Lucy's pov
My vision blurred the scent of the salty waves filling my nostrils. Blood dripped down from my forehead fear slowly rearing its ugly form back into my head. Everything was destroyed. The place that held me together. I sobbed out my voice cracking. I was revolted not by the mess that i called my mantra but i was scared broken down the scared blonde everyone made me to be. Silver....he left his life just for me and instead of being grateful im hear sitting on a cold slot of soaked sand .The tears couldnt come out anymore. Everything just stopped. I got up ignoring the screams my muscles ached for me to sit back down and be a coward i refused.. Im already broken i refuse to be thrown aside like trash.