[play the video para mas feel XD ]
Robbie's POV
tatlong taon na ang nakakalipas. Simula nuong huli ko siyang makita.
Hindi pa rin ako maka paniwalang wala na siya. Hindi ako nawalan ng pag-asang buhay pa siya Hindi ako nag-iisa sa paghahanap dahil na rito siya tinitulungan ako.
at ngayon naritoako upang binibisitasiya.....
.........inlovingmemoy....
..............YsabelleGo..........
August 4, 19**- December 12, 20**
"thank you for everything. you've shined on the darkest moments of my life. you've help me realized all the wrong doings I've done. I am so happy I've met you. I'm sorry because I've done you pain but you still served as my guardian angel. I'm sorry na Hindi kita nagabayan nung nagsusuffer ka. all you've done was help me find her." I couldn't help but cry remembering all those painful years.
1 taon akong nagiimbestiga sa paghahanap kay Mayumi. pero lagi na lang ako pinipigilan dahil may nakita na raw na bangkay. Pero hindi ito pinapakita sa amin dahil sa kagustuhan ng parents ni Mayumi, ni Hindi ko nga nakita ang parents ni Mayumi. tanging si Ysabelle lang ang naniniwalang Hindi pa patay si Mayumi. sina Naomi, Ashley at Maegan ay lumisan na sa bansa matapos ang insidenteng iyon. Hindi na raw nila kayang mabuhay sa lugar kung San nawala ang kanilang mahal na kaibigan, wala na akong balita sa kanila matapos ang incidenteng yun. ang Banda nila, wala na rin. maraming fans ang nagtataka hangang ngayon dahil sa isang iglap ay nawala na parang bula ang grupo.
Inimbestigahan ko rin ang gang ni Mayumi kaso nga lang pati ang mga detectives na nabayaran ko ay umaayaw sa pagtutuloy sa paghahanap. wala kami ni Ysabelle mahanap na ni isang pruweba. lahat ay laging nakokontra.
matapos ang 1 at kalahating taon, na confine si Ysabelle sa hospital. there's only 30% na mabubuhay siya dahil sa kanyang sakit puso. matagal na itong lumalala pero Hindi ito nagpapagamot dahil tinutulungan Niya akong maghanap ng mga pruwebang buhay si Mayumi.
>>flashback<<
"magpagaling ka na"- pangungumbinse ko Kay Ysabelle.
"ayaw kong manatili sa Hospital pa."-pagmamatigas niya.
"anTANGAKO! DAPAT HINDI NA LANG KITA HINAYAANG TULUNGAN AKO!" Hindi ko na natiis pa't sisihin ang sarili ko. She loved me too much and all I could give her was the love for a sister. I can't help being guilty about it. I can never repay her for all the kindness she's given.
"DONT BLAME YOURSELF! I should be the one thaking you. you've shown me life. staying in the hospital and waiting for me to live is just wanting to survive. I want to live life. and when I'm helping you find Mayumi is giving me life. I want to die happy." tears formulated in her eyes. but I couldn't sense pain but happiness instead.
"ysabelle...."
"thank you Robbie, for showingme the feeling of loving someone.... "
"I... I'm sorry"
"shhh. don't be... I know you love her and I've accepted that already. because I'm going to die anyway, I've experienced being loved by my family and I also love them... You've shown me how people could enternaly love someone, I only saw those things in my parents marrige but your love for her is like those things I've read about. I knew that I was going to die and I'm happy that I will die knowing that I've help someone find the person whom he loves... Only a few now a day experience that you know. thanks for being a friend. I know you'll find someone that will truly make you happy. be happy Robbie, don't close your heart"
>>end of flashback <<
ano ba ang nagawa Kong Mali at lahat na lang ay iiwanan ako. Bakit andaming nawawala dahil sa kahinan ko. Napangiti na lang ako sa sakit.
"don't worry Ysabelle marunong na akong lumaban. wala na ulit makakasakit sa mga taong mahalaga sa akin." biglang humangin ang paligid.
"salamat Ysabelle"
Shaira'sPOV
I'm a brat
I've been selfish
and I regret it.
flashback.....
3 YEARSAGO.....
"YOU'RE A DEVIL!"- I shouted on top of my lungs
"HAHAHAHA!" I heard jin laughing in the other line. I'm on Las Vegas. I paid him of to make sure Mayumi would really plot her revenge on that guy! I told him the story and all. but I never knew he's a gangster I didn't even knew Mayumi's one too. I didn't know that he used me in order to defeat Mayumi.
