Skyler
Dear Asher,
Today has be so fun I went to the movies to watch Thor 2: the dark world. It was so cool. Then I when to the beach and had a surfing lesion. Then I went to see the Hollywood stars and eat at the Chinese place. By the way Johnny Deep does have a star. I toke a picture with it its on the back of this letter or you could say this letter is on the back of the picture.
The only down side is that your not here to experience this with me. L And the fact that for some really weird reason I've been feeling like I'm being watched. If it weren't for that fact that I've known the feeling of being watched better the feeling of fear( which is saying something) I'd think I was just paranoid.
Nancy thinks I'm paranoid. But she hasn't be watched her hole life to make shore I didn't mess up or I'd be punished for it. You know me Ash you know what I've been through. I know you believe me.
Its nice to know somebody does. Thanks Ash for always believing me even when you didn't have to. Your the best. I am doing fine don't worry or you will die and all never get to meet you in person.
Love you my favorite American pig,
Skyler
Ps. Nancy's a nice old lady I meet on my first day.
I read it over to make sure I wrote everything I wanted him to know. I miss getting a reply back. But I am still not sure how long I'll be in California. I probably wont stay long. Ever since I got here I have this nagging feeling like someone is watching me.
I walk back to my room after handing Nancy the letter to send to Ash.
My room was nice. All the walls were painted white. It only had two rooms. The main room was a bedroom, kitchen, a dining room, and a living room all in one. The second room was a bathroom. It have a shower/ bath, a toilet, and a double sink. To think Nancy said this was a basic suit. it's a place compared the attic I was living in before.
I walk over to the bed. Deciding to sleep now and worry tomorrow. Hopefully I'll have a good dream to night for a change. As soon as I hit the pillows I was out like a dead fish.
................................................... flash back/dream .......................................................
I'm sitting on my fathers lap( the real one not William) as he reads me a story. We are out side. The sun feels hot on my skin, the wind is blowing my hair into my face, and the birds are singing their beautiful song.
" and they lived happy ever after, how was that mi vida (my life)?" he said and I giggled and smiled up at him. I always love it when he calls me that. It makes me feel special and loved.
" it was good, papi (daddy), read me another one. I command you." I said giving him my best puppy dog look.
" No mija, vamos a jugar con tu hermano. Te leo un cuento más tarde, está bien?( no my child, lets go play with you brother. I'll read you a story later, is that okay?) " he asked. I think that I have the best dad in the world.
" Sí papi, vamos a jugar con Alexander. ( yes daddy, lets play with Alexander)" I said running inside the house calling Alex's name teal he came down.
We played for hours running down the beach, playing tag. Until mommy made us come inside to eat dinner.
Dinner was silent. Not that's something we're not used to. Ever since mommy got a new job. Her and daddy haven't been talking. Alex says that it has something to do with all the nights she doesn't come home.
After dinner daddy tucked me in and read me a story just like he promised.
A little while later the yelling started and this time I had a feeling daddy was going to leave. Not just say he would.
" how could you? How could you sleep with Will? How could you betray me like that?" my daddy yelled as silent tears fell from my eyes.
" fairly easily actually. I'd tell you but I don't think you want to know." mommy says. Here it comes his leaving I know it.
" If that's the way you feel fine just don't expect anything from me. I'm leaving and I am not coming back. Have a nice life with Will." daddy says god please don't let it be true.
" at lest he can give me a life." mommy shouted after I herd a door slam.
My brother came into my room and held me as I cried me self to sleep. Letting it sink in the fact that me and Alex both know was true. That daddy was gone and was never coming back.
.................................................. End of flash back/dream...................................................
I woke up with tears falling down my face. Every night I have dreams like that. Most of the time though its of what William did to me. Never have I dreamed of my father ever.
My father left us when I was 7 years old. After mom had an affair with my stepfather William. You have no idea how many time I wish he had taken me with him. How many night I sat awake at night knowing if could have been different.
After my dad left us I just stopped caring, stopped being the happy little girl I was. After he left I was nothing but a shell of myself. William didn't help. If anything he made my life a living hell.
There was a knock on the door. I went to the door thinking it was Nancy. Sure enough the little old lady was standing there with the biggest smile on her face and holding a tray of food and a letter.
Nancy was about 5'3 with curly white hair, Cutie dimples, and was about 100 some pounds. She sat the tray down in the dinning room, handed me the letter, and left.
After I finished eating I opened the letter thinking it was from Ash. Sending me a letter after I told him not to. It wasn't, it was from someone I never thought I'd hear from again. My father and It said:
Dear Skyler,
I am so sorry that I wasn't there for you like I promised. I think of you and your brother every day. I thought that I'd never see you again. So imagine my surprise when I sough you looking at Jonny Deep's star. I was so happy you have no idea. Seeing my baby girl again is the best thing to happen to me in a long time. I miss you so much. Do you think you could meet me at Sally's dinner on 7th street at noon? Please
I love you mi vida never forget that,
Your Father
As soon as I finished reading it I dropped to the floor and cried. Something I hadn't done in years. William all ways told me that the only thing crying would do was make it worse. It did. The more I cried the things he did to me.
Now here I was crying my eyes out because the father that I thought was dead was asking me to meet him. Yes I thought my father was dead or so my mother told me when I was 9 two months after he left. My mum told me he had a car accident.
I don't know if I can trust this letter. It could be from anyone who got me mixed up with someone else. But at the same time their was only one person in the world that called me 'mi vida'.
I have to go. I have to know if he's alive or if this is some sick joke. I get off the floor and head to the bathroom to get ready for the moment that my change my life forever.
Sorry for the long wait. I failed Math so I have to take summer school. 20 days of hell yeah. so as you can see I change the status of this book to slow updates. Thats why so yeah. This chapter is preaty short sorry about that. I'm having a hard time wirting the rest but I'll get it. Hopefuly it'll be posted by the end of the month. hope your having an awesome summer that I am not going to.
picture of Skyler on the side or in the begining if you on the app and a video of a song I really like.
bye my fudge nut,
An
Ps. do you think you could check out my friend's book. its Siren by Neon_Strawberries
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