What should I do,
When a part of me still wants you?:
To apologize and love me even
After all, we've been through?
I used to sit silently in the blue abyss
Of darkness thinking of the feigned bliss,
The lies, the changes, the pain-
All parts of your silly game.
What should I do,
When a part of me still wants you?:
After you turned me into a lovestruck girl
Clinging onto a pretence world.
I was a bit blinded by your wrath
Of Godlike grandeur
After you jumped in my path, turned everything into a blur.
But I should've known it was a part of your plan
Embracing me into its trap,
Cause how do you love
A blithering fool
When does it mean losing everything just to hold on?
What should I do,
When a part of me still wants you?
I was one of your summer flings,
Locked inside a cold, hard cage
But now, I'm fluttering my wings
In the pure blue sky,
After learning not to hide
My pent-up anger and rage.
The depths of the colour red I know best,
It wants you to suffer and learn just like the rest
To feel your heartburn,
And know what's it's like being a toy,
Played with and destroyed,
And being a part of my twisted ploy.
So...what should I do,
When a part of me still wants you?
It's quite simple really,
Avenge the hearts and make you remember,
The cold biting wind of December.
Thanks for reading this poem. Hope you like it. If you see any mistake, don't be afraid to point them out. Please vote and share if you like it (it would really mean a lot, thanks).
Danielle.