"DONT YOU DARE HURT ANYBODY! THATS NOT WHAT I'VE ASKED YOU TO DO! WHAT THE HELL!"
"I'm sorry princess but its something you dont handle. got to go. I'm off to hahahaha! hell." he ended the call.
I immediately called dad to book me. flight back to the Philippines to finally correct things.
*ringggggg...
I answerd the phone... it was just Monique calling.
"what do you want!" I boringly said
"you effin b*tch you told me if I'd look over Robbie I and my friend Ysabelle would be safe but what the hell! she got abducted!" she was the one I paid of to look after them.
"psh please. I'm fixing everything up.bye"
>>end of flashback<<
I was too late.
and now she's dead
I'm sorry Mayumi.
I want to pay for the things I've done but your parents just let me be. its killing me everyday. its more painful seeing them let me off with what I've done...
I want to die every single day I've lived but I Wont be forgiven if i'd die..
I'll have to suffer everyday, with every bit of my soul covered with guilt. with what I've done. Is this my payment? because its too painful that I'll have to endure.
Riley's POV
if only I told you everything.
if only I hadn't been selfish.
if only.....
you could have lived.
mayumi I miss you...
with you gone.... I don't know what to do. my conscience keeps on tormenting me....
+++ after three months +++
Robbie's POV
I went to her grave.
Ngayon na ang tamang pagkakataong tangaping wala na siya. Bago pa may masayang ulit na pagkakataon dahil sa pinagagagawa ko.
"hey, mayumi. I'm sorry for everything. if I was stronger before I could have helped you. if only......" namumuo na ang luha sa aking mata. " hindi ko pinairal ang aking pride, maybe i would have told you everything."
"I remember that gothic looking man before saying that you wanted to do revenge on me. well you've succeeded...
the greatest thing that hurt me is seeing you gone...."
I miss you Mayumi.......
I love you.....
*******
"once you've loved someone you will always love them......
its the degree that will change... but they will always remain in your heart."
*****
"nakahanda na ba ang lahat ng papeles at presentation?. kailangan nating maimpress ang Young corporation. " kinakabahan Kong tanong sa aking sekretarya.
"o-opo sir nakahanda na po ang lahat." nauutal niyang sagot. halatang takot siyang kausapin ako dahil sa stress at medyo mainit ang ulo ko ngayong araw.
sino ba namang Hindi kakabahan. ang aming companya ay napansin na rin ng Young Corporation. ang corporation na nag mamayari ng school ko dati. sa wakas ay makikita ko na rin ang kanilang pamilya. bihira lang kasi silang magpakita.
naalala ko tuloy si Mayumi.
naalala ko nung kaarawan nung anak nila'y napagkamalan Kong si Mayumi iyon. wala na nga rin masyadong balibalita tungkol sa anak Nila. akala ko nga'y ipapakita na nito ang kanyang mukha, nung kaarawan niya. Pero nawala siya na parang bula.
*boooooom
Mayumi
mayumi
mayumi
"Sir...Sir?" bumalik ako sa katinuan ng tinawag ulit ako ng sekretarya ko. napansin Kong nabali ko na Pala ang ballpen na hawak ko.
"bakit? ano pa ba ang kailangan mo?" iritado Kong sabi.
"ah. sir we recieved a call from the secretary of the Young Corporation. they moved the meeting; it would be held Tuesday next weekand the location, would be on their private beach resort in Subic, for their safety."
"OK. you may leave." nag bow lang ito at umalis.
*Bogshhhhh [door opens]
"hey! brothaaaaa!"
"ano nanaman bang kailangan mo dito, ate!" aishhh ang lakas talaga ng boses nito.
"sungit naman. sige ka tatanda ka niyan agad." pangaasar nito.
"spill it, I'm busy" walang gana Kong sabi. tumayo na ako at pinagaayos ang mga paples na dapat kong dadalhin. I have three days left to prepare.
"relax kanaman diyan brother dear. nandito Lang naman ako para ibigay to." sabay upo same couch sa office ko.
"ano naman to" napakunot lang ako ng nuo.
"may mata ka right basahin mo." hay kahit kailan talga di ito marunong umasta sa idad niya.
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napakunot ako ng nuo sa aking nabasa. I crumpled it immidately and threw it in the trashcan beside my desk.
"Robbie you have to move on. Your 23, your not getting younger. I thought you've already acepted that she's gone."
yes, she is......
but she will always remain inside
my heart.
and I've accepted it already that she's gone its just that I'm not prepared to make anyone occupy my heart just yet.
because each day that passes,
my heart continues missing her.
+++++++ end of chapter+++++
is it too short ???
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