He is not nagsasalita, he is just giving a deep look into my eyes. I will aalis na sana but I noticed na his face is making lapit to my face, he's getting closer to me, closer and closer until...
"One chick kissed me cause you're not around" he smirked and went upstairs
"WHAT? WHERE? WHEN? WHY? HOW? WHO?" I shouted while making sunod to him.
He did not answer me and he made pasok sa kanyang room.
ASDFGHJKL!
WHO WAS THE FCKING BITCH?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE HELL SHE DID THAT?!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL KILL YOU DAMN BRUTALLY BITCH!!!!!!!
WHY BA THIS DAY IS FULL OF ARGH! SCREW THIS!
"Sumunod ka na sa training room. Magsisimula na tayo" said Ysen nung lumabas sya sa room nya "Masasaktan ka lang sa pagsuntok mo jan sa pader"
I watched him as he walked to the training room tapos pumasok ako sa room ko para magbihis
After kong magbihis I immediately went to the training room and saw Ysen doing his warm up
"Who was the girl?" I asked nung makalapit ako sa kanya
"You don't need to know"
"Tell me, I won't hurt her!"
"I don't feel like telling you something that you don't need to know. It's not your business"
"Well she is my business! I'll kill her!"
"You just said you won't hurt her"
"Okay okay, I will not hurt her. Just tell me or anything about her"
"She's damn sexy and the kiss was hot"
ASDFGHJKL!
"You liked it?
He looked at me then smirked "Heaven"
He made alis and got his favorite baseball bat and did some moves with it while I am here standing stupidly thinking what to do to that bitch!
"ASDFGHJKL! I WILL BRING THAT BITCH DOWN TO HELL!"
"Ok"
I looked at him and grabbed the arnis. I intentionally made bangga his baseball bat which made him looked at me
"If I win, you tell me her name"
"What's my catch?" he asked with a smirk
"Let's think of that after, I don't have plans of letting you win" I pulled my arnis and tried to hit him but he immediately blocked it with his baseball bat
"Let's see" he smirked and made a step backward and I also did
I tried to hit him first to his feet but he avoided it and almost hit me on my shoulders but luckily I was quick so I dodged it. I got one arnis again and I saw him smirked. Baskeball bat is his favorite weapon ever since
I acted like I was going to hit him which made him do his block but sorry for him, I bend my knees and kick his stomach but my plan failed when he held my foot and pulled me which made me fell hard on the floor
"Ouch" I exclaimed
He came near me and pointed his bat on my face "Mas lumala ka pala" he said
"What do you mean?" I asked. Nakaturo pa rin sa mukha ko ang baseball bat nya
"Kailan ka pa naging bobo?" he asked without answering my question
"I'm not stupid, I'm just crazy over you" I said. His face still focuses sa pagtitig sa akin. Damn why you so hot?
"Dahil sa pagiging baliw nagiging bobo ka na. Hindi ko gusto ang asal mo ngayong araw. Una tumakas ka. Ang sabi ko sayo manatili ka dito dahil may paghahandaan tayo. Pangalawa naniwala ka sa isang halatang kasinungalingan. Bakit hindi ka na nag-iisip? Kung gawin sayo ng kalaban mo yung ginawa ko sayong trip sa tingin mo mananalo ka? Nauunahan ka na ng galit at selos ni hindi mo inisip kung pwedeng mangyari yun o hindi"
"What?" I asked na medyo nagugulohan. Does it mean walang babaeng humalik sa kanya? Does it mean nilamon na naman ako ng sarili ko for over thinking of someone who's in fact was just an imagination?
"Tumayo ka jan, dalhin mo ang arnis mo" he made alis and made lapit sa isang malaking punching bag
I am still nakatulala sa pagkahiga and found myself stupid again. Why do I feel like this?
"You are five seconds late" I made lingon sa kanya and immediately tayo and lapit to him
"Sorry"
"Paluin mo ang punching bag ng buong pwesa"
*BAAAAAAG*
"Anong nararamdaman mo?"
"I feel stupid"
"Good"
I looked at him. Good? Tss I'll make sapak his face na talaga
"Hawakan mo to" he made abot sa akin his baseball bat and he made kuha sa akin ng arnis kaya nagkapalit kami "Paluin mo and punching bag gamit yan sabay sigaw ng malakas"
He made his step backward and signaled me to start
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
Why do I feel this way?
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
Why can't I control myself with this especially when you're involve
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
Why do I make decisions right away when I'm mad?
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
Why am I so stupid?
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
Why do I cuss everytime I get hurt?
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
How should I stop myself from being so mean whenever you're involve?
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
Why did I fell for you?
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
How did I fell for you?
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
Why do I love you so much that I can be the worst person in the whole world?
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
Why...
Why can't you love me back?
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
Where are you?
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
The one I used to hang out everyday
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
The one who comforts me everytime I'm sad
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
The one who's always there and never leave me
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
I suck, cause I changed you!
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
I suck cause I'm the reason why you changed
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
I suck cause all I did was to get jealous
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!" *BLAAAAG*
I suck because I can't make you love me again
I suck cause I can't have you back
I suck cause all I have right now are the memories with you
I suck cause I can't stop myself from loving you everyday even if you're so mean
I love you Sen, please... please come back to me
I realized that I am sitting now on the floor with my tears on my face when I heard the bang of the door. He left me, he left me again. And still I am the reason.
What happened to me? How did I become like this?
I'm his dream before but I think I turned out to be his nightmare
I have the physical strength but I don't have it emotionally
It's not fair, it's hurting me. It causes me pain
Why do I have to suffer all of this when all I did was to love you? How did I turned out to be like this? Is this the power of love? Changing someone? If I could kill cupid, I have killed him already. He should've shot his arrow to me earlier than this. TSK
I wiped my tears, stood up and went outside to look for him. I made hanap sa kanya everywhere but his not there. I can't see him, I can't see the man I love
My tears started to fall again. Why ba kasi nagpadala ako sa emotions ko agad, why ba hindi ako nag-isip? Why ba galit nalang ako parati sa mga babaeng lumalapit sa kanya? Why ba andaming kong tanong? Why ba ako nagda-drama? Why ba ako nahihirapan? I never thought love will be my weakness.
I will never give up, I will do everything justto have you back. I promise to myself, until I die I will fight for you and Iwill have you back!