We all went down to the kitchen and ate. Shelly kept looking at Brandon. Shelly and Brandon had a thing for each other but nothing serious,
Shelly: I'm gonna go look around, umm Brandon wanna help?
Brandon: Okay let's not sugar coat it, were about to go fuck so enjoy your meals. Bye.
They left and I just ignored them. When I finished I went to go play the PS4 and of course he had out favorite games.
I picked one of them... Injustice
I picked Harley Quin and X wanted to play and he picked Killer Frost. She's one of my favorite, well they both are. X won 😑...
X: Ha.
Me: I hate you...
X: Rematch?
Me: Sure but let's add a lil twist.
X: If I win you do what ever I want ya too, and vice versa.
Me: Bet.
...
He won again... 😑
Me: Fuck!
X: Looks like you're gonna- actually no I'm gonna make it a surprise.
Me: Ok, but I still hate you.
X: Stop being a baby and sit on daddy's lap, this isn't apart of our bet.
Me: Okay.
I sat on his lap facing him.
Me: This feels so comfortable.
X: It does. But get up I gotta pee.
Me: I'll get on your back, bring me with you.
I pouted
X: Fine.
I got on his back and patted it as he peed.
X: Get off real quick.
Me: Alright.
I got off him and grabbed my phone.
He was done washing his hands and he was on his phone and I kept playing with his butt. Daddy got cakes, I mean X. I don't know, I like being weird.
X: Why?
Me: Beeeecause I'm bored.
He lifted me back on him and I just kept pecking his neck.
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Home
We get home and I put on my pajamas. My mom was with her boyfriend so I didn't care. It was just me and X.
My pjs consist of a shorts and crop top.
I went down stairs to grab a snack, so I could write. I wrote to free my mind and it keeps me sane.
Rotten.
Crying doesn't help
Telling yourself that 'it's okay' doesn't work
Since you're a girl it might
but you're dead inside
The fears you hide
I see behind
The Wall.....
~3 people, one body.
I always sign it if as '3 people, 1 body' and that's what I feel like. One side of me is depressed and scared. Another side of me is Happy, and creative plus she's sweet. Then the last one is the girl who's crazy but she's the normal girl that the depressed one wants to be....
Crazy Huh? This is literally me... I have actual split personalities and that's only 3 out of 5...
After I'm done writing I go to sleep.
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