She inserted the keys and entered her house.
She asked the doctor not to tell Jongin about her discharging, and left the hospital quietly.
She opened her computer, and went through the news in Naver, and the comments.
"EXO's Kai's girlfriend to commit suicide."
Girl like her should've died earlier.
Why don't she commit suicide before being with Jongin oppa?"
Even if she didn't commit suicide I would've kill her too.
Heemi sighed, and walked away from the computer. She laid down inside her bed.
She doesn't even know since when, she learnt to hide every scars of her from Jongin. From the one whom she loves the most.
Her hands reached for the drawer, and took out the bottle of barbiturates.
She shut her eyes and opened the bottle. She poured in the whole bottle of barbiturates into her mouth.
She didn't felt anything. She tried to open her eyes, but she can't.
Darkness.
She felt like she had fallen into abyss and can't get out again.
It's a never ending darkness.
Never ending abyss.