa aming kumikibo.
Then biglang nagkayayaan magsayawan.
" Hey bro! C'mon were having fun here.!" sambit ni Tristan.
" Oh guys get your partners! The dj will play romantic dance." excited na sambit ni Louie.
Hindi kami kumibo but instead nanahimik lang sa isang tabi.And then suddenly,lumapot si Tita Elizabeth.
" Oh,why you guys not joining them? Is there a problem?"tanong samin ni Tita.
" Ahh No Tita.It's just that shy type kasi po kami." sagot ko nalang.
" Oh c'mon guys,Have fun wag na kayo mahiya.Di na din kayo iba saamin." sambit nya.
Lumingon ako kay Mimi na salo salo ang baba nya.She looks bored.Pano ba naman si Kuya di man lang sya yinayaya mag sweet.
At narinig ko sila Tristan na pinipilit si Kuya isayaw si Mimi.
" Hansel isayaw mo naman yung date mo!" sambit ni Tristan sabay tulak kay Kuya.
" Oo nga naman! Dadala ka ng partner tapos iiwan mo lang sya sa isang tabi? How rude." Pagbibiro ni Louie at tinutulak din si Kuya.
" Tigilan nyo nga ako!" sambit ni Kuya habang nakarating na si Kuya sa tapat ni Mimi.
" Oh ano bakit di ka dyan makapagsalita?" sambit ni Tristan.
" Oh c'mon bro! Ano ka gay?"pagbibiro ni Louie.
" Fine." sambit ni Kuya at hinila bigla si Mimi doon sa dance flloor.I saw Mimi na parang nahihiya at the same time kinikilig.
I suddenly I found myself smiling.
" Ano nginingiti-ngiti mo dyan?"Out of the blue na sambit ni Shawn.Saka ko lang napansin na umalis na si Tita kasama si Calvie at nagsasayaw sila.
" Wa-wala." at napayuko ako.
I sighed-
When suddenly he grabs my hand papunta sa dance floor.
Parang tanga ako doon na nakatayo sa harap nya sa may dance floor.
" What are you looking at?" sambit nya habang nilagay nya yunf kamay ko sa shoulders nya and hold my waist.
Saka ko lang napagtanto na isasayaw pala ako ng gago.
Now playing: One Heart Missing by Nikki Flores
http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=dJB2KbxC3ow
Everything feels like a little strange
The sunrise doesn't look the same
Watching my perfect world start caving in.I'm having trouble walking around.Can't tell the difference from up and down.And gravity kept pulling me away from you
Every world feels like a bullet now.
Theres no one the catch my fall.
I looked at his eyes straight.He looks cold at me.Oh god,Why are you doing this to me Shawn? Bakit ako nasasaktan ng ganito? My mind says to stay away from you but my heart keep telling, It's okay I'm fine being hurt, I just wanna be with you.
..So tell me how is it supposed to end.Cause I've got this empty space inside of me.Where I let you in.I can't hear the sound of it beating.It's so hard breathing I need to believe in love.So tell me how is it supposed to end?
With one heart missing.
..Why am I to dumb to fall for this guy infront of me? When all he can do is to irritates me (sometimes)
And hurt me right now.He murdered my heart. -Sighed-
The music continues to play.I kept looking at his eyes when suddenly nilapit nya yung mukha nya sakin.I can smell his breath.I closed my eyes with the thought he'll kiss me.
But that's what I thought.He stop dancing and left me then go back to our table.
I was left standing there.
I don't how would I feel?
I'm embarassed with the thought na hahalikan nya ako.Or disappointment dahik umasa ako.
My days feel like a hundred years
I'm so numb I can't feel my fears.
Everyone keeps on telling me,that this will pass.Now I'm stuck.Stuck here in the lost and found
Theres no one there to hear my call.
So I also decided to go back to our seats.
" Yeah,That was fun!" sambit ni Tristan.Habang lahat kami ay nasa garadge na.
" Hey Bestie! Kanina ka pa dyan balisa? Ano iniisip mo?"bulong sakin ni Mimi.
" Ahh wa-wala.Pagod lang ako." tugon ko.
Papasok na ako sa Kotse ni Kuya nang hapitin ako sa bewang ni Shawn.Dahilan para titigan nila ako.
Napansin kong andun si Shantal.Psh If I know baka ginawa nya lang yun para pagselosin si Shantal.Pero bakit pa? Akala ko ba okay na sila?
" Saan ka pupunta?" tanong nya sakin habang binubuksan yung pinto at binitiwan na ako.
" Ahm sa-sasabay nalang ako kay Kuya." sambit ko habang nakayuko.
" Sabay ka sakin." walang anuman na sabi nya at pumasok na sa kotse.
" Huh?" yun na lang nasabi ko at bigla syang nagsalita mula sa loob ng kotse.
" You heard it right?" then di na ako nag-atubili at pumasok at umupo beside the driver seat.
Papaandar na nang kumaway sina Mimi,Tristan,Louie and their partners samin.Si Capvie naman bigla nalang nawala.
" Babye!" sambit nila tapos kumaway naman ako
Nasa loob kami ng kotse pero wala sa aming umimik ni isa hanggang sa makarating na kami sa tapat ng bahay.
Bumaba na sya at pinagbuksan pa ako ng pinto.
Pagkabukad nya ng pinto ay lumabas na din ako ng kotse.Papasok na sana sya ng kotse nang bigla ko syang tinawag.
" Shawn!" tapos lumingon sya sakin na naka-kunot noo.
Tapos lumapit ako sakanya,
and kissed his cheecks
"Thanks." tapos parang nagulat sya sa ginawa ko at nabato sa kinatatayuan nya.Kahit nga rin ako nabigla sa ginawa ko.But I dont regret it at all.Natauhan lang sya nang may bumusina sa likod ng kotse nya.And I was kuya.Kuya opened the window of his car and shouted.
" Hey Bro! ^_^" sambit ni Kuya tapos lumingon si Shawn.
" Oh hey! Gotta go." tapos pumasok na si Shawn sa kotse nya at pinaharurot yung kotse nya.
Damn.It feels good to kissed someone you love.
At the end of this day,I realized one thing.That I fall for a man like him.
Shawn Povs
Dang! I can't sleep.
She kissed me.
Yeah sa cheecks lang naman.And it's not I never been kissed by someone but it feels different.
Fck I just can't breath
This girl put some stone on my chest. <\\\\\\\\3
She's suffocating me. Damn it.
..So tell me how is it supposed to end.Cause I've got this empty space inside of me.Where I let you in.I can't hear the sound of it beating.It's so hard breathing.I beed to believe inlove
So tell me how is it supposed to end?
With one heart missing.,
To be continue..
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