Chapter 12
(Zayn’s POV)
Sitting in the hall with Liam and harry it was quite. All night all I heard coming from Harry's flat was screaming and crying and it wasn’t him and Sana having sex.
“Is Sana ok?” I asked cautiously.
“She’s still very upset but I got her to sleep last night.” Harry was distraught.
“She needs you harry.” Liam put his hand on Harry’s shoulder.
“Yeah and you have to be there for her. I mean we will all be there for her but she loves you.” I tried to be careful with the words I chose.
“I know I just can’t help but feel this is all my fault.” Harry kept his head down.
“It's not your fault harry.” I tried my best to comfort him.
“Yeah don’t beat yourself up about it.” Said Liam.
Harry looked down and I could tell he was really upset.
“Where’s Lou when we need him?” I mumbled.
“I’m right here boys...” I turned around and saw Louis standing in the doorway.
Louis walked in he didn’t look to happy either.
“Harry I have some bad news.” Louis didn’t look any of us in the eye.
“Oh god what now?!” harry was getting upset.
“Change in schedule… were gonna be going to Australia in 2 weeks instead of 1 month.” Louis looked afraid of how harry may react.
“Are you serious but Sana needs me right now!” harry started to raise his voice.
“Harry, just make the best of the time you have left with her” I said quietly.
“No you guys don’t understand her ex is a psycho all last night he was calling her and sending her death threats!” harry was yelling at each of us, and it was hurting Louis the most.
“What!?!” Liam, Louis, and I were shocked.
“Exactly! He already has a plane ticket reserved here sans isn’t safe right now guys this is serious” harry was so angry.
“Harry I don’t know what to say…” Louis spoke quietly.
“Yeah man like we have to work.” I was afraid I may have said the wrong thing.
“You know what screw you guys Louis and Liam get to have girlfriends and I find the one girl I love and it’s this big deal. None of you guys ever understand screw this tour I’m not going.” Harry was so loud nearly everyone in the U.K. could hear him.
Harry ran out of the room and we all knew he was about to cry. The room was silent. I had never seen harry so mad in my entire life.
“Guys we need to do something about Sana.” I was feeling so many different emotions.
“Maybe we can ask Paul if she can come with us…” Louis sat down next to Liam.
“But she’s only gonna be here for two months.” Liam looked unsettled.
“Well we can talk to her mom… figure something out.” Said Louis.
“I guess we could.” I mumbled.
“Come on guys Harry’s right… ever since we got into this band it’s been impossible for him to fall in love and it’s finally happened!” Liam stood up and started to pace back and forth.
“I’m gonna go talk to harry” Louis got up quickly.
“No not yet Lou let him be with her” I said as I put my hand on Louis shoulder.
I felt for harry and I loved Sana she was like a sister to us we had to do something… we couldn’t let anyone hurt her.
(End of Zayn’s POV)
(Sana’s POV)
My head was pounding, and I felt so weak. I heard soft crying. Harry was lying next to me in the bed. Was Harry crying? I tried to sit up but it hurt too much. I’ve never gone through a break up like this. Deep down I still loved peter but I felt so much better with harry. The sobbing got louder and Harry started shaking
“Ba-babe?” it was hard to speak because I had lost my voice from screaming.
Harry sat up very quickly.
“Baby your awake” he said trying to hide the fact he had been crying.
His eyes were red and his cheeks were wet.
“Oh honey you look terrible.” harry moved closer to kiss my forehead.
“My head hurts” I muttered.
“You were screaming all night.” Said harry
“Where’s my phone?” I whispered.
“Don’t worry about that right now baby” harry seemed scared.
“WHERES MY PHONE!?” I yelled.
“Sweetheart,” harry had no idea what to do.
“GIVE ME MY DAMN PHONE NOW!” I demanded.
Harry grabbed me as I started to scream again. It was then I knew that this wasn’t just about the breakup. It was back. This started back when dad died. I felt like I had lost my whole world. I was shaking a lot in Harry’s arms and I cried and cried and cried. Harry started to cry as well. I was ashamed of myself I broke away from harry and ran down the stairs my body was so weak I fell… everything went black.
(Harry’s POV)
I heard a huge thud and I immediately ran down the stairs I saw Sana lying face down on the ground I ran beside her as tears rolled down my face.
“HELP… SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP!!” I yelled as loud as I could.
I screamed for help again and again. And finally the boys ran in.
“Harry what the hell happened” asked Louis.
“She started crying and screaming again then she pushed me away and tried to run down the stairs she was so weak….” I could hear the noise of her falling replaying in my head.
“Zayn here help me lift her” Liam said crouching next to Sana.
“She was so weak…” I whispered to myself.
“Harry its ok man were gonna make this all better alright were here for you guys.” Zayn hugged me tight.
“Guys someone call Alix!” Louis yelled.
“No need I’m here what happened is everything okay?!” Alix ran in the room.
I looked at Alix, and she saw the tears in my eyes.
Her face changed completely…
“IS EVRYTHING ALRIGHT?!” I could sense the anxiety in her eyes.
She looked over to the couch and saw Sana lying there as if the life had been knocked out of her
“She’s not dead… she fell.” Zayn tried to speak as clearly as possible.
“What happened?!” Alix looked terrified.
“All night she was crying and screaming and she had another episode when she woke up she pushed me away and fell down the stairs.” Saying the words was difficult for me.
“Oh my god…” Alix put her hand to her mouth.
We called the doctor and he got her to wake up.
“I want harry.” she said
Her voice was so frail.
“Harry please come here.” The doctor’s face turned from serious to compassionate in seconds.
I walked over slowly
“Yes honey” I spoke quietly to make sure not to startle her.
“I’m so sorry.” I could hear the struggle in her voice.
“No no you don’t think any of this is your fault for one second I love you san aim here for you we all are.” I wanted to cry but I had to be strong.
“She’s gonna be okay just give her something to drink to regain her strength and she needs to have someone with her” I could tell the doctor felt bad for me.
“Ok thank you doctor.” My head started to hurt.
The doctor left and the boys left with him to give us some time alone.
“Call her mom harry she will be able to explain this to you better than I can” said Alix as she walked out the door.
Alix left the room and Sana was fast asleep I pulled her phone out of my pocket and called her mother it felt like the phone was ringing forever and the she answered.
“Hi honey is everything ok?” her mother sounded like a sweet lady.
“Hi Mrs.” I said anxiously.
“Yes who am I speaking to?”
“It’s Harry… Harry styles I’ve been seeing your daughter.”
“Oh yes, Sana has told me tons about you!” she said with a jolly tone. “Is everything alright sweetheart?”
“Recently peter has broken up with her and treating her safety she had an episode this morning and fell down the stairs she’s ok now she’s just sleeping...”
“Oh harry… I’m so sorry about this. Please don’t leave her just give her a couple of days. Ever since her father passed she goes through these phases. I’m so sorry.”
“Mrs. I would never leave your daughter… I love her!” I said this as clearly as I could.
“Well I’m very glad to her that harry.” Her mother sounded calm. “Let her rest and call me when she wakes up”
“Yes ma'am.”
“Goodbye harry…”
“Goodbye.”
As Sana slept I sat by the couch waiting for her to wake up. I didn’t leave her side for one second.