So!! This is as good as it's getting... LOL jk this is just the first year so I was thinking of putting her in some of the stuff they did but then I was like no that's too much like just randomly putting a character in so none of that sorry but!! Most of the things she will be doing is kinda like what they do only she has Fred and George so the good part is no where near. AND yes I do know that I used the dead brother... There's a reason for that too. I think you'll like the ending more then the begging. She gets violent. But now I have to finish the first year. I don't know how many chapters it's gonna take so sorry but that just means the others will take a lot to and I'm fine with that actually because I think every one who reads this will be happy that I'm not shoving her in just because Harry Potter was an AMAZING story. :)
Lorraina on the side!! -------------------------------->
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Life, it's sorry... That's what I came up with that night. I went back to school after the break. Tonks really really likes Remus so I hope that he doesn't mess anything up. Cause he hasn't has that much love since he left Hogwarts. I was happy to return here this year more than I have been actually. I ran into Draco Malfoy at the train though.
"You're a Lupin right?" He asked.
"Yes."
"Then why do you hang out with the Weasley's. I don't get it some one your stature it's completely mad to be seen around them."
"They're nice people and Molly is like my mom so please refrain from speaking that way to me."
"You don't seem like the nice girl that every one said you are."
"I'm not nice when some one disrespects the people I call family...."
"Sorry."
"No you're not but what ever I could care less is there a reason you're talking to me?"
"No."
"Then I sagest you stop because when I get mad bad things tend to happen."
"Are you threatening me?"
"No do you feel threatened?"
"My father will hear about this..."
"Good tell your damn father I doubt he'll do anything you big-"
"Hey love!" Said this guy as he sat by me.
He was a Slytherin of course. "Why are you talking to Malfoy? We all know it's me you want."
"It's you?? Here I thought every one knew I was Fred's... I guess not."
"Fred like the Weasley kid?? Why my love? I love you..."
"Well love and lust are two different things but lets not dwell on it too long kid.... You can't change the past."
The train whistle blew and I got up. "She amazing... even her turning me down is hot."
"Pathetic." Draco said.
I walked away rolling my eyes. I saw Fred and George waiting for me and I smiled.
"You're finally home." Said George.
"Home, Hogwarts what's the difference?" I said as I hugged him.
"It's nice to see you again." Fred said. I saw that kid from the train and decided to play a game.
"Did you miss me?" I said slyly.
"Not until I had something to say to you." He said putting his arms around me.
I smiled and George looked away. He saw the Slytherin boy that has been hitting on me forever and knew what was coming. I kissed Fred. It wasn't like I was.... meaning to enjoy it but the boy can kiss.
"I take that as an I missed you too?" He said.
"You know it." I said.
I walked ahead oh them as George was saying something about him being lucky.... I never got what every one saw in me. I wasn't as pretty as most of the girls here and I defeinately had more smarts then them but every guy seemed to melt when I looked at them for to long. I went to the main, I guess you could say, eating area and sat down.
"Did I miss anything?" I asked.
They all three looked like they just got caught doing something. "No... Why would you think that?"
"I wasn't but now I think all of you are up to something."
"No well.... nevermind it's nothing." Hermione said.
"Alright but if you ask and I know the answer is still no...."
"Really but what if the restricted area could help us??" She said.
"Still a no. Unless you tell me what you're up too."
"Fine never mind forget we asked." Ron said.
"Thought so..."
Fred and George started talking to each other as I got up. I went to Eudora and the gang.
"Tired of hanging out with them?"
"They're no fun. Any good happen while I was away?" I sat down.
"Tons.. Lorraina got asked out by a first year!! Then Zyphia got hit on by the nerdy boy that was all into you last year."
"You can have him... I have others."
"So you and Fred are a thing now right?" Zyphia asked.
"No.... He's just a friend that I'm rather close to."
"You like made out with him by the train today.... Close is not the word I would have chosen."
"Haha about that there's this Syltherin that has been bothering me for months now and well..... I kissed Fred becuase he was the one that just so happened to be the flirtyist ya know."
"Which Slytherin??" Katherine asked.
"Marcellus...."
"Oh but he's not that bad..." Eudora said.
"Yeah but it's not like I have Lucius following me every where I turn... Girl that boy is hot why keep him hanging on??"
"Because it's more fun that way." Eudora said.
We all got up and went to our common room. Fred and George looked at me confused. I hadden't left their side since I got here. I shrugged and walked up the stairs. I went to my bed and hugged the bear that Fred bought me years ago. They were right Fred and I were becoming a thing and I wasn't so sure if I wanted that....
"Thinking about home??" Zyphia asked.
"No she's thinking about Fred..." Katy said.
"He bought that for her forever ago..." Eudora said.
"What ever... It was when we were kids and I got scared. He bought it because he said if I ever got scared again just hold him tight and it would go away... Leave me alone." I said.
"Oh I'm not saying anything..."
"Eudora?"
"Yeah?" She said coming to sit on my bed.
"If I did date him... It would ruin us. We've been friends for so long. I just can't see my life with out him what should I do?"
"Then date someone else."
"But I think... I think I love him."
"Then date some one else easy as that... You're to young for love..."
"You're right that's crazy of me to even want to find love right now."
"Now you're thinking like normal Lenore."
I sat there thinking that he wouldn't want love either so we're good. I went to sleep. I felt a tug at my arm and I woke up.
"Wake up sleepy head."
"What time is it?"
"2 am.." George said.
"Fred leave me alone I have classes."
"I'll make it worth it." I looked at him.
"FINE but shhh they are still sleeping." I got up and all Fred could do was stare.
"What?"
"You look...."
"I know shut up." I put pants on so he would stop staring.
"I wasn't meaning bad Lenny." He said.
"Well the way you were staring wasn't good Fred."
I walked passed him and down to the common room.
"What is it?" I asked.
"We wanted to show you something."
"Fine." I said half asleep.
"Come with us." George said.
Fred took my hand and I looked at him. Never in a million years was I ever going to date some one else. We went to this place just outside the castle. It was pretty and was amazingly bright for 2 am.
"What is this place?"
"Your new reading area." George said.
"Ya'll didn't?"
"Oh we did." Fred said.
My eyes watered up. "I love you both!!"
I hugged them like I've never done before. They were wonderful.
"I have to go get something I'll be right back okay." George said.
"Okay." I said.
He left and I stood there looking around. "It's really beautiful Fred thank you."
"You're welcome." He said.
"Fred?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you like me?"
"Yeah I mean you're a really nice girl to hang around with." He said a little nervous.
"Not like that... I mean do you like me?" I said as I looked at him this time.
"Lenny...."
"Yes?"
He looked at me with those eyes. I bit my lip. I knew he did that's why I was doing this.
"You know I do but...."
"Remus." I said.
"Remus."
I walked a little ways away from him. I wanted to sit down on the floor and cry. I was such a fool thinking that there might actually be some thing there.
"Lenny."
"Yeah?"
"Don't be upset with me. I just-"
"I get it."
"Lenny no you don't. I want to but now is not the time. Maybe in a few years?"
"Maybe when he's dead?" I laughed.
"That's good too."
I looked down. "He likes you both but he doesn't like me with ya'll."
"I see why. You're too smart to fall for a guy like me."
"No Fred, you're to dumb to see that I fell along time ago."
"How long?"
"The day you gave me the teddy bear."
"I don't know what to....."
"I know. I'm good at hiding feelings." I bit my lip. "Just once I thought that maybe I wouldn't have to hide them... I guess that went out the window."
"No. I'm still here."
"You are but the part of me that you have isn't." I looked at him. "It's fine though I'm used to living a life without emotions." I got up and walked away.
"You don't have to..." He got up and followed me. "I'm here."
"But not the way... I don't know Fred maybe it'll work out later on in life but right now I need you to let me live. Let me cry over you and then let me get over it."
"I will but there's something I need to do first."
"What?"
He kissed me. It was sad.. It was a goodbye kiss the ones no one should ever know.
"This isn't a good bye Fred."
"Really? How do you know for sure?"
"Because I love you way to much for that..."
I went back to the common room and I saw George.
"I said I'd be back."
"I have to sleep but thank you it's nice."
"What did Fred do?"
"Nothing it's fine."
"He told you what I think he did right?"
I couldn't hold the tears any longer I just let them go. "George leave me alone..." I said.
He pulled me to him. "Never." I cried my eyes out in his lap and then I heard the door open. I didn't want to look I knew it was Fred. I probably looked like I was crazy.
"Harry?" George said.
I looked up. "What are you doing out of bed?"
"I could ask the same for you." Hermione said.
"Nothing.."
"Same as us." She said.
"Ron?" George said.
"Don't tell mum."
"Never." He replied.
George wrapped his arms around me again. This time the door opened and it was Fred. I sat there curled up in George's lap.
"George?"
"Yeah?"
"Why are they up?" He asked pointing at the three kids.
"Don't have a clue.... Why is she crying?"
"Don't have a clue." He said.
I got up out of George's arms and called him a liar under my breath and went to my room. I sat the crying the whole night knowing that they wouldn't be down there in the hall waiting for me in the morning. I got up with only an hour of sleep and went down the stairs. I looked around and I was right they weren't waiting for me. I felt my eyes water up and walked out of the common room and to my class. I just hoped he didn't move from where her was sitting. I got in class and there he was in his normal seat right by mine. I sat down and put my head down.
"Some one's been up all night?" Fred said.
'Wouldn't know why..." I said.
"I'm sorry.'
"Don't be I'm fine."
"No your not... I made you cry and I'm sorry."
I looked at him. "I don't want to talk about that...."
"I still love you."
"I saw the love this morning.."
"Oh come on we left you cause you left us yesterday..."
"Lies.... Well no lies but still. Ya'll always walk with me to class and this morning wasn't any different."
"But it was."
"Yeah because I told you I liked you and you rejected me."
"Not rejected just... It's not the time."
"Oh no I know. I actually have a date tonight. You see since niether of you walked me to class I had to find a cute slytherin to do it and well he asked and I said yes."
"Come on. Really a Slytherin??"
"Yeah he's nice and I like him so shut up."
"What ever..."
"Are you jealous?"
"No.'
"Oh okay then good."
"I just might have a date with Zyphia."
"No you don't."
"Why do you think other wise?"
"Because Zyphia is my friend and she wouldn't because she knows how I feel about....."
"Me?"
"What ever go on the date I could care less." I said.
"Your face is telling a different story."
"Fred really? I'm fine with it you want to date... You're a free guy why not."
He looked at me pained. I sat there a little upset but nothing that I couldn't get over. This class seemed to drag by and then Snape Relased us. I got up and was taken back by Fred's arm.
"No."
"What?"
"I'm not free."
"Fred not here..." I said trying to walk away.
"Here's good I don't care. I want to be with you."
"To bad. I gave you that chance and you said no so it's done and over with are we clear?"
"Lenny."
"No don't Lenny me Fred... I have to go."
I walked out and went to class. I was upset to say the least but you can't just do that... You can't play around with feelings when it's convenient for you. I walked up to my next class. I has choir... Not only am I a nerd. I'm a nerd that can sing oh I know i'm awesome.
"Today we're doing nothing sorry kids but that's just how it is. There really isn't time for you to learn something else by the end if the year so."
"Have a free day?" Eudora asked.
"Yes ma'am."
"YES!" Most of the class said. I sat there thinking about Fred... YAY ME